Shane
was cheating on Selena for a year now, guilt made him brake up with
her. He thought he was doing the right thing, until he relized what
Selena
meant to him. Until it was to late. Or was it?
Jagged Edge - Don't Wanna Say Goodbye
Shane and Selena have been dating for along time, but Selena never knew
what
really happened between Shane and touring. When Shane went touring,
he
would cheat on Selena so many times, she would never know, but he knew it
was wrong. He just couldnt help himself. Selena had caught
Shane once
cheating on her when she was visiting him from touring in Asia. See
Selena
was a famous singer in the USA, thats where Shane met her. Selena wanted
to
astonish him, but she got a way more surprise herself, the week was
horrifying. Selena kept on avoiding Shane, who was kind of hard
because
they were staying at the same exact hotel, on the same floor too, but she
kept to herself and didnt answer the door much. But she forgave him
eventually, she couldnt live without him she kept on telling him, and it
was something that would happen once. Shane had been cheating on her
for
about a year now, and he was feeling guilty like hell. The day
before Shane
was going to brake up with Selena they had a huge dispute about nothing
really, just minor stupid stuff. It was their first fight ever and
Selena
was feeling bad and weird about their first fight.
Sometimes...
What may be the best thing for you to do
Sometimes it the hardest thing for you to do
And thats real
Cause I know that I love you
I know how I feel about you
But I also know that don't make everything alright
And for that reason
I gotta say goodbye
They were at the park walking together after a magnificent dinner, Selena,
I think we should brake up! Shane said all of a sudden What? Selena said
shocked as can be. To tell you honestly Ive been cheating on you for
a
whole year now, and Im feeling responsible doing it to you. When you
deserve someone better! Shane explained, So Im just some game to you, you
could at least informed me that months ago! So I wouldnt waste my time
with
a big shot that doesnt even care about me! Selena shouted and chucked the
ring Shane had just purchased her at him and dashed off. Shane
caught the
ring and stared at it she must have been really mad because she threw a
ring
that she really loved, he put it in his pocket for safekeeping to give
back
one day. Shane tried to run after her but it was no use, this is how
it was
suppose to be. He didnt like to see her cry, and all of the anger;
sadness
in her eyes just hurt him for some reason. He never felt like this,
an
unfilled space in his heart went away when Selena left. Shane
thought about
what he was doing and he did it because of Selena, he thought to himself
that she deserved some one better, more considerate and more faithful.
Tell me have you ever been in a
Situation where the best thing you could do
Is the hardest thing you've ever done
But you try to do whats right
And I know that deep down inside
That I really wanna be there by your side
But I can't stand to see you cry
Not when its because of me
It was the hardest thing Shane had ever done. He thought it would be
a
breeze but it wasnt he was admiring the moon with a hint of cloud cover
when tears were toppling down his face. Shane didnt know where these
were
coming from but they were coming and they were coming out rapidly.
After
Selena had ran away from Shane that solitary night, she went to her hotel;
packed some outfits and went on the next flight out of there. She
went home
to her best friend Claudia where they talked about everything and Selena
spilled her heart out about how much she treasured Shane. How she
thought
they would be everlastingly, but those were all shattered now.
Selena
decided to finish up her tour, take an extended brake and maybe she would
think about coming back. The press was sweltering with rumors about
the
brake up but no one knew the genuine story except for Shane, Selena, and
Claudia.
And its over, I'll never love another
I'm always thinking of her, I'm doing this because of her
While Selena was on her brake she composed many songs, reflecting her
brake
up, and many other sufferings she went through. She wrote around 30
songs
all together about her troubles, and then things she came up with.
Her
manager considered they were wonderful for a new album, she could use an
estimate of 25 songs, and so the other 5 songs would be used for
additional
musicians. It took Selena around 5 months to record her 25 songs it
was a
two cd album, then it took her 3 months to learn all of the dances for all
25 songs. Then she would start touring again, she had heard many
rumors
Shane had tried to move on but couldnt because every girl reminded him of
Selena. But Selena didnt consider any of the crap cause they wrote
about
her having a new boyfriend, a baby, a husband, and many other disturbing
things.
Don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna let her see me cry
Looking out the window and wondering why
Did we have to say all those things that we said last night
Baby I don't wanna say goodbye
So Im just standing here wondering why
Just don't like to see when you cry
So Im say goodbye
After around 5 months of touring the USA, Canada, Mexico, and South
America
Selena was to head to the European Countries, Asia, Africa, Middle Eastern
Countries. But something came up, her manager wanted her to meet in
the New
York office in about a week to talk about something. When she
arrived at
the meeting their were many people their, when she first walked in and saw
Westlife with their management, she thought she was in the wrong room.
But
her manager said aloud Oh come in Selena! Welcome! Um what are they doing
here! Selena whispered directed to Westlife and their management.
When
Shane was first called into do a conference with their management all he
knew was that they were going to do a duet with a famous star but not who.
When Selena walked into the room, he got the shock of his life. Just
sit
down and youll learn in a few seconds! her manager Erik said. She
sat
down in a chair far away from Westlife she virtually sat in the corner of
the round oval table. Okay! We would first like to tell you please
let us
say everything before you open your mouths! Erik said looking at Selena
with an eye. Selena rolled her eyes and started to mess around in
her purse
for something to do while waiting. She pulled our some paper and a
pen and
started to write a note to Claudia. Selena please pay attention!
Erik
said, Selena looked up and started to tap her pen against her notebook,
and
waved her hand so he could go on. Okay! Some of you have been told
that
you are doing a duet with a famous star! Some of you have been told
nothing! Erik said looking at Westlife then at Selena Okay! Well yes you
are going to be doing a duet with each other! Erik continued while
pointing
to Selena and Westlife. Selena gave Erik a really bad and sighed,
while
Shanes heart hurdled up but fell once he saw Selenas feedback.
Selena
here has written 5 songs that arent being used on her cd and then Westlife
here have around 5 songs too that they arent using. We are going to
be
using those as some of the songs, but thats only 10 so your goal for the
month is to write 6 more songs together. You are going to be making
a cd
for a movie also for a charity. Which Selenas is the orphanage in Kenya,
and Westlife is Comic Relief. Erik explained. Selena raised up her
pen
Yes! Selena! Erik asked What movie is it for? And do we have to do this?
Selena said with a hint of whining. Not sure about what movie yet,
but yes
you do! Erik said with an annoyed tone of voice. How long do we have
to
write the songs? Mark asked 1 month I believe! Erik said Hey Erik!
Arent you suppose to know, why cant we just write 3 songs each on our own
you know! Selena suggested.
If you think I cause I packed your stuff
That inside I am not really really cracking up
Causes you're wrong I just hide it good
Cause I know thats what you need
And there's more to life than loving yourself
You gotta learn to love somebody else
And thats why I do the things that I do
Sorry but we want you to write a song together! Selena dont get an
attitude with me either! Then you have I think 2 months to record
everything! Erik said when his cell phone rang. While he went to go
talk
on his phone outside Westlife started to talk amongst themselves, Selena
felt left out so she left with no word. She went downstairs and
dialed
Claudias phone number. Selena spilled everything to her, she was so
annoyed. Erik knew about her past relationship and he was still
going to
make her do this. Selena had been down their talking for about 20
minutes
when someone tapped on her shoulder that made Selena jump. Im sorry
but
Erik told me you need to go up! Shane said shyly. Okay Ill be up!
Selena said sighing. She said good - bye to Claudia and made her way
to the
stairs, since she didnt want to be stuck in an elevator with Shane.
After
around 5 minutes of walking upstairs she finally arrived there when she
came
in everyone looked at her, she took her seat where she sat before.
Then
Erik began again Now please take this seriously! Youll be making some
videos, appearances, and many more things together. So you might as
well be
friends now! Erik began again Well thats pretty much it! Anything else!
Erik ended. No one had any more questions, so Erik said hed leave
for them
to get to know each other. But they already know each other some
more than
others. I guess we might as well talk! Hey Selena! Hows it been
going!
Bryan asked Great! Selena said Thats good so hows Claudia? Mark asked
Why dont you ask her yourself? Selena answered back scribbling down
something on paper and passed it to Mark. Thanks! Havent talked to
her in
years! Mark thanked I wonder why! Selena said with some sarcasm. Hey
theirs no need for the attitude! Missy! Bryan said laughing. Bryan
always
knew how to put a smile on Selenas face, and it worked this time Hey Bryan
look you still have your touch to make girls smile! Kian joked. Yeah
all
of the girls love me! Bryan said laughing Yeah right! Shane said making
Bryan play punch them. They talked a bit more, but they didnt know
Erik
was outside watching them get along so well, he knew his plan would work.
His plan was to get Selena back with Shane since he knew she still loved
him, well thats what hes been hearing. So Selena what are you doing
tonight? Bryan asked curiously Oh why do you wanna know! Wanna ask me
out? Selena replied Oh yeah! And after dinner we can get a little freaky!
Bryan said smiling devilishly that made Selena laugh. In your dreams!
Selena said between her laughter.
And its over, Ill never love another
I'm always thinking of her, I'm doing this because of her
Don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna let her see me cry
Looking out the window and wondering why
Did we have to say all those things that we said last night
Baby I don't wanna say goodbye
So Im standing here wondering why
Just don't wanna see when you cry
So i'ma say goodbye
The next month they spent a lot of time together, they went every morning
to
the recording studio, tried to write some songs. But with Bryans
goofiness
they couldnt get much done. By the end of the month, they had done
exactly
what they were told, and were getting exceptionally well. After 2
more
months they had recorded everything wonderfully, Shane and Selena didnt
talk much because Selena avoided Shane, while Shane tried to talk to her
many times. But Shane got the point after a few times to just leave
her
alone. After that Selena was off promoting her new single in some
countries, and taking a small brake. During her brake she had to
have
another meeting where she didnt know what it was about. It was just
like
daja voo or something because when she went in their Westlife was there.
Whats going on? Selena asked when she sat down and put her purse on the
table Selena, since the cd so great! We had an idea that you go on tour
with Westlife to promote the cd a bit more! Erik said waiting for Selenas
reaction. Youve gotta be kidding me right! Selena said hopingly No!
This is the real deal! Erik replied. They were to leave in about a
month
they were going start out in the USA then move on to Canada, Mexico, South
America, European areas, Africa, Middle Eastern areas, Asia, and Australia
was last. It was a 2-year tour with some breaks in the middle.
Selena was
packing things a week ahead to make sure she got everything, she was mad
but
then happy for some reason. She didnt know why but she was and
Claudia
kept on reminding her to bring stuff since she was in her own world
thinking
about the tour. Claudia would join them for a few months because
Mark and
her were going out, they made a cute couple too. She wished she
could have
a boyfriend like Mark that adored her like Mark adored Claudia.
There's no one in this world that can ever take you place
All the love that we share, it can never be erased
and I know that, that it hurts so bad
And its so that, that you're the best Ive had
A week later Selena stood at the airport waiting with Claudia for Westlife
to show up, Selena was reading a magazine that she had just bought.
When
Mark and the rest of the lads showed up, she stayed reading her magazine,
when Shane came up to her and sat down next to her Hi Selena! Shane
greeted with a shy voice Hi! Selena said while reading her magazine.
What
Selena didnt know was that Shane had been telling Mark about him and still
having feelings for Selena, and being to cared to talk to her. So
Mark
suggested just to say hi, and ask how she is, and start with some other
topics. Which was Shane was planning to do. So what have you
been up to?
Shane asked Not much! Selena said. Oh! Well how was your tour? Shane
asked trying to get more than a few words of an answer, Wonderful! Selena
replied back. Whered you visit? Shane asked with more will Asia!
Selena answered back. Do you want a drink? Shane asked one more time
Yeah sure! Where are you going? Selena actually said Anywhere? Wanna
come? Shane invited. Sure! Selena said getting up with Shane.
They
walked off together and Mark saw them leave all he could do was smile, and
Claudia was wanting to know really badly why he was so happy. They
came
back 10 minutes later with coffee for everyone and they went to the gate
to
fly to Florida where they would kick off their tour, they all kissed
Claudia
good bye and went on the plane. Selena got to the middle of the row,
sat
next to the window, and got situated while the lads were playing around
not
even finding a seat. The seat attendant told them to find a seat, so
they
all sat together and left Shane no being able to sit anywhere, Selena can
I
sit with you? Shane asked and Selena nodded yes. Throughout the
whole
flight they sat silent not talking to each other most of it was because
Selena was listening to her cd player and fell asleep, while sleeping her
started to lean and Shane found himself with Selena resting her head on
his
shoulder. He didnt want to wake her so he left her like that and
went to
sleep. When they both awaked Selena was blushing madly while Shane
was
apologizing and the lads were laughing their butts off. Shane tried
to
start a conversation but thought twice after that incident.
There's no one in this world that can ever take your place
All the love that we share, it can never be erased
And I know that, that it hurts so bad
And its so that, that you're the best Ive had
Pretty much after that day they tried to avoid each other, but it was no
use
it was like they were attracted to each other or something. They
were both
on the tour bus alone Selena was in a rush because she woke up late and so
was Shane. They were passing each other on the tour bus since they
were
sharing with Mark, when they both passed each other this time Selena
dropped
her stuff and they both reached for it. At the exact same time too
and they
knocked each others head together, they were both saying sorry when they
looked into each others eyes. Within seconds they were kissing
passionately Shane was waiting for this day for many years and now here it
was, but for some reason Selena was backing out bit by bit Shane I cant do
this! Selena said pulling apart from Shane. But? But? Why? Shane
stuttered, I just cant okay! I dont want to get hurt again Shane! U hurt
me once whats making u hurt me again! Selena said between her tears.
Selena I love you! Please dont leave me! Shane pleaded with Selena I
cant Shane! Selena said running off the tour bus. Shane tried to run
after her but didnt have the strength too this reminded him of the day he
broke up with her, she was the one always running away in tears.
Shane sat
in his bunk thinking took the ring box out from under his pillow where he
kept it every night for good luck and looked at the ring on his finger,
when
Selena and him were still going out they would wear the same ring and the
ring that Selena threw at him was their soul mate ring, it hurt him that
she
threw it away like that but who wouldnt blame her. Hoping one day
Selena
would take him back, but it looked like that would ever happen.
Shane was
thinking so many things in his mind, why would he let Selena run out of
his
life twice already, without taking a stand or something. Shane knew
he had
to do anything to get Selena, because every second without made him hurt
or
lonely.
There's no one in this world that can ever take your place
All the love that we share, it can never be erased
and I know that, that it hurts so bad
And it's so that, that you're the best Ive had
Selena was going to their concert in New Yorks Madison Square Garden, so
Shane decided to do his special announcement there. He talked to the
lads
and they agreed to it, they were finished performing on stage and Selena
was
to go on very soon. Shanes plans were to interrupt her before
singing her
7th song and start to sing Against All Odds solo then the lads would join
him as a surprise. Around the 6th song Shane was getting really
nervous
what happened if she didnt take me back was what going on through his
mind.
Mark had to tell him to calm down and get a drink, when Annie
finished her
6th song she went and got changed really quickly and went on stage.
The
stage was still black and she was waiting for her queue but it never came
so
she waited a little longer but it didnt come. About a minute later a
light
shone on Shane in the middle of the stage singing Against All Odds and
when
the chorus came up the light was shone on all of them and Selena.
After the
song was over Shane went up to Selena took the mic away from both of them
and touched her face with the back of his, Selena was still in shock about
what was happening. She just stood there while Shane was touching
making
her feel good inside Will you forgive me Selena? Shane asked quietly
Selena had a huge lump in the back of her throat, which made her, unable
to
speak for a while I dont know Shane! What happens if you hurt me or I hurt
you? Selena replied back. Selena I swear I wont ever hurt you again!
I
learned the first time that when I hurt you I hurt myself so badly! I
missed
hugging you and kissing you that why I kept this on me and to remind me of
you! Shane answered back, got on his knees, placed her ring on his finger,
and got up. He kissed her lightly at first but got a reaction from
Selena,
she kissed him back. When they parted the crowd was cheering and
screaming
for their happiness. I love you Shane! But I didnt know you kept our
soul
mate rings! Selena said I did because this was the only that reminded me
of you the most, remember how I use to always play with your fingers and
ring, thats what made it so special! I never stopped wearing mine! Shane
responded and they kissed one last time before Shane was ushered off
stage.
Selena finished her segment of the performance and left the platform
straight away, she located Shane waiting patiently for her their, they
cuddled each other so tight not wanting to let. But the lads were
applauding and hooting in the surroundings that they couldnt get
sidetracked.
There's no one in this world that can ever take your place
All the love that we share, it can never be erased
And I know that, that it hurts so bad
And it's so that, that you're the best Ive had
From that day on, Selena and Shane have been inseparable. They
wrapped up
the tour within the two years and had some breaks between it where Selena
and Shane got to spend all of their undivided interest in each other.
After
about a 4 month break after the tour Selena was to record her 5th album
while Westlife recorded their 7th album, Erik was trying to get
Selena a
deal to do another tour with Westlife but for some motive Westlifes
management didnt want to. Selena was some - what sad about their
decision
but had to get over it. There plans had to stop because Selena found
out
she was 3 months pregnant and wouldnt be able to do anything in months,
her
management only knew and Selena was scheduling on telling Shane but didnt
know when was a good time. It took her a month to pluck up the
courage they
were sitting at home in their house they shared together Shane, I need to
tell you something and please dont get mad at me! Selena began the
conversation Whats wrong Selena? Shane panicked. I dont think its
anything big! But Im four months pregnant with our baby and if you dont
want it I understand because?. Selena was put on pause because Shane had
kissed her with so much passion. She was really shell shocked but
kissed
back when Shane let go he began to ask, Why didnt you tell me, Selena? I
cant believe Im going to be a father Im so happy! I thought you didnt
want one thats why I didnt tell you! I assumed you would dump me and find
someone else! Selena answered his question. I would never do that! I
love
you and I love this bundle in here! I always will and never will stop and
dont you forget that! Shane said kissing Selenas stomach which made her
smile. The little baby girl bundle was born on June 17 named
Veronica Mae
Filan. Shane had proposed to her the night she went into labor, I
guess
Selena was so happy the baby decided to come out (LoL) but Shane was so
delighted and so was Selena. They lived the rest of their lives in
harmony
and in pure happiness because they know they found their soul mate.
And
they were sharing the happiest dreams with each other, having gorgeous
children.
