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ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD

by Vicky

I'm not looking for someone to talk to I've got my friends, I'm more than O.K. I've got more than a girl could wish for I live my dreams but it's not all they say Still I believe I'm missing something real I need someone who really sees me

The sun came up and was shining like never before, Pam made a cup of coffee. After a quick breakfast she left to work.

In the office everything was the same: John was half asleep over the desk, Andrea was typing something "mornin" Pam mumbled "hey...you've got everything in your desk" Andrea smiled, while kept typing. Inside her office, the messy desk showed her all the things she had to do "I have to do something with all this stuff" she said to herself while took one of the pens and the first of many letters she had there. Andrea walked a bit later "ready to hear me?" Pamela smiled and nodded "from 9am to 12pm nothing to do except read this stuff you've got here" she pointed all the letters, papers and other stuff on the desk "at 1pm you've got a date with Mr Dean and...oh yeah!...this is for you, it was on the door" she handed Pam a letter, it just said "PAMELA", she smiled softly, even thought she had no idea what was it..."thanx Andy" she said before the tall blonde girl left the office. Pam opened the little letter, it said "Call me. Love. K" the girl laughed and grabbed the phone. A male voice answered "yeah?" "morning hun" the guy sighed "oh hey Pam...whats up?" "I dont know you wanted me to call ya didnt you?" "Yup, I wanted to know if you wanna come over tonight, it's Bry's bday party" Pam smiled "sure..I'll be there..." "good. want me to pick you up?" "no, dont worry Kian I'll be there on time" and they kept talking about a good present for Bry

Kian hung down and smiled...his plan was working just like he wanted, it hurted a bit but he had to get them together...he dialed a number "what???" a grumpy voice said "Mark! whats up mate?" Mark took a deep breath "i was sleeping...what you want?" "I wanted to remember you that tonight its Bry's party" "right...talk to ya later" with that he hung down to his friend. But instead of sleeping, Mark stayed awake, he had a dream about he and....Pam, she loved him and they were really happy. Mark sighed, he would never get her

After a long day at work, Pamela walked into her house, took a quick shower, got dressed and in one hour she was ready to party. She checked herself in the mirror she would see him tonight...Pam thought, but as fast as she got in the car all those thoughts became in doubts...

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore Still believing you'll walk through my door All I need is to know it's for sure Then I'll give all the love in the world

Kian opened the door "Hi! you look so cute!" Pam blushed "thank you Ki" they walked in. After a little while talking to her friends, someone said in her ear "you look wonderfull" she turned to see her new friend Mark smiling widely.

They met when she and Ki were dating but, they made good friends, even thought she and Kian weren't together anymore, they were still friends, and she loved her other friends, Bry shane, nicky and Mark...Mark was the only one who knew she still had feelings for Kian...she liked Mark a bit, but it was only because he was a really good friend, she repeated to herself.

For Mark this was a differnt story, it hurted him see her loving Kian, because he loved her, and he knew she would never love him on that way...Mark sighed, she was again looking at Kian "stop drooling sweetie" he said laughing, even thought his heart was breaking "oh Mark! would you stop!? its not like that anymore..." Mark sighed bittelrly "it is, you know it. I know it." Pam looked down "I wish it would go away Mark. I hate this feeling, I just...just...I dont know what I feel anymore" she hugged her friend, Mark hugged her back "it will go, someday..." she smiled "gee thanx Mark" the young guy flashed a sad smile "Look, he's coming" he let go of her slowly "hey you guys!" Kian smiled "wanna dance, pretty?" he took Pam's hand and took her to the midle of the room where everybody was dancing. Mark felt sadness coming into him, he saw them laughing at something, he wished that could be he and Pam not Ki and her...Kian was his friend, but...she was more than that to him...she meant the world to him, and was ready to make her happy and give her everything she needs and wants... But he didnt know how she felt...

I've often wondered if love's an illusion Just to get you through the loneliest days I can't criticize it - I have no hesitation My imagination just stole me away Still I believe I'm missing something real I need someone who really sees me

Kian pulled her close, she felt her heart beating faster "did I tell you that I really like you?"he whispered, making her laugh "yeah like a million times" she said softly. Pam took a deep breath "something wrong love?" "no...im a bit tired" he kissed her cheek "aww my sweet baby" he got closer and closer. Her heart was beating so fast, she was wishing this ever since they broke up...he slowly kissed her lips, she kissed him back, with all the love inside of her.

Not so far from there, Mark's eyes fulled with tears "someting wrong mate?" Bry asked "no...I'm fine"he whispered. Bryan looked at him worried "you're crying" Mark let the tears run free down his soft skin "I love her Bry.but now i've lost her, forever" he said. Bryan looked at the girl kissing Kian "that's Pam!!" he said suprissed, Mark only nodded "you are in love with her?", again Mark nodded "I'm sorry Mark" "its ok." he whispered before leave Bryan. He needed time alone.

Kian broke the kiss, smiling "that was great!" Pam smiled, but didn't say anything. She left like that kiss wasn't right, she felt llike the magic was gone, his kisses weren't the same...but why? why she couldn't feel that warm feeling inside? One answer came to hear head, but that was no possible...there was no way she wouldn't love ki anymore...

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore Still believing you'll walk through my door All I need is to know it's for sure Then I'll give all the love in the world

The next morning, she opened her eyes and felt an arm around her, she turned to see Kian sleeping, she stayed looking at him for a minute, his face was almost perfect, his soft hair was messy, but, there was something wrong with everything...she tried to think what was wrong, what was making her feel like this was not right. Pam tried to think about possible reasons, but only one came to her head: she wasnt in love with Kian anymore...there was someone else...but who? it couldnt be bry or nicky...Shane wasnt either...there was no way it could be John...it has to be the last person she thought she would fall for:Mark, he was the reason why Kian was just another guy,not the special guy she was looking for.

She was deeply in love with Mark, and she had to find out this when she was with Kian...He opened his eyes slowly and tried to kiss her "something wrong?" he asked, Pam nodded "we have to talk" she said praying it wouldn't be too late..

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment So how could I throw it away Yeah I'm only human And nights grow colder With no-one to love me that way Yeah I need someone who really sees me And I won't wake up alone anymore

"what is it love?" Kian smiled "Ki...we made a mistake...this is not right" he looked down "it is right honey. We have fun together, and I lo-" he stopped talking "you dont love me anymore, right?" she nodded silently "i knew it...there was something on your kisses Pam...your heart is somewhere else" Pam hugged him "Im really sorry Kian, I just need to make it right, I need someone who's always there for me...and we both know what happened when I asked you to do that. I dont wanna hurt you and i dont wanna fool myself saying that im in love with you when im not" she got dressed quickly "I have to go" kian kissed her for the last time "we can still be friends right?" she nodded "thank you Ki. for everything" he smiled sadly "Tell Mark I will be alright" Pam gave him an odd look "how did you know?" the blonde guy sighed "I always knew it...ever since you two met, i had this feeling...you belong together. Nobody will make you more happy, and I know u r in good hands love" they hugged "bye Ki" "bye Pam" he said softly.

Mark woke up hearing the door bell. He opened the door to find Pam standing there "what are u doing here so early?" he said half sad half joking, she didnt say a word, just kissed him, with all the love she had kept inside. Mark kissed her back while his arms pulled her closer, when the kiss was over he smiled softly "I love you Pam" he said smiling "I love you too Mark" she hugged him tight "I'll never let you go" she whispered, feeling that warm feeling inside, that feeling of being loved by the only one who she would give all of her love.

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore Still believing you'll walk through my door All I need is to know it's for sure Then I'll give all the love in the world

All the love in the world.- The Corrs

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