" If I Could Call Heaven "

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I wish i could call heaven....
Just to make a call
To talk and hear my mothers voice
Would be the best of all.......

If it cost a million dollars
I`d pay it if i could
just make a call to heaven
Is this understood??

I`d be the happiest person on earth
just to hear her voice again
to hear that lil faint hello
would give me such a grin

I`d say mom i miss you so much!
only to hear her cry
i miss you to she`d say
but you must`nt be so bly

Dont be so hard on yourself
is what I know she`d say
go on my child ,with your life
It doesnt have to be that way...

For you have your own family now
that you must attend
dont make them suffer like you have
its only harder on them

For We will meet again someday
when it is your time
go on my child with your life
For I am doing just fine!

For you know that I am in heaven
that is where I belong
I am with your father now
And life must move along !

We sing an dance
on streets of Gold
and hear the angels
reap their songs...

If only you could understand
No pain,no sorrow no hurting here
Only good things
filled with cheer...

Someday i know you`ll understand
What all of this can mean
then you can learn to accept this life
that god has choose for me

Then you can be as free, as you can ever be
And fly the skys so high
And look upon this dwelling earth
And then you`ll understand why

It has to be the way it is
And it cannot change
For we will meet again someday
then she`d ask me what would I say.....

I`d tell her that i can`t go on
for i miss he ever so much
it is so hard to move along
without you here to touch

I`d tell you that I love you
so much that I cannot say
I miss you more and more
As each upcoming day

You say that we will meet again?
I know that this is true
for not a day doesnt go by
without me thinking of you

I want to dance on streets of Gold
and hear the angels sing
I want to be with you and Dad
And hear the Lords bells ring

I want to fly the sky so high
and be as free as you
I want to be that happy person
that reminds me so much of you

But as you say I have family now
that I musn`t forget
for they need me more then ever
And I dont want any regrets

I must move on you say?
I know this in my heart
But this is so hard to do
with us so far apart

I know I have to move along
and accept life as it is
but you will always be in my heart
as my mom,my love my friend


But i know i cant call heaven
for it can never become,
I pray that we will meet again
When this Old earth is done

For when it is my time to go
I know she will be there
waiting with her open arms
to welcome me with care.....

I wear my mothers heart shaped locket
always around my neck
and when im in a down mood
I grab it to make a "check"

I squezze that locket
alot each and every day
it reminds me alot of her
and her special ways

But as for now I must
go on ..and live life as it be
as i can always grab my locket
I keep her in my heart ....you see
Written by Cindy

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