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Fan Fiction Stories Archive
The Heart Beats
By
Kylia
SPOILERS: general fourth season. And some rumors I heard about
“Doomed”
FEEDBACK: Yes, please!! I need to know if I should quit
while I am ahead.
AUTOR’S NOTES: This is my first BtVS fic, so be easy on me. I
have written other fic, but none Buffy-related. This takes place after
Something Blue. And I am doing some assuming as to things that are
supposed to happen after that. It has been several months since Spike
joined the gang, and Oz has never returned.
Giles looked up toward the front door as Buffy entered. “Any news?”
He asked, but judging from her expression he gathered she had no more luck
than they had had.
“No. How about you?” She asked as she flopped down on the
couch across from Xander. Giles shook his head. “I can’t find
anything. Maybe we should call him” Xander looked up at Buffy. “If
we must. But he gets entirely too happy when I have to ask him for
help.” Buffy groaned.
Buffy headed towards the telephone, then paused and looked back
at Giles and Xander, “Maybe Willow can talk to him?” She asked. Buffy
knew that Willow got along with Spike better than anyone else did.
She didn’t wait for a response. Instead she picked up the phone and
dialed Willow’s number. After a couple of rings, she picked
it up.
“Hello?” Willow answered as she tore herself away from her laptop.
She had been trying to research the rumors that had been going around.
“Willow?” Buffy asked. “Can you do me a favor?”
“Sure. What is it? Homework?” Usually when Buffy asked
her for a favor it revolved around homework.
“No. I need you to call Spike” Buffy said it so quietly Willow
almost didn’t hear her.
“Excuse me?” She choked out. The thought of Spike made
her heart skip a beat. She was glad they were on the phone so that Buffy
wouldn't see her blush. “You want me to call Spike? Why?”
Well, we have gotten nowhere, and unless you have made some progress,
we are running out of options. Spike may be able to get more information.”
Buffy knew that Willow’s question was more about why she wanted Willow
to call him instead of doing it herself, but she was hesitant to tell Willow
the real reason she didn’t want to speak to the blond vampire.
“Oh. Ok. I’ll talk to him. And no, I haven’t found
anything. Are you sure these aren’t just rumors, and nothing more?”
Willow asked, oblivious to Buffy's relief at the change of subject.
“Yes, I’m sure. There is something going on, but I can’t figure
out what. No one’s talking. Not even Willy.” She paused,
“Well, when you’re done can you come by Giles place. Have Spike meet
us there when the sun goes down.” Buffy hung up the phone. She didn’t
wait for Willow to reply. She was afraid Willow might ask her why
she wasn’t the one calling the vamp. She turned around to face Xander
and Giles. “She’ll call him, and I told her to have him meet us here…”
she paused to look out the window. The sun was still bright outside.
“…Later” she finished. The nodded and returned to their books.
********
When Willow hung up the phone she couldn’t shake the feeling that there
was something else Buffy wasn’t telling her. Why did Buffy want her
to speak to Spike? Why not just call him herself? Willow knew
that Buffy and Spike weren’t exactly friends. She couldn’t really
say that any of the gang was really friends with the soulless vampire.
Although she considered him her friend, she doubted that that feeling was
reciprocated.
Since Spike had first returned to Sunnydale a few months ago,
they had spent a lot of time together. She was the only one who had
ever been to Spike’s house. Some nights, when there wasn’t some evil
brewing she would go and see him. They would talk, or watch a movie,
She couldn’t remember the last time she had felt that comfortable.
It had been several months since Oz had left, and for a long time she
just wanted to die. Her friends didn’t understand. They couldn’t.
They had never had their still beating heart ripped from their body. She
had formed an easy friendship, of sorts, with the Vampire. He would
listen to her. He didn’t groan at her. He didn’t want her homework,
or her help with research. He didn’t admonish her for her study in
witchcraft. He just accepted her the way she was. All of her,
not just the parts that were acceptable to everyone else. Willow had realized
that this demon probably knew her better than anyone else ever would.
Willow looked at the clock and realized it was still early. She
decided to go and see Spike at his house instead of calling him.
She knew it would probably have been easier to pick up the phone, but she
wanted to see him, away from the others.
********
Spike awoke, and realized that it was early. He still had several
hours before the sun went down. He knew that he should probably try
and go back to sleep, but he wasn’t tired. He’d had the dream again.
Although it wasn’t really a dream, but an image. Recently every time
he slept, she came to him. With her fiery red locks and emerald eyes,
she was all he could think of some days.
The knock at the door startled him out of his thoughts. *Bloody Hell!
Who would come here at this hour? * Spike was fully prepared to bite the
head off of whoever was behind the door. He opened it, safely staying
in the shadows. However he was surprised to find Willow standing
there with a smile on her face, and a small bag in her hand.
“Can I come in?” She asked, noticing Spike’s face soften a little
after seeing who was behind the door.
“Sure, pet” He motioned for her to enter and he closed the door behind
her.
“I brought you some coffee.” Willow said lifting the bag she
held.
“Did I wake you?” She asked suddenly thinking that maybe she
should have called.
“No, luv. I was awake. What’s up?” Spike asked as
he grabbed the bag from her offering hands, “Thanks.”
“Huh?” Willow had lost her train of thought. Spike was
wearing nothing but a pair of black silk boxers. She had forgotten why
she had come here. She started to blush as she looked at his chest and
imagined what it would be like to touch it. *What the hell are you thinking?
This is Spike! Bad, bad Willow! * She silently admonished herself.
“What’s up,” Spike repeated, noticing the blush that was working it’s
way up her face as she stared at him. “Unless, you came her to ogle me”
He grinned cockily.
Willow tore her eyes away from him and went to sit down on the couch.
“No. Of course not!” She dared another glance at him and discovered
he was watching her with an expression she could quite read. *Oh God!
He probably thinks I want him. And he’d be right. Stop this!!
Put him out of your thoughts! * She took a deep breath. “There are some
rumors circulating. Some sort of evil brewing, but we can’t find
out anything, so Buffy was wondering if… if you would…”
“Ask around?” Spike finished. He was amused that she was
nervous about asking him. Of all of the Slayerettes, as Xander liked
to call them, Willow was the one who knew him best. He felt comfortable
around her.
“Anything for you, ducks” Spike answered as he walked into the kitchen,
coffee in hand. He wasn’t sure why but he had grown to like some
human food. He had almost gotten used to feeding out of a bag.
Almost.
“Why didn’t the slayer just call me?” Spike asked as he came back
into the living room and sat in the chair opposite the couch. Willow
looked up at him, her color had returned to normal. “I don’t know.
Maybe she thought you would be more eager to help if the request came from
me. She wants us to meet her at Giles’ place after the sun sets.”
“Why?”
“Why what?” Willow asked, confused. “I guess so we can see what
new information we have, if any.”
“No, luv. Why would she think I would be more willing to help
you than her?” He was curious. It was true that he wasn’t exactly
friends with Buffy, but they had gotten past their desire to kill each
other at every opportunity.
“Uh, I, uh. I don’t know exactly. Does it matter?” Willow
answered. Now that she thought about it, she was also curious to
why Buffy wouldn’t have spoken to him herself.
“No, I guess not.” Spike headed back into his bedroom to change,
although he was enjoying the blush that spread across her cream complexion
every time she looked at him.
***********
Xander slammed his book closed. “This sucks!” After both Buffy and Giles
had looked up from their own reading he continued, “I have been looking
at these same books for two hours, and it still doesn’t make any sense!”
He sighed. Giles was about to respond when the phone rang.
Giles got up to answer it, glad for the chance to stretch his legs.
“Hello?”
“Giles? It’s Willow”
“Oh, hello Willow. Did you speak to Spike?”
“Yes. He says that he will make a few phone calls, and we will
be at your house in about an hour.”
“Ok. See you then. Be careful” As he hung up the phone
he turned around to find Buffy and Xander staring at him expectantly.
“That was Willow. She said that Spike would make some phone calls.
They’ll be here in an hour.”
“They?” Xander asked, “They’re coming together?” He wasn’t
sure why but the idea of Willow spending time alone with Spike bothered
him. He knew that he wasn’t going to kill her, he couldn’t.
“I guess so. I didn’t ask. She’ll be fine. It’s not
like he’s going to eat her for dinner.” Giles answered. He understood Xander’s
concern. In the beginning he had been wary of any time alone Willow
spent with the blond vampire. But as the weeks had past he came to
discover that not only didn’t Spike want to kill Willow, but that Spike
had developed an affection for the computer hacker. He would often
walk her home to make sure she made it there safely, and he had also heard
that they had spent many nights together, when there wasn’t a dire emergency.
He had no doubt that it was Spike who had finally helped willow get over
losing Oz.
Buffy was also disappointed that Willow and Spike would be coming together.
But she wasn’t afraid for her friend. Instead she was jealous of
her.
**********
When Willow and Spike arrived at Giles’ house three expectant faces
greeted them. They wanted to know what, if anything, Spike had found
out.
“Well?” Buffy asked impatiently. “Did you find out any information?
Are they just rumors? Are we worrying over nothing?”
“Calm down, Buff. Give deadboy Jr a chance to speak.” Xander
said.
Spike growled at Xander’s nickname for him. Willow gently put
a hand on his back as she glared fiercely at Xander.
“What did you find out?” Giles asked hoping he could defuse the
situation before it got out of control. He didn’t understand why
Xander always insisted on irritating Spike. *Is that boy Daft? * The former
watcher thought to himself.
Spike took a needless breath and sat in the only available chair.
“It’s no rumor. We have a visitor.” Everyone in the room
sighed heavily, save two.
“Who, or what?” Giles asked.
“ A demon. He goes by the name of Veintalle’.” Spike stopped
for a second still thinking about what he had learned, and what he was
going to do about it.
“Well, that’s ok!” Xander exclaimed while he jumped up and turned
to Buffy, “We’ll find, you’ll slay, and we’ll party!”
“Sit down” Willow Commanded. Her voice wasn’t harsh but it was
serious. When Xander didn’t move, she continued, “I said Sit down.
There’s more.” Willow and Spike exchanged glances, and Spike continued,
“It seems Veintalle’ has come to SunnyHell with a purpose. He needs
a sorceress.” Spike let his words sink in.
“I don’t get it. What’s the big?” Xander asked, not understanding
the implications.
“Why?” Buffy asked.
“Well, apparently, He lives off of their magical energy.” Willow
explained, as she started to walk circles around the room. “He has been
questioning the resident undead population.” She smiled at Spike, “But
they have told him that there is no magic here. Aside from the general
hum of the Hellmouth.”
“Well, then, if there aren’t any Sorceress’, this Venetian guy will
just go, right?” When no one responded, Xander asked again, “Right?”
“Not exactly.” Everyone turned to see Anya standing in the doorway.
She walked up and sat down next to Xander. “Veintalle’ has been around
for a millenium, maybe longer. He can feel the power of a sorceress.
She calls to him, begging him to take her power.”
“Like Hell!” Willow had not stopped pacing and every fiber of her being
was trembling in fear.
Giles, Xander, and Buffy stared incredulously at Willow, not
understanding her outburst. After a moment, they turned back to Anya.
“Go on,” Giles prompted.
“He knows that she is here. And given enough time, he will find
her.” Anya looked from Xander’s confused face to Willow’s scared
expression.
“Well then, what are we waiting around here for? We will just
make sure the bloody Wanker doesn’t find her!” Spike stood up and
headed for the door, but was stopped by Buffy’s voice, “What exactly do
you plan on doing? How are we supposed to find this Sorceress, whoever
she is?” Spike stopped dead in his tracks and looked at Buffy as
if she had grown another head. He was going to reply when he looked up
and saw Willow pleading him with her eyes, so he remained silent.
“Anya,” Giles started, “Do you know where we could find this sorceress?
Where would one even begin to look?” Giles was confused. He
knew that Anya knew a thing or two about demons, having spent eleven hundred
years as one herself. He knew that if what Anya said was true, the
sorceress must be very powerful. And someone that powerful could probably
keep herself hidden.
Anya looked up at Giles, and was about to answer his question when
Willow spoke, “I have to... Uh... I have to go!” She ran outside
and kept on running until she reached the cemetery. She knew it wasn’t
safe, but she just had to get away. In moments her secret would be
out.
*********
Anya watched Willow run out of Giles’ house. She wasn’t surprised.
She could tell from the confused looks that Giles was unaware of the power
Willow possessed.
“Bloody Hell!! She isn’t safe out there!!” Spike growled
as he ran out the door after her.
“I’m sorry, did I just miss something?” Buffy asked, looking from
Anya to Giles to Xander and then back to Anya again. “What’s with Spike?
Why is he so upset over this news? It isn’t like we haven’t fought
demons before” Buffy continued, still baffled.
“You don’t know?” Anya asked. When everyone looked at her with
a blank expression on her face, she continued, “He’s a demon.” She said
it as if those three words should have made everything clear.
“Honey, we know that Spike is a vampire. He has been as long
as we’ve known him” Xander told his girlfriend. Anya shook her head.
* Was it possible that they didn’t know? * She wondered.
“Yes, he’s a vampire, a demon. Do you know what that means?”
She asked, hoping they did.
”Sunbathing is out?” Buffy quipped. Anya sighed, “No. It means
that someone is trying to take what’s his, right out from under him.
Someone wants what he loves. Wants to feed off it, until there is
nothing left but an empty shell.” She paused, hoping they were understanding
her. “How is this demon different from him in that way?" Giles asked.
He didn’t understand what Anya was trying to tell them. “It’s not” Anya
replied, “Except that he will not allow Veintalle’ to possess what is his.”
“Ok, I get the whole vampire possession, I’m a demon hear me roar thing,
but what does that have to do with Willow? Why would she run out
of here, and why would he care if she was upset by… whatever it was that
upset her?” Buffy asked, still not comprehending.
*Could she possibly be that dense? * Anya asked herself, “You don’t
know?” She asked as she looked from Giles to Buffy. “Know what?”
Xander asked.
“He’s in love with her.” She said simply.
“Huh?” Buffy asked, “In love with who? The Sorceress?”
A thought struck her, “Willow?” She asked. Anya nodded, “yes,
and yes.”
“I don’t get it. He’s in love with the sorceress, and with Willow?
Our Willow?”
“No. I think what Anya is saying is that Willow is the sorceress.
Am I right?” Giles asked. But he knew that he was.
*********
Willow sat in front of the tombstone. She was just staring at
it. Not sure whether she should say something, or remain silent.
She decided to speak. She always felt better when she did.
“What Have I gotten myself into? She asked the headstone.
“Now not only is my secret out of the bag, but now some demon wants to
have me for dinner. I’m sure I’ll make a tasty treat!” She
snapped.
“That you would luv” Spike came up behind her, “But I’m not gonna let
any big bad uglies devour you. Willow tried to smile, but was unsuccessful.
“Why don’t I take you home. It isn’t safe out here.”
Willow stood up and turned to the blond Vampire, “I don’t want to go
home. What if he knows where I live?” She asked, her voice shaking.
Spike grinned at her, “Well then, pet, you can come home with me. My
beds big enough for the both of us.” He smirked.
Willow laughed, “You wish!”
She didn’t decline his offer. He was the only person, living
or not, whom she wanted to be with.
*********
Willow was sitting in Spike’s living room. She was just sitting
there, thinking. When Spike had told her about the demon, and why
he was here, she knew that she was the one he was after. She couldn’t
explain how she knew; only that she did. She didn’t know when her
life had gotten so out of control. Things had changed. She’d
changed.
Willow knew that there were parts of her that she kept hidden
from her friends. Except Spike. There wasn’t anything he didn’t know.
She had been studying Wicca and all of its practices seriously for awhile
now. Giles knew that she ‘dabbled’. However, he didn’t know the extent
that she was involved. Willow knew that he would disapprove.
Telling her that she wasn’t ready, it was dangerous, and he would give
her a million other reasons why she shouldn’t practice. But it was
in her blood. She could no more stop practicing, than Giles could
stop breathing. So she kept her activities to herself. She would
secretly throw a spell in here, or there, whenever it was necessary.
Spike was the only one who knew, and she knew he would never tell, not
unless she wanted him to. He was her closest friend, her best friend.
She had admitted that to herself a long time ago. At first she felt
guilty, that she considered Spike her best friend and not Buffy.
But Buffy was also her best friend. But she was the best friend to
the other Willow. The one that everyone saw. The dependable
Willow. The Willow whom they could depend on, and help with their
research and their homework, and whatever else, she would be there.
Willow was still all of those things, she hadn’t really changed.
But she was also more than that. She was a witch, and a powerful
one at that.
Willow had discovered that when her spells didn’t work, it wasn’t
because she didn’t have any power, or wasn’t very good at it, it was because
she had enormous power, and needed to learn to control it.
“What you thinking about, pet?” Spike brought her out of her thoughts.
She looked up and found him sitting only a few feet away. She smiled,
“I was just thinking how terribly complicated my life has gotten” She told
him honestly.
“How so?” He asked, and chuckled at the exasperated look that crossed
her beautiful features.
“Excuse me?” Willow asked. “Well let’s see, first, there’s some
nameless demon running around, second it turns out that said demon, what’s
to use me as an appetizer, and third, because of both of those things,
my friends are going to hate me!” She exclaimed.
“Hate you? Why would they hate you, luv?” He asked her
as he moved from where he was sitting across from her to the empty spot
on the couch next to her. When Willow didn’t answer he her turned her to
look at him. What he saw in her eyes made hid dead heart weep.
She was crying. As a few tears trickled down her cheek, Spike bent his
face to her, and kiss them away.
Willow pushed him away, gently; “I’m alright.” She said as she stood
up. She felt horrible. She was crying, in front of Spike. Part
of her wanted him to comfort her, but another part of her knew that it
was only pity. He didn’t have any real desire to hold her.
She knew that people didn’t find her desirable in that way. It was
a miracle that Oz had stayed with her as long as he did. She looked
up at Spike and saw something in his eyes, she didn’t recognize.
Willow realized he was still waiting for answer to his earlier question.
“Well, I’ve lied to them. I’m a horrible person” She told him,
afraid to look at him.
“Nonsense, luv.” He told her, “You didn’t lie, you just omitted
some things you knew they wouldn’t understand.” Willow seemed to
relax at his understanding words. “Why don’t you get some sleep.
It has been a long day” He told her as he stood up and headed for the door.
“Where are you going?” She asked him.
“There’s something I need to attend to. I’ll be back soon.
Don’t worry”
After Spike left, Willow lay down on the couch, and fell into a restless
sleep.
********
“Ok, can we go over this again?” Buffy asked for the third time.
“Are you trying to tell me that Willow… Our Willow, is some sort of sorceress?
I just don’t buy it. Her spells never work out as planned.” Anya
sighed. “Yes, and no.” Anya said. She supposed that if she
was going to tell them she should tell them everything. “Willow is
a witch. A real witch. Her power is strong. It reverberates
off of her body. I am surprised you can’t feel it. Her spells work,
you just don’t always know when she’s cast one.” She paused, knowing
what was coming.
“Are you trying to tell us that she has cast spells recently?
I we didn’t know? Alright Will!” Xander’s laughter was halted by
the glare’s he was receiving from Buffy and Giles.
Giles cleared his throat. “I don’t think any of this is really
helping. We need to find this demon.”
“And kill it. Don’t forget that part.” Buffy added.
“Yes, of course” Giles amended.
“I’m afraid it’s not that easy.” Anya told them.
“Explain”
“We can’t kill it. No one living can. Its power is too strong.”
She told them, as they heard a knock at the door.
I don’t know why I bothering to knock. I should just go in there
and tell them what I think of their bloody ignorance. Upsetting Willow
like that! * Spike could feel his demon growing impatient. Finally
Xander opened the door. “Oh, it’s you.” Xander looked like he was
going to say something, but thought better of it after seeing the coldness
in the vampire’s icy blue eyes. Spike brushed right past him into
Gile’s living room.
“Where’s Willow?” Buffy asked. She had assumed that Spike had
gone after her.
“She’s safe. For now. But we need to find this demon before
he finds her.” Spike voice was tight, controlled, if only barely.
“Wait a minute. You knew the demon was after her? And you
didn’t tell us?” Buffy yelled.
Well, slayer, I would have, if you had given me a chance!” He
growled.
“Calm down, Buffy. He’s right. We didn’t give him much of
a chance.” Giles looked up at Spike, and saw a wealth of emotions
in his hard expression. He was angry, and worried, and another emotion
he could place. “Do you know where this demon is?” He asked the blond
vampire. Spike shook his head. “No, but I have an idea of someone
who might.”
“Good. You find him, and I’ll kill him” Buffy said matter-of-factly.
Spike rolled his eyes.
“I told you. You can’t kill him. No one living can.”
Anya was getting frustrated. She liked Buffy, as well as Xander’s
other friends, but sometimes, they seemed to not understand things. Maybe
it was her misinterpretation, because she was still fairly new at being
mortal, she couldn’t be sure.
“Well where can we find a Zombie?” Xander asked.
“No one living? But what about someone not living?” Giles
asked looking at Spike. As the realization of what Giles was suggesting,
they all turned to look at the blond vampire.
Anya nodded. “Yes, but I am unsure as to the specifics.”
Xander groaned, “I guess that means its back to the books.”
Spike headed towards the door, he stopped just before he reached it,
“Call me if you find anything” And then he left.
********
“She is near. I can feel her.” Veintalle’ Spoke to his servant.
“Yes, master. Her power is strong. She will sustain you.”
The demon chuckled, “For an eternity.”
*********
When Spike returned, he found Willow sleeping on his couch. But
it was not a restful sleep. She was shaking. She was obviously
having a nightmare. He decided to move her to his bedroom.
She could sleep more comfortably there. When he lifted her up, she
latched onto his neck, as if it was a life preserver. He could feel
her trembling, even though she was still asleep, albeit barely.
Spike gently set Willow down on the bed, and attempted to pull
away from her, but she only held on tighter. She was whimpering in
her sleep, her whole body shaking in fear. He was furious at whatever,
or whoever was causing her so much fear.
“Shh, pet. It’s ok.” He tried to comfort her.
“Spike?” She asked softly, now fully awake.
“Yes, luv?”
“Hold me?” She asked.
Spike climbed into the bed and she lay against his chest, and sighed.
Soon she drifted off to sleep.
**********
Giles closed his book with a thud. He took off his glasses and rubbed
his eyes. They had been researching for several hours and were still
no closer than they had been before. He looked across his living
room. Xander and Anya had fallen asleep on the couch. Buffy
was asleep in the chair in the living room. He hoped that Spike’s contact
could provide him with more information.
Giles was startled out of his thought by a knock at the door.
He turned to look at the clock and noticed it was six-thirty in the morning
and wondered who would be here at that hour. He slowly rose to answer
the door.
“Good morning Giles!” Cordelia was standing on the opposite side of
the door, with a man Giles didn’t recognize.
“Cordelia. What are you doing here?” He asked.
“Angel sent us. We’re here to help.” She told him as she
brushed past Giles.
“Yes, of course. Please come in.” He said, moving aside so that
her companion could come in.
“Is he here?” Giles asked, “Angel, I mean?”
“Yes. He had to go though. Angel plus the sun equals a
big mess.” Cordelia told him. Giles nodded. Cordelia’s
companion reached out a hand for Giles to shake, “I’m Doyle” He told him
with a smile. Giles noted he had an Irish accent and assumed that
he was the half-human, half-demon who worked with Angel.
“Nice to meet you” Giles said with a smile.
Xander was surprised to awaken and find Cordelia standing in Giles living
room. “Cordy!” He exclaimed.
“Xander” She said with a smile as she went over to give him a hug.
“You look… Well, the same. I see you’re still a demon magnet.”
Cordelia’s eyes drifted to Anya’s sleeping form, and then back to Doyle,
“But, that’s not necessarily a bad thing.” She smiled at Doyle, and
he winked at her.
Xander, not understanding what his ex-girlfriend was talking
about, was confused, but decided to let it drop. “Why are you here? If
your here does that mean that deadboy is too?” He asked, inwardly
groaning. “‘Cause one deadboy is enough!”
Doyle looked at Cordelia questioningly, as she whispered to him; “I’ll
tell you later” Doyle nodded.
“So, Cordy, whose the new honey?” Xander asked while appraising
Doyle. “He doesn’t seem like your type.” Cordelia just sighed,
“Well, Giles, I just wanted to stop by and let you know we were here.
Will come by tonight.” Doyle and Cordelia left, leaving Xander’s
questions unanswered.
***********
“So, that was Xander?” Doyle asked as they walked back to the
hotel they would be staying at. Cordelia nodded.
“So what does he have against Angel?” He asked. He was
curious about Cordelia’s ex-boyfriend.
“Well, they have a history.” She stopped and turned to Doyle.
“Is Willow in a lot of trouble?” When Doyle didn’t answer she continued,
“Doyle? Is she?”
“It doesn’t look good, princess. That vamp that’s protecting
her, what’s he like?”
“Spike? Well, He likes to kill people, and he has this really
crazy girlfriend. They have both tried to kill us several times.
One time they sent these assassins after us. This one was all wormy
and ugh!” Cordelia shivered.
“Really? He doesn’t sound too safe to be around.” Doyle
commented as they headed into the hotel.
“Well, that was awhile back. He can’t hurt anybody now, and I
don’t think he would hurt Willow, even if he could.”
“Why’s that?”
“Well, Willow talks about him as if he’s the Second Coming. I
think she likes him.” Cordelia smiled at the thought of Willow and
Spike. It was unreal.
“Really?” Doyle asked. He was a little surprised.
He’s heard a lot about Willow. Angel frequently talked about her.
“Not that I can blame her, he is yummy!” Cordelia turned to see
a slight look of disappointment on Doyle face. “But to worry, One demon
is enough for me.” She grinned as she dragged Doyle into the elevator.
********
Doyle and Cordelia rode the elevator up in silence. They
had just entered the room when Doyle doubled over, clutching his head.
“Oh, god. Not again!” Cordelia cried as she ran to
get Doyle a glass of water. By the time she returned, he was sitting
on the floor, gasping for air.
“Well? What did you see?” Cordy asked, concern etched in
her face.
Doyle looked up at Cordelia; “We’ve got trouble.”
*********
Angel got off of his bed in his hotel room and paced around the room
for a few seconds, and then sat back on the bed. He couldn’t sleep.
It was early still, not even noon. But every time he tried to close
his eyes, his mind would wander back to his conversation with his childe
the previous night.
Angel had heard about what had happened to Spike. About
how some secretive commando group had implanted him with some device that
prevented him from hurting anyone. Although the man in him was pleased
that his childe could no long hurt the innocent, the demon in him railed
at the violation. It had been several months since then, and Spike
had agreed, albeit reluctantly to help Buffy, and her friends to keep Sunnydale
safe. Angel couldn’t believe that Spike would agree to such an arrangement.
His childe had told him it was only temporary, until they could undo what
was done to him. But, there was something about his situation that
Spike didn’t mention. Not that Spike told him much of anything voluntarily.
Their relationship was strained. Not that he could blame him.
Things had been bad, before, when he had left Drucilla and Spike, and then
worse when Spike had come to Sunnydale to cure Drucilla. But things
had gotten down right vicious when he had lost his soul, again. The
things he had done were beyond comprehension. It was difficult enough
to deal with what he had done to Buffy. But how he had treated his
own childe, was unforgivable.
Yet, Spike had called him for help. For him to have done that,
it had to be urgent.
That’s what made this situation so confusing. What would
make William the Bloody call his hated sire for help? For answers?
As far as he understood things, Spike was in no danger. Although,
to be perfectly honest, Spike hadn’t really explained much of anything.
He was supposed to speak with him tonight. Maybe then everything
would make sense.
Angel’s thoughts were interrupted as Cordelia and Doyle burst
into his hotel room. Doyle was holding his head, which told Angel
he had had another vision.
“Doyle? Are you alright?” He asked as he approached
him.
“Vision” Cordelia informed him, as she guided Doyle to one of the chairs
near the bed. After Doyle sat down he looked up at Angel, concern
evident on his face.
“What is it? What did you see?” Angel asked.
“We’ve got trouble”
“We covered that already” Cordelia sighed. Doyle had refused to tell
her what he saw until they went to see Angel.
“Well, it was kind of fuzzy. I couldn’t make out everything.
What I could, didn’t make any sense.” Doyle started, “I saw a girl.
I didn’t recognize her. She was in a cave. A demon was draining
the life out of her. And there was someone else there. But
I don’t know who. There is something else, but I don’t know if it was real
or not.”
“What do you mean?” Cordy asked.
“This demon, I didn’t recognize him, but yet I did. He was draining
the girl, but her power was strong. She was resisting him.
And I think she had been there for awhile.” Doyle leaned back against the
chair, resting his head against the cushiony back.
“What makes you say that?”
“I don’t know exactly. It’s just a feeling I have. But
if it’s true, and she had been there for awhile, she must have incredible
power. Also, we may be too late.” Doyle whispered the last
part.
*********
Willow awoke with a start. She had been dreaming, but she couldn’t
remember what about. She sat up, and took in her surroundings.
At first, she was disoriented, and didn’t know where she was. But
after a few moments she realized she was in Spike’s house, in his bedroom,
in his bed. But Spike was nowhere to be seen. She climbed out
of his bed, and discovered she was wearing one of his shirts. For
a moment she wondered how she had gotten here, and where her clothes were.
Then she remembered Spike had found her in the cemetery, and offered to
take her to his house. That explained what she was doing here, but
didn’t explain why she was wearing his clothes.
Willow walked quietly out into the hall, wondering what time
it was. The house was dark, but that didn’t mean anything, considering
the windows were covered with heavy drapes. When she walked out into
the living room, she noticed that it was just before noon. When she
turned around, she found Spike, asleep. She felt bad for sleeping in his
bed, while he slept on the couch. Although she found it rather chivalrous
that he chose to sleep there, especially since his bed was rather large,
and he had hinted as much the previous evening.
Not wanting to wake him, she went into the kitchen to make some
coffee. She had spent many days, and evenings in Spike’s company,
giving her a familiarity with his kitchen. After she had made the
coffee she sat down at the table and tried to piece together the events
of the previous day. The day had been long, which was not unusual,
but exhausting nonetheless. The news that the demon was after her
frightened her. But even more than her fear of the demon was the
fear that her friends would now find out about her secret. It was
silly, she knew that she was more worried about her friends than a demon
looking to drain her life. She knew that they would stop this demon,
he was no different than the others. But would her friends still
look at her the same? Would they see her differently? Giles would
be angry, this she knew. Willow had known that she couldn’t go on
forever hiding her practices, her abilities. But she hoped she could
put it off until it was absolutely necessary.
“ ‘Morning, Pet” Willow had been so lost in her thoughts she hadn’t
heard the vampire enter the kitchen. He walked over to the fridge
and pulled out at bag of blood and emptied it into a coffee mug, and then
put it in the microwave, to warm it up. He turned back to Willow.
She looked tired, but still beautiful.
“How did you sleep?” He asked as he sat down across from her.
She shrugged. “Okay.” She tried to lie but when she looked into his
blue eyes, she realized lying wasn’t really an option. “Okay, maybe not
so great.”
“Nightmares?” He asked, remembering her trembling from the night
before. Willow nodded, “I think. But I don’t remember them.”
She stood up, and walked over to the coffeepot. After pouring herself
a cup, and retrieving Spikes warmed blood she sat back down. “Spike?” She
asked while looking at the table.
“Yes, luv?”
“Would you go with me?” She looked up, as her green eyes met his blue
ones. “I don’t want to face them alone.” Her voice was soft, almost
frightened.
“Don’t worry, Luv, you’re not alone. Until this is over, consider
me your personal bodyguard. Although you shouldn’t be worried about
your friends. They’ll understand.” She smiled at the thought
of Spike being her bodyguard, and then looked back down at the table, “Will
they? Understand, I mean?” Spike stood up and walked over to the
other side of the table. He kneeled down so that she was at eye level.
He cupped her face in his hands, so that she was looking at him.“Yes, if
they are true friends, they’ll understand, and if not…” He left the end
of his statement unsaid.
Willow felt a heat go through her body at his cold touch.
She couldn’t help but wonder what it would feel like to kiss him.
But almost as soon as thought it, she pushed the thoughts back to the depths
of her mind, knowing that that would never happen. People like Spike
would never be interested in boring old Willow, even undead ones, especially
undead ones.
The phone rang bringing Willow out of her thoughts. Spike picked
it up and after speaking for a moment, turned around to Willow. “It’s
for you.” At Willow’s confusion, he elaborated. “It’s that
bloody cheerleader.” Willow giggled at Spikes exasperation, as she
took the phone from him.
“Cordy?” She asked.
“Willow! Are you okay?” Cordelia sounded concerned.
Since her move to L.A., she had frequently called Willow. She was
the only member of the group she kept in touch with regularly. And
as odd as it was, Cordelia was the only person Willow had told about her
feelings for the blond vampire. It wasn’t really something she could
discuss with Xander or Buffy, and she wasn’t comfortable enough with Anya.
So, Cordelia became her unlikely confidant.
“I’m fine, peachy.” Willow told her friend, trying to sound like
she meant it.
“Will, I heard about the demon. Doyle had a vision”
Willow gulped. Cordy had told her about Doyle, and his visions.
* This can’t be good! * She thought to herself. “And?” She asked.
“Well, it doesn’t really tell us much, as usual. But don’t worry.
We’ll figure this out!” She told her friend confidently.
A thought suddenly dawned on Willow, “Cordy, where are you?” Willow
eyed Spike suspiciously as she waited for Cordelia to answer her.
“In Sunnydale. We’re staying at that hotel just inside of town.
We’re supposed to meet at Giles’ after the sun goes down.”
“After Sunset?” Willow asked, “I take it that means Angel is
with you?” At the mention of his Sire, Spikes eyes darkened, just for a
moment.
“Yeah. He wants to talk to you.” There was a pause while
Cordelia handed the phone to Angel. “Willow?”
“Yes, I’m here, and I’m fine. You didn’t need to come” She told
him, never taking her eyes off of Spike.
“Yes, I did. Look, We’ll talk about this later. I need to talk
to Spike. Is he there?”
“Yeah, hold on.” Willow handed the phone to Spike.
After he retrieved the phone he turned around, if only to avoid
Willow’s never wavering stare.
“What?” He asked, slightly annoyed.
“How is she, really?” Angel asked, concerned.
“She’s fine, Peaches. Don’t you worry; I’ll get her there in
one piece. You just worry about tracking down this demon.”
Spike didn’t wait a response; instead he hung up the phone and turned around
to see Willow still staring at him. “What?” He asked.
“You called him didn’t you?” It was more of a statement than
a question. She walked over to him, and put a hand on his shoulder,
“Why?” Spike didn’t know what to tell her, and having her hand on him was
making him lose his train of thought, so he moved away from her. “I don’t
know. I just thought he could help. He’s your friend, isn’t he?”
He didn’t think she would want to know his reasons for calling him.
If had, he could have thought up a good lie.
***********
The Vampire entered his master’s chambers. “What news do you
bring? Have you found the witch?” Veintalle’ asked gruffly.
“No sir, but she is near” the servant replied.
“I know that!” Veintalle’ snapped. “You must find her!
Her protection is growing. The longer we wait, the stronger she gets.
And now, she will be harder to take.”
“Master?”
“He has called in reinforcements. We must be careful. But
we can no longer wait. You must find her tonight, and then she will
be mine!”
********
“Luv? Are you ready?” Spike asked as he walked into his
bedroom, where Willow had just finished getting dressed.
“Is it time to go?” Willow asked looking up.
“No. We’re holding the meeting here.” He told her. He had
thought it was the safest plan.
“Why here?”
“It’s safer, and there’s more room. With The bloody poof here,
we’ll need it.” Spike was irritated with himself for having to call
his sire for help in protecting Willow. But he couldn’t take any chances.
“He’ll be here with that friend of yours soon. I need to go out
for a bit. Will you be okay with him?”
Willow smiled. “Spike, I’ll be fine. Angel will be here, and
I could use the time to talk to Cordy.” Spike nodded just as the
doorbell rang.
I guess I’d better let them in.” He groaned as he left her to
answer the door.
*************
Willow walked into the living room hoping she looked better than
she felt. The tension in the room was palpable. Spike looked
like he wanted to tear Angel’s head off. Angel looked like he wanted to
let him.
“Boys, no rough housing in the house” She chided them, hoping to get
them to relax. Spike took a step away from his sire, and growled.
“Spike” Willow’s voice was a warning, and Spike was reminded yet again
how perfect she was.
“Well! That was fun!” Cordelia tried to shift the attention.
“Willow, how are you feeling?”
Willow smiled at the concerned expression on her friends’ face; “I’m
fine, really. Spike’s been taking good care of me.” She smiled
at Spike and then turned her gaze to the other man in the room, the one
she didn’t recognize. “You must be Doyle.” Willow walked over
to Doyle and gave him a big hug, eliciting a soft growl from Spike, which
only Angel could hear.
“That I am. It’s nice to meet you. I’ve heard a lot about
you.” Doyle smiled easily at the redhead. Willow turned around
and sat down on the couch. “So, what brings you to Sunnydale?”
Willow asked with mock cheerfulness. Cordelia had the good sense
to smile but Angel and Doyle suddenly found the carpet of great interest.
Spike came to sit in front of her. “Pet, I have to go out for a bit.
Will you be okay with Peaches?” His voice was so low that Willow
was the only one who could hear him. Willow felt a sudden rush of
fear go through her. She knew she would be safe with Angel, but a
part of her wanted to be tucked safely in Spike’s arms. She smiled
weakly. “I’ll be fine. You go do… whatever it is you have to do.”
She gently pushed Spike away, hoping he couldn’t sense her fear.
Spike grabbed his duster and headed towards the door. He stopped
in front of Angel and glared. “If anything happens to her…” he let the
threat hang and walked out the door.
*********
Veintalle’ paced his lair trying to sense where his witch was hiding.
He could feel her. Her power was great, and she was afraid.
It was time.
“Joseph!” He yelled for his vampire servant.
“Yes sire” The vampire entered the chambers.
“Get the others. It’s time to take her.”
“Do you know where she is?” The vampire nodded hoping that they
had indeed found the sorceress. His boys had scoured the city and
had come up with nothing. This town was dangerous for his kind.
This was the Slayer’s territory. And even the local vampires wouldn’t
speak to him, for fear of the repercussions. He had heard that William
the Bloody lived in Sunnydale. He wasn’t sure how accurate that was
because he hadn’t seen or heard from him since they had come to town, not
even on the hunt.
“Yes, Joseph. And her protector has left her. She is afraid.
If we are to take her, we must do it now!” Joseph nodded and left
his master to find the girl.
**************
After Spike had left his house, he made his way to Giles’. He didn’t
bother knocking. When he entered the room, he found Giles cursing over
Willow’s computer. Xander and Anya were buried in a couple of books.
“Where’s the slayer?” He snapped.
“Patrol” Giles answered, noticing Spike for the first time. “Where’s
Willow? You didn’t leave her alone did you?”
Spike growled, “No! Of course not! Peaches is with her!”
Giles seemed to be relieved.
“Have you found anything out?” Spike asked impatiently.
“Yes,” Anya stood and walked over to where Spike was standing. “And
no” When Spike looked at her quizzically, she continued, “we have found
out that only someone not living can kill the demon, if he never finds
her. However, if he does somehow manage to get a hold of her, something
more is required. But we haven’t figured out what.”
“It doesn’t matter. I have Willow, and Veintalle isn’t going
to find her!” Spike snarled.
“Spike.” Xander halted Spike before he could reach the door.
“Keep her safe.” The request was a simple one, but one that Spike
would die to honor.
*********
After several minutes of silence, Willow couldn’t stand it any more.
“Angel, will you please quit looking at me like that. I’m fine, really.
I am in the best possible hands.” She tried to convince him.
“Why don’t you tell us about the demon?” Doyle suggested.
He didn’t know the exact history between Angel and Spike, but he was sure
it wasn’t a fairy tale.
Willow nodded and proceeded to tell them everything she knew.
She left out the part about why she was the target. She didn’t want
to get into a discussion with Angel about the dangers of Magic.
Angel was listen so intently to what Willow was telling him, he didn’t
even hear it until it was too late.
There was a loud crash as a group of vampires descended on the small
group in Spike’s living room. Cordelia tried to fend one of them
off, but was knocked unconscious before she could do any damage.
Doyle found himself fending off two vampires. He had been doing okay
until a third vampire came at him from behind and seemingly snapped his
neck. Doyle fell lifelessly to the floor.
Angel was left to fight them off alone. He had staked
five of them before he noticed that three of them had surrounded Willow.
Before he could reach her, she was dragged away, kicking and screaming
into the night.
He ran out after them. He had seen a small group of vamps
running in one direction, and followed them. However when he was
close enough to stake them, he discovered Willow wasn’t with them.
He growled and ran back to Spikes house to check on Cordelia and Doyle.
************
Spike walked briskly through the park. He wanted to get back home
and check on Willow. He didn’t trust his sire. He knew that Angel
cared for Willow and would protect her, however he didn’t like him spending
too much time with Willow. He could still remember how Angelus had
obsessed over her.
As Spike turned onto the street his house was on, a strange feeling
came over him. It was like a chill that ran through his entire body,
except that his body was always cold. He picked up the pace. He had
a bad feeling that something had happened.
His suspicions were confirmed when he walked into his house to
find Angel pacing around the living room.
**********
Darkness. That’s all there was. Sudden Darkness.
She felt cold, incredibly cold. She tried to open her eyes.
It didn’t help. She still couldn’t see anything. She tried
to sit up, but she wasn’t really sure if she was actually lying down.
She moved her hands out in front of her, hoping to be able to see them
in the darkness.
She realized she was in a dank, cold room. It smelled,
she wasn’t exactly sure of what. She realized she was sitting on
a mattress. A cold, hard mattress, that must have been set directly
onto the floor because her legs were touching the ground. It was
cold, ice cold. She felt like she had been stuck in a meat locker.
She wrapped her arms around her body, in an effort to keep herself warm.
It was then that she noticed she was naked.
She let her hands roam her body in an effort to determine
if she was completely naked, or just partially. She sighed.
She wasn’t wearing anything. She tried to remember what had happened,
but could only draw blank memories, and then the darkness.
Suddenly she became aware of another presence. She
wasn’t sure what exactly had alerted her. If it was a sound she had
unconsciously heard, or a something moving in the darkness. But she
knew that she was not alone.
*********
Angel didn’t know what had happened. One moment
he had been frantic, pacing across Spike’s living room, worrying about
what had happened to Willow, and the next his childe had come in, and attacked
him. Spike had pinned him up against the wall, one hand tightly gripping
his throat, glaring with amber eyes.
“What happened!” He growled.
Angel tried to speak, but Spike was pressing so tightly across his
throat nothing came out.
“Spike!” Cordelia shouted. She had woken up to find the
blond vampire pinning her friend up against the wall. “Let him go!”
Spike’s pressure didn’t ease. He wanted nothing more that
to squeeze the unlife out of his sire. He had left Willow in his
care, and he had let her be taken.”
“Sp… Sp…ike” Angel choked out. He had never seen such venom in
his childe’s eyes. He had never seen Spike react this way before.
Spike reluctantly eased the pressure and let his sire drop to
the floor. Her turned his gaze to the other side of the room, where
Doyle and Cordelia sat on opposite sides of the couch, recovering.
“What the bloody hell happened?” He growled.
**********
Buffy braced herself for the evening that lie ahead as Giles drove to
Spike’s house. It would be rather awkward. It had been a shock
to learn that Willow was the sorceress that Veintalle’ was after.
Apparently she had been keeping some of her activities a secret.
The way Buffy understood things, the sorceress was extremely powerful.
Way beyond what Buffy thought Willow was capable of. Willow had lied.
She hadn’t told them about how far her magic had progressed. What made
it worse was that apparently Spike had known. Buffy was struck with
the realization that Spike had replaced her in Willow’s heart as her best
friend.
She realized that Willow wasn’t the same girl she had
met four years ago, but she had failed to realized when she had changed.
* Where was I? * She asked herself.
**********
Giles tried to remember when things had changed.
Willow had grown, and he hadn’t noticed, none of them had. And now
her life was in danger, and they may be too late to notice. Had they
been too enthralled with their own lives to see her drifting? He
didn’t think so. At first, he had thought that Willow had foolishly
gotten involved in something she couldn’t control. However, once
he had taken a step back, he realized that she had always been what she
was now. Maybe she hadn’t always been as powerful, but the power
had always been there, waiting. He had to accept that Willow had
grown up from the girl he met so long ago. Just as he had been destined
to be a watcher, just as Buffy was destined to be the slayer, Willow had
been destined to become what she was.
*********
Xander sat in the back of the car and wondered what
had happened, exactly, and where was he when it happened? When had
Willow, his Willow grown up? When had she changed from a shy bookworm,
to a powerful sorceress? And could he fix it? Should he fix
it?
*********
Anya sat in silence and watched those around her in awe.
Had they really been that blind? How could they not have seen the
signs? It was true, she noticed things more than the others did,
but still, the signs were blatantly obvious. Only someone blind could
have missed them. But that’s what they were. They were blind.
All they could see was the Willow they had known. They missed the
other parts of her. The part that helped her to bring her vampire
self into their world. The part of her who fueled her vampire self.
The part of her, which saw things others, didn’t. They had been blind
to it all.
**********
Willow tensed as she felt the presence creep closer.
It was right on top of her, that she knew.
“It’s time.” It’s voice was quiet, but she could feel it, more
than hear it. It was making her shake in fear. She knew that
she would die soon. She would never again see Giles or Buffy, or
Xander. She would never hear Anya’s ridiculous comments; she would
never be able to thank Cordelia for what a great friend she had become.
And, what hurt most of all, she would never get a chance to see Spike,
and tell him how she felt.
*********
Her body was weakening, she could feel it. But as much of her
energy as he was draining, she was regaining it, tenfold. She realized
that her power was compensating for the energy he was draining. Willow
knew that that was what the demon wanted, and a part of her wanted to just
die. To keep him from that which he craved. But another part
of him, believed that maybe if she could withstand him long enough, she
would be saved. Maybe her power and strength would grow to be enough
to escape. Maybe Spike would find her. She knew that he wouldn’t
give up, it just wasn’t in him. He would search until either he was
completely drained from exhaustion or until he found her dead body.
She only hoped that she could hold out long enough to be found.
*****
“Can you tell us anything about your vision?”
Giles was growing weary. It had been several hours since Willow had
been taken and they weren’t any closer to finding her. He now sat
in Spike’s living room with Cordelia, Doyle, Xander and Buffy. Spike
had taken off to search for Willow shortly after they had arrived, and
Anya was still trying to gain specific information about what would be
needed to kill the demon and separate Willow from his control. Angel
had taken to brooding in another part of the house.
Giles listened intently as Doyle recounted his vision for the
sixth time, hoping that he might catch something he had previously missed.
*******
Buffy had started to tune Doyle out. She was concerned
for her friend, but realized that if there were anything she had missed,
Giles would catch it. She turned her attention to Angel. He
had left the room, nearly thirty minutes ago and she was concerned.
He was really upset about Willow’s kidnapping. He blamed himself,
and it was apparent from the tension on the room when they had arrived
that the blond vampire blamed him too. And although she couldn’t
really understand why, the fact that Spike blamed him meant a lot to Angel.
She excused herself and went to look for him.
She found Angel on the back patio. He was sitting on one of the stone
benches that overlooked the flowerbed. Buffy still couldn’t believe
that Spike had a patio much less one with night blooming flowers.
She sat down next to him, hoping he would tell her what
he was thinking.
“He shouldn’t be out there. Alone. I should be the one looking
for her. I’m the one that lost her.” His voice was quiet, full
of pain.
“You didn’t lose her, Angel. She was taken. And you can’t
blame yourself. There were too many for you to fight alone.”
She paused, letting her words sink in, “And you can’t expect him to just
sit here, and do nothing. That isn’t like him. Spike can take
care of himself, and even if he couldn’t there would be nothing that would
keep him from her, save for the sun maybe. Even that is questionable.”
“What? Why?” But even as he asked the question, he knew the answer.
“When? When did this happen? How long have they been…?”
Buffy smiled at his sudden realization. “I don’t know. I just
found out about it myself. But it doesn’t surprise me. Hell,
it doesn’t even bother me, not like I thought it would. They actually
fit together, in a strange Hellmouthy sort of way.” She chuckled
and put an arm around her ex-boyfriend. “She’s changed, and so has he.
They don’t have the same obstacles we did.”
“But he’s still a vampire.”
“And she’s a witch.”
“He doesn’t have a soul.”
“Doesn’t he?”
Buffy looked at Angel for a second and then returned her gaze to the
flowerbed. “Having a soul isn’t about killing without remorse, but something
deeper. It’s easy to look at him, and think that he has no heart,
no soul, no passion for anything but death, but can you honestly look at
him, really look at him, at these surroundings and say that that’s all
you see?”
She stood up and headed back towards the house, stopping
briefly. “Think about it. People change. Even undead ones.”
*******
Angel watched her leave and breathed an unneeded
sigh. She was right. He wasn’t even sure why he was upset by
the idea of his Childe and Willow. It really was that surprising
once he got over the initial shock. He could easily understand how
Spike could fall in love with the young witch, and how she could fall for
Spike. He had known Spike for most of his one hundred and twenty-six
years, and knew there was much more to the man than the demon most people
saw.
Thinking back on his early confrontation with his childe,
Angel realized why Spike had been so upset. He now knew why he had
to find her, find them both, before it was too late.
********
Spike had wandered the streets of Sunnydale
for hours, looking for any sign of where the vampires had taken Willow.
He even had threatened to beat up Willy. He would have even gone
through with the threat, despite the inevitable pain, if he had thought,
even for a second that Willy knew anything.
Unfortunately, his search had come up empty. No
one knew anything. He walked through the park and couldn’t help but remember
a time, not too long ago when, walking Willow home, she had explained to
him the fine art of deciphering foreign films. He had thought she
was crazy. She told him that she was deadly serious, and planned
to bring over a film, just to prove her point. And she had.
It was some silly Indian film with lots of dancing and singing. It
was then that he had realized he was in love with her. That was the
only explanation he could come up with for him to be sitting through such
a ridiculous movie, and actually enjoying it.
His thoughts kept returning to his sire. He could have
pulled out his heart for losing Willow. Of course his heart didn’t
beat, so he wasn’t sure how much damage that would actually do. And
then the wanker had been angry with him, like it was his fault. Asking
all kinds of silly questions about why he cared so much. Was Peaches
that daft? He wondered.
“Hey.” Angel came up behind his childe.
Spike turned around, and glared viciously at his sire. “What do you
want?” He growled.
“To apologize, believe it or not.” Angel looked expectantly at
Spike, unsure of what his reaction would be.
Spike stared warily at Angel. “Go on.”
“I realize I was out of line earlier. You had ever reason to be
angry. I did lose her, after you trusted me to keep her safe.”
He pause hoping Spike believed him, “And I’ll do everything I can to bring
her home, safely. To you.” Angel wanted Spike to understand that
he approved of his feelings for Willow, and wouldn’t stand in his way.
Spike just stared at his sire with his face an expressionless
mask, and started heading back towards his house. After her had gotten
several feet away he stopped and turned back towards Angel, who hadn’t
moved.
“Are you coming, Peaches?”
*******
Anya hurried back to Spike’s house with her
new information. She hoped they could find Willow soon. She
now knew what was needed to kill Veintalle’ and break Willow from his spell.
She also knew that Spike was the only person who could do it, and that
he would do it, without question.
********
Anya burst into Spike’s house, and looked around
the room. Doyle was sitting on the couch next to Cordelia speaking
quietly to Giles. Buffy and Xander were sitting at the kitchen table
in an eerie silence.
“Where’s Spike?” Anya demanded, realizing that he was missing.
Buffy came out of the kitchen followed by Xander. “He left.
Why? Have you found out something?” She asked impatiently.
If Anya knew something, they didn’t have time to wait.
Before Anya had a chance to respond, Spike and Angel came
walking through the door. Spike turned to Anya, noticing the relief
on her face when he entered.
“What is it?”
Anya turned to Spike, and then Angel, “We need to talk.” She
walked into the kitchen and sat down at the table. Spike and Angel
followed her. After they were both seated across from her, she began
to tell them what she had learned.
“Okay, this is what I found out. Veintalle’ has put a spell of
sorts over Willow. Which is preventing her from using any of her
power to break free. The spell itself is all that is keeping her
from fighting back. There are two problems. The first is that
the only way to kill him is with a particular weapon. A sword.
It was made by the demon that created him. You need to use it to
decapitate him.”
“Sounds easy enough.” Angel commented.
“Maybe, but there’s a catch.” Anya looked at both vampires before
continuing. “The sword can only be wielded my someone, or something not
living, which means one of you have to do it. However, if you kill
him before his hold on Willow has been broken, she will be forever trapped.
Her energy will be drained, until nothing is left of her, and she will
die.”
“So, we break the spell first.” Angel looked to his Childe.
He hadn’t said a word, which was starting to concern him.
“Yes, but that’s where the second problem comes in.” She looked
at Spike, to make sure that he would understand what she was about to say.
“The ritual requires that only someone who loves her unconditionally
can do it.”
“I can do it.” Angel told her matter of factly.
“Like Hell!” Spike snarled.
“Spike.” Angel’s voice was low.
Spike turned to look at his Sire, hey eyes flashing gold.
“Stop. Both of you!” Anya hissed, her voice low, so as
not to be overheard by anyone other than the two vampires. The two
vampires in question looked at her, slightly shocked. They had never
seen Anya as anything but indifferent. It was surprising to see her
so upset.
Anya turned her steely stare to Angel; “You can’t do it. Spike’s
the only one who can.” She put her hand up to stop Angel’s protest.
“It has to be someone who loves her completely, and unconditionally.
All parts of her. You don’t know her well enough to say that that
person is you.” She waited to see if Angel would protest further.
When he didn’t she continued, “There’s more. The ritual is dangerous.
Normally, it wouldn’t be an issue, but we don’t know how much of her energy
has been drained.”
“Are you saying it could kill her?” Spike’s words were so softly spoken,
he wasn’t sure if he had actually said them. Anya nodded.
“Is there another option?” Angel asked.
“Of course not, you bloody poof! If there was don’t you think
she would have mentioned it! Spike growled, causing Angel to snarl.
Anya took a deep breath. Both vampires reigned in their demons
and turned to face the ex-demon.
“What do I have to do?”
*******
Willow regained consciousness, and tried to
remember where she was. She was weak. Her every muscle was
screaming in agony. She didn’t know how long she had been unconscious.
The pain had become unbearable, and her mind had just shut down.
She opened her eyes, slowly, knowing that every movement, no matter how
small, caused excruciating pain. The moment, her eyes were opened; she
shut them, trying to shut out the darkness. She couldn’t see anything.
Couldn’t hear anything. She felt as if she was in a void. The darkness
was complete. The silence was deafening. The only sense left
was touch. The feeling was horrid. Her energy was being drained.
She tried to fight, but she was losing her strength. S he didn’t know how
much longer she could last. But she knew she had to try. Spike was
coming. She knew it. Willow wasn’t sure exactly how she knew,
but she did. She had this sense, it was almost subconscious.
It told her he was coming, and he knew how to save her. He knew how
to stop her life from draining away. She only prayed that she had
the strength to live long enough to help him.
*******
They were close, He could feel it. He could feel Willow calling out
to him. The closer they got, the more power he could feel. It was
as if her very soul was calling out to him.
Spike stopped his trek through the dark alley. He stopped
to listen. To see if he could hear anything, which would tell him,
he was going the right direction. He didn’t know how, but Willow
seemed to be leading him to her. She was weak, but still alive.
And he would stop at nothing to insure she stayed that way.
Spike heard his sire behind him. He had stopped
when Spike did, confidant that Spike was better equipped to lead.
Spike turned to face the older vampire. It was so dark in the alley
that Spike could barely make out Angel’s features, even with his improved
vision.
“This way.” He motioned to a side street not far away. “We’re
close.”
*****
Willow held on to her last breath. Her last
ounce of energy. She knew that Spike was close. Unfortunately,
so did Veintalle’. He had been draining her faster than before.
Soon, she wouldn’t have enough energy left to survive the ritual that was
necessary to free her.
Willow felt the drain on her body and soul stop.
She concentrated, trying to see outside herself, to her surroundings.
She had lost consciousness long ago, and couldn’t keep her control for
very long, if she had to rely on the outside world. So, she had concentrated
all her energy inward. So, far it had kept her alive, long enough
to guide Spike in his inevitable rescue.
Willow was confused and unsure about a lot of things.
She didn’t know how much Buffy would risk to get her back, once she learned
the truth. She was unsure whether Giles could see past his disappointment
in her to help her. She was unsure if Xander would be able to suspend
his disbelief long enough accept what she had become. The one thing
she was sure about was Spike, and the fact that he would find her.
She didn’t know if it would be in time, but she knew that he had try.
He could do no less.
As Willow was suspended by powers she couldn’t see, powers
that were draining her very life essence, she had had a lot of time to
think. One of the things she realized was that life was short, even
her life. Immortality may have been hers, but that didn’t mean it
couldn’t have been taken away from her, just as easily as it was offered.
Willow often wondered if she had done the right thing
in keeping such a large part of her life a secret from those people who
were close to her. Now, she realized that she had no choice but to
do what she had done, and faced with the same situation, she would have
done it again. She could no more change who she was, than could her
friends. She couldn’t make them understand something that was so
far beyond comprehension, she could barely make sense of it. She
could change who they were, who they believed she was. She had done
the only thing she could do.
She also realized that what she felt for Spike was real.
As real, and true as anything she had ever felt. She loved him.
It didn’t matter that he was a vampire, a demon. It didn’t matter
that he had had occasion to kill people. It didn’t matter that he
enjoyed it. The violence was a part of him. It was who he was.
She loved who he was. She loved how he got as excited as a little
kid on Christmas morning at the prospect of tearing some poor, unsuspecting
nasty apart. She loved how his eyes glowed ferally when he spoke
to her about his past. And she loved how he accepted her, completely.
No one had ever done that. He knew her better than anyone.
Most people just saw sides of her. Different pieces to the puzzle.
But Spike, he saw the whole picture, and accepted her anyway.
After coming to this realization, Willow realized something
else. She could no longer wait, and hope that Spike felt the same
way about her. She would have to tell him. Even if he didn’t
share her feelings, she wasn’t going to wait an eternity, even if she could.
Willow felt the talons release her body with a force she
had forgotten they had possessed. She had become used to the pain.
Having it leave her body, left her with a feeling of dread. Veintalle
wouldn’t have eased the pressure unless he absolutely had to. The
end was near, she could feel it.
******
Veintalle’ could feel her life force draining
away. Her body had started to buckle under the pressure. This
witch was stronger than even he had believed. She had withstood his
greatest attack, and still she lived. Her power was weakening, but
it still enveloped her in a way that he was having trouble reaching into
her soul. If he didn’t drain every last ounce of her energy, she
would survive, and that was out of the question.
“Master.” One of Veintalle’s servants entered the
chamber.
“Yes? What is it?” Veintalle snapped. He needed all
of his attention focused on the girl. Even a moment of rest would
give her the strength she would needed to fight him.
“Sire, I have some news. It isn’t very good.” The servant
paused for a moment before continuing, “They are looking for her.
The old ones. They haven’t given up. I am afraid that they
won’t. She is more important than we previously believed.”
The servant backed away from Veintalle’, afraid of his master’s wrath.
However, it was unnecessary.
Veintalle took a step back. He removed the pressure
from the girl. This news was indeed bad. He had known the witch
was strong. Powerful. But he had believed that once he had
her, the others would forget her. Give her up. Leave her for
dead. When he had first learned that there were two vampires among
her allies, it had frightened him. He believed that maybe this small
girl was the one. The sorceress his people had been expecting for
millennia. A powerful witch with a gift of immortality, whose power
would be like nothing the world had ever seen. It was said that she
would destroy his people. She would obliterate all who would oppose
her. She would be responsible for the death of countless millions.
Demons, wizards, vampires, evils that weren’t even conceived of.
It was said that one would walk with her. He would be a creature
of the night. And evil one.
Veintalle’ had feared that this was the girl, and that
one of her vampire allies was the one his people spoke. However,
his fears had been eased when he learned the identity of the two vampires.
Angelus, the Scourge of Europe, and his childe, William the Bloody.
There was nothing in the history books about what would connect the sorceress
to the nightwalker. Veintalle believed that there were many things
about the prophecy, which had been lost over the centuries. Even
so, he didn’t believe that two of the worlds most feared vampires would
care enough about a small mortal girl, to challenge him, and the claim
he had made.
Veintalle was now beginning to realize he had been wrong.
Whoever this girl was, she meant a great deal to the two vampires.
And if he had been wrong about that, what else had he not expected?
Veintalle’ turned to his servant. “Find the creatures.
Stop them.” The servant nodded, and rushed out of the chamber, leaving
Veintalle alone with his prey once again. He took a step closer to the
girl, and prepared to drain her once again.
*******
Willow knew that the demon was back. She wasn’t sure what had
made him stop, but it was enough. He had released his hold on her
long enough for her strength to triple. The longer he was away, the
stronger she would get. He knew that, which was why he had only released
her for a short period of time, but it didn’t matter. She would be
free. She would have to die, but she would be free, at last.
*****
Spike turned down the alley and was faced with a
building. Actually it appeared to be a dead end with a couple of
trash dumpsters lined up against a cracked brick wall. But it was
a building. It was being cloaked somehow. If it weren’t for
the connection he seemed to have with Willow, and the way in which she
was pulling him towards her, he wouldn’t have known.
He stopped in front on the center dumpster, and turned
around to see his sire looking at him curiously.
“Why did we stop?” Angel asked his childe.
“Here,” Spike pointed, “She’s in here.”
Angel turned his gaze to the brick wall, and then back to his childe.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes! You bloody poof, now come on!”
Angel smiled at his childe’s irritation. He watched at
Spike took a step closer to the brick wall. He walked in between
two of the dumpsters, waving his hand in front of the wall. Spike
took a deep unneeded breath as he ran his fist through the wall.
Angel winced, expecting to see a look of pain on his childe’s
face. However, instead his saw Spike’s fist go right through the
wall, as if it wasn’t even there, which in fact it wasn’t.
The two vampires stared in shock as the wall disappeared to
reveal a building. It was dark and damp, and redefined the word gloomy.
Spike pointed to the side of the building where there was a
doorway. Spike headed towards the ominous doorway, stopping once
to look over his shoulder.
“C’Mon, Peaches, I have a witch to save!”
******
Veintalle’ increased his pressure on the witch, to
no avail. She was stronger, he could feel it. But not strong
enough. He would have her power, even if he had to kill her prematurely
to do it.
******
She knew when he had entered the building.
She could feel him reaching out to her. She felt the pull.
She was pulling him towards her like some cosmic force, which wasn’t too
far from the truth. Her death was coming. She could feel it.
But she had to hold on.
******
Veintalle heard the scuffle outside of the room.
He knew that time was running out. He needed to drain her before
her saviors could stop the transformation. Once she was dead, her
power would be his.
He deepened the tentacles into her body, until he could
reach her very soul. It was blinding. She was pure, unlike
any witch he had ever drained before. She was unique. He had
chosen well.
He plucked the energy from her body, feeling every ounce of her
being flow through him. It was unlike any experience he had ever
felt.
As he drained the last bit of energy from the tiny witch he heard
the doors swing open. An overwhelming since of dread overcame him.
Her saviors had the weapon, and they did not live.
They had the ability to take his life from him on the night of his greatest
victory. He let the witch fall to the floor in a pile of flesh and
bone. He smiled wickedly at the rage that shown in the vampires’
eyes.
******
Angel saw the demon drop Willow to the floor in a
pile, as if she were nothing. As if she wasn’t worth the time it
would take to set her down easily. He saw the fear and rage in his
childe’s eyes. The same rage which was mirrored in his own.
He lunged at the demon, knocking him off balance.
Before Veintalle’ had a chance to recover, Angel pinned him to the ground
and thrust one end of the weapon into his chest, just below his heart.
Once the weapon was completely embedded, he pulled the weapon up, letting
the little spikes that ran the length of the weapon shatter his innards,
tearing apart his heart, his lungs, his very being.
Veintalle stared wide-eyed at the creature that had killed him.
He gasped for breath, not believing he had lost. He looked over at
the limp form of the witch and smiled to himself. If he had to die,
at least he could die happily with the knowledge that she would die also.
She was already dead.
Angel, seeing the smile grace the demons' features,
reached up and put a hand on either side of his thick neck, and twisted.
The demon fell with a thud.
As Angel watched the lifeless form of the demon who had
dared to take the purity and innocence of one of the sweetest people he
had ever known, he was filled with a great sadness at the knowledge that
she was gone. He almost missed what happened next, so lost in his
inner thoughts was he.
There was a glow. A strange greenish glow that came wafting
from the demons body. It flowed upwards, seeking a vessel, a place
to embed itself. The power was overwhelming. It drifted to the still
form of Willow, whose body was being cradled by Spike, blood tears staining
his face.
The energy approached the witch, only to stop when it
reached the vampire. Before anyone could register what was happening,
the energy engulfed Spike, binding itself to him, binding him to her.
******
Spike gasped, shocked by the intrusion on his
undead body. It wasn’t until he felt the energy take him over completely
that he realized what it was. It was Willow. Her life, her
energy, her essence. It was that which the demon had stolen from
her.
Spike smiled at the realization that he would always have
a piece of her with him.
*******
Angel took a deep unneeded breath as he walked back to
Spike’s house. He was left with the daunting task of telling the
others’ what had happened. He had to tell them that Willow had died.
They had been too late. Her body was nothing more than a shell.
Her life had been stolen from her. It was but a small comfort that
he had had the pleasure of killing the thing that had raped her of her
last breath.
Angel entered the house, his face expressionless.
Buffy was curled up on one end of the couch, sleeping. Xander had passed
out on the floor, his fingers curled around a half-eaten bag of chips.
Cordelia and Doyle were having a semi-heated discussion about the merits
dating things that go bump in the night. Cordelia seemed to be teasing
the half demon. Giles was sitting at the kitchen going through some
dusty volumes of ancient text he had brought with him. Anya stood
at the edge of the room, looking out into the night sky. She turned
around when he entered. Their eyes locked, and she knew. He
could hear her heart rate speed up. Her skin began to pale, and her
eyes took on an expression he couldn’t quite read. Angel was surprised
that Anya would be this upset. He had taken her to be an uncaring
or indifferent person. He never expected this reaction.
Angel swept his gaze around the room, as he shut the front
door behind him, loud enough to draw attention to himself. They all
turned to look at him, unspoken questions adoring their features.
After several moments of silence, Cordelia spoke up.
“Angel? What happened? Where’s Spike?… And Willow?”
Angel took a deep, unnecessary breath. “We were too late.”
*****
Spike sat in the same spot Angel had left him in.
He was sitting on the cold, hard cement floor, his arms still cradling
the dead body of the witch who had stolen his undead heart.
He sat that way for a long time. He didn’t know
how long. Maybe seconds, maybe minutes, maybe hours. He only
knew that he couldn’t breathe, which was natural considering his state
of existence, but his chest hurt, as though it was missing the air he could
no longer inhale. He could still feel her, as though she were still
with him. As though she were only sleeping. She had a peaceful
look on her face, which reminded the vampire of the purity of her soul,
the strength that surrounded her like a cloak.
He stood up, reluctantly, still caring her in his arms.
He had to get out of there. Away from the place which had stolen her from
him. He wasn’t ready to leave her behind though. He wasn’t
ready to let her go.
He knew his sire had gone to his house to tell the others,
so he brought his dead love to Angel’s hotel room. There was no where
else he could think to take her, where he would be left in peace.
Left alone. He knew the sun would be rising soon. He thought
briefly about waiting for it, waiting for it to claim him, just as the
night had claimed her. But then he realized he couldn’t do it, not
yet. Willow wouldn’t have wanted that.
So, he carried her to Angel’s room and set her down on
the bed. She was so calm and serene looking, he could almost believe
that she would wake up. Almost. The lack of the rise and fall
of her chest, and the sound of her beating heart reminded him that she
was gone.
Spike lay down on the bed next to her, holding her, for just
a little while longer. Tomorrow he would let her friends bury her,
and then he would leave Sunnydale, this time for good. It held too
many memories. Tomorrow.
*****
Complete silence engulfed the room. Not a sound could
be heard, save the sound of haggard breath. The air was thick with
grief. No one had uttered a word since Angel’s revelation.
He knew that they were in shock, and waited for the questions, the accusations,
he knew was coming. He didn’t have to wait long.
“How could you let this happen?” Xander snapped, starring
daggers at the vampire. “How could you just let her die, without
a second thought?”
Angel refrained from lashing out; knowing the boy needed someone
to blame.
“Where is… Where is her… body?” Giles asked quietly, still reeling
with the loss.
Angel looked at the watcher with a pained expression. “She’s… still
there, with Spike. He… couldn’t leave her.” His voice had become
deathly quiet as he remembered the pain in his childe’s eyes.
“You left her there? You just left her there, with Spike?
Are you insane!!” Buffy spoke for the first time, a wild look
in her eyes. Angel was shocked at her outburst. He had expected
her to be the most understanding.
“I… yes.” He couldn’t come up with an explanation for why
he had left Willow’s body alone with Spike, at least not one these people
would understand.
“You Son of a Bitch!” Xander stood up and lunged at the
vampire but was stopped by his girlfriend. He turned to look at Anya.
“What? He let her die, he killed her!”
“Enough!” Cordelia stood up on shaky legs. “Would
you listen to yourselves? Blaming Angel? This isn’t his fault.
This isn’t anybody’s fault. Well except maybe the demon that did
this. If you want to blame some one, blame him. If fact, if
you like, you can run out right now and kill him!” She snapped, then
looked to her boss, “Except of course for the fact that you already did.
You did, didn’t you?” When Angel merely stared at her she continued.
“Of course you did. Now, C’Mon, we’re going. She pulled Doyle
off of the couch and grabbed Angel’s arm and headed towards the door.
Once she had opened it, and pushed the two men through it, she turned around
to face the others.
“We will be leaving tomorrow, after we arrange a small ceremony
for Willow. Be there… or not. Your choice. But leave the attitude
behind.” She looked pointedly at Buffy and Xander, then looked to
Giles, her voice softening, “Doyle and I will go and retrieve her body,
and make arrangements.” Giles nodded his appreciation, and Cordelia
headed out the door.
******
After they had left, Xander found his voice again.
“What’s with her?” He asked, truly confused.
“She’s right.” Buffy voice was laced with sadness, both at her
loss, and at the way she had treated her former love.
“Excuse me? Did I miss something? Wasn’t he the one, who
came back here, alone to tell us that Willow, our Wills, is… is dead?
The same guy who was responsible for getting her kidnapped in the first
place?”
Anya groaned from her place next to her boyfriend. “No.
He’s the one who left here to save her, after he had been attacked, and
out numbered. He’s the one who has to live with the knowledge that he got
there too late. He’s also the one who snuffed the life out of the
person who is to blame. You should thank him for that!” She snarled.
Xander was shocked. He had never heard her speak with so much vehemence,
especially not to him. He sighed as he sat down, realizing she was
right.
*******
Spike had almost drifted off to sleep when he heard it.
A gasp. A sharp intake of breath. He thought he was imagining
things. Wishing so hard for something that he believed it was happening.
But then he heard it. The rapid beating of a heart. Her heart.
Spike bolted upright in the bed and drew Willow into his arms. She
was looking around wildly, trying to get much needed oxygen into her lungs.
“Willow?” He asked, still afraid that he was dreaming.
*****
Angel, Cordelia and Doyle walked into the Hotel in
silence. Cordelia and Angel thinking about the great friend they had lost
that night. Doyle wishing that he could have done something, anything
to stop what had happened.
When they reached Angel’s door, Cordelia stopped him from
entering.
“Angel? Will you be all right? Alone? You can stay with us.”
Angel smiled slightly. “I’ll be fine. Really.” When
she looked unsure, he nodded. She smiled, “okay, but if you change
your mind… here’s the room key.” She handed Angel the key card, and
then grabbed Doyle’s hand and headed back to the elevator.
“Where are you going?” Angel asked after her retreating form.
Cordelia stopped and turned around. “To go get Willow. We can’t
leave her there, can we? I told Gile’s I’d make the arrangements,
and I will.” When she noticed Angel’s dubious expression, she smiled,
“Don’t worry. Get some sleep.” She didn’t wait for him to answer
as she stepped into the waiting elevator and let the doors close behind
her.
*****
“Willow?” Spike asked again, not believing
his own senses.
“Spike?” She rasped. “Where… where are we?” She looked
around at the unfamiliar surroundings, as she tried to remember what had
happened.
“Angel’s.” He was at a loss for words. He couldn’t seem
to get past the fact that Willow was dead, but then she wasn’t. She
was breathing, her heart was beating.
“What happened?” Willow asked, her mind still a little foggy.
“You don’t remember, luv?”
“No, not really. I remember being drained, and feeling you, but
then nothing, until now.” She looked into Spike’s eyes as she spoke
her next words; “I died, didn’t I?”
He nodded, “Yes, luv.”
“How long?” She asked, suddenly needing to know how much time
had passed.
“Excuse me?” He asked, confused.
“How long was I dead?” She said the words softly, but without
hesitation, leaving Spike with the feeling that this development wasn’t
unexpected.
“I’m not exactly sure. Maybe an hour, maybe more. I sort
of lost track of time there for awhile.”
She nodded her understanding, and looked around the room once again,
“Where’s Angel? You said this was his Hotel room?”
“He went to tell the others.”
Willow looked sharply at the vampire. “They… they think I’m dead?”
She asked.
“You were dead, luv.” He told her quietly.
Willow leaned back against the pillows and sighed heavily. And let
the tears fall. Spike lay down next to her, drawing her onto his
chest, as he stroked her back, letting her cry.
*****
The moment Angel opened the door he knew he wasn’t alone.
He could feel his childe. But also someone else. It was a familiar
presence, but he couldn’t quite place it. He walked quietly into
the room, and nearly lost his balance at the site that greeted him.
His childe was cradling willow in his arms, while she cried. If he
wasn’t in such a state of shock, he could have screamed. Instead,
he just stood there, and stared.
After a few moments, Willow drifted off to sleep and Spike
removed himself from the bed, and joined his sire near the couch.
“What happened?” Angel whispered.
“Bloody hell if I know! I brought her back here. One minute
she was dead. Not breathing, no heartbeat, nothing, and then the
next, she’s gasping for air, heart beating in her chest.” Spike ran
his fingers through his blond hair and flopped down on the couch.
Angel sat down next to him.
“Does she know what happened?” He asked after a moment. Spike
shook his head.
“Not really. Her memory is a little fuzzy, but she didn’t seem
shocked to learn that she was dead. Almost as if she expected it.”
Spike turned to look at his sire, “How did it go?” He asked, knowing
from the weary look on the older vampire's face that it hadn’t gone well.
Angel took a deep unneeded breath. “Not well.
It was pretty ugly, until Cordelia put them in their place.” He smiled
at the memory of her defending him. Spike looked shocked. “Really?
That chit said something to them?” He was impressed.
Angel nodded, “Look, why don’t you get some rest. We are
going to have a long day ahead of us, if this is any indication.” Angel
stood up.
“Where are you going?”
Angel pulled out Cordelia’s key card. “I’m gonna bunk with the
neighbors. Don’t let anyone in. I don’t think anyone else is
ready for this… yet.”
Spike nodded as Angel headed towards the door. “Peaches?”
Angel stopped and turned around, “yeah?”
“Thanks.”
*******
Epilogue - Three Days Later
*********
Willow stood in the shadows, hidden by the trees.
She watched as her loved ones paid their respects to a friend dead to them.
She weeped for them, She wanted to go to them, and tell them not to cry,
but she knew this was for the best. They could mourn her, go about
their lives. They could be happy. She had a long, hard road
ahead of her. It wasn’t something she would wish on her worst enemy,
much less her greatest friends. So she watched, and cried for there
loss. Her loss. She may not have died, but she did lose her life.
At least life as she had known it. Things were different now.
Her path had been chosen for her. Her destiny laid out. It
wasn’t something she was sorry about. She accepted her fate.
She even welcomed it. But she longed to leave her former life behind.
It held too much pain, too much loss.
Willow watched as her friends left the cemetery,
until all that was left were Angel and Spike. She was about to go
to them when she saw Anya return and pull Angel aside. She wondered
what the former demon was talking to him about. Willow smiled wistfully
to herself when she thought about all of the time that she had spent avoiding
her. When it was her who had been the most help to Spike in saving
her. In trying to save her. It was her who had taken what had
happened the worst, according to Angel. That was something she didn’t
understand. Something
she didn’t think she would ever understand,
not if she lived to be the demon’s age, which she probably would.
She sighed as she stepped back into the shows just as
Spike started waling towards her.
******
Angel was glad when the service was over. He
wanted to go. Return to L.A. He hated having to lie to everyone,
but Willow was right. It was better this way. They deserved
the chance to mourn her. They deserved the chance to remain ignorant
of the life she was chosen to live.
He started walking towards the trees where he knew Willow
was hiding when he saw Anya return to where he was standing by Willow’s
tombstone.
“Angel. I need to speak to you.” Anya had a determined
look on her face. Angel nodded, and allowed her pull him away from
Spike.
“What is it?” He asked patiently.
“I want to know where Willow is.” She stated calmly.
“Excuse me?” Angel was shocked. He started to protest,
but Anya stopped him.
“Don’t bother. I know you’re lying. I know she’s still
alive. I know she’s the one.”
Angel’s head was spinning. Did Anya really know, or what she just
looking for information? “Anya, what is it you think you know?”
Anya sighed, “I know the legends. About a powerful witch who would
be given immortality. She was to hunt us. My kind, you’re kind,”
She nodded towards Spike, “His kind.” She pointed towards the retreating
forms of the Scooby gang; “She was to be there greatest weapon. A
creature of power and grace, who could not die. Who had no earthy
restrictions. No bloodlust, no need for power. Nothing but the desire
to help others.” She paused before continuing, “In the eleven hundred
years I have been alive, I have never met anyone with as pure a soul as
Willow. And yet, she has the power, the instincts, the darkness needed
to fulfill her task.”
Angel just stood there staring at the girl. He didn’t know what
to tell her. It wasn’t his place to tell her, so he didn’t.
“You don’t have to say anything. Just… Just tell Willow that
if she needs anything. Help, information, a friend… she knows where
to find me.”
Angel stared in astonishment as the former demon walked back
towards the street, where Xander was waiting for her.
******
Willow returned to Spike’s house with him to pack
the last of their belongings before they left Sunnydale, probably for the
last time.
“Luv? You ready?” Spike asked from the doorway to
his bedroom. She turned to face him, and smiled.
“In a minute.” She motioned for him to join her on the bed.
When he came and sat down next to her, she took his hand in her own.
“Are you sure about this? You don’t have to come with me.
You can stay here, or go to Los Angeles with Angel, or…” She was cut off
by Spikes cold lips pressing against her warm ones.
“Shh, luv. I’m not going anywhere, but where you
are. Accept it. You’re stuck with me.” He grinned.
She grinned back.
“I can think of worse things.”
Willow stood up and pulled Spike with her.
“Lets go, Lover.”
*******
Life, or unlife, was strange. In
all of his two hundred and forty some odd years, he never would have expected
to be where he was now. He never would have thought the past weeks
events would have played out the way they did.
He never would have believed he would be watching
William the Bloody drive off into the night with the shy friend of the
slayers. Heading off into a life that would be full of things he
couldn’t even fathom.
Angel shook his head as he watched the car disappear down
the road. He walked back to his hotel room. It was time for
him to return to his own life.
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