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Title:
Does She Know? (1/1)
Author:
Lisa Yaeger
E-mail:
lisayaeger@hotmail.com
Rating:
PG
Category:
Romance
Pairings:
Sam/Jack
Content
Warnings: One small swear word
Summary:
Title asks the right question
Season/sequel:
This happens in season 6
Spoilers:
Up to and including Frozen
Archive:
SJD & whoever wants to- I'd be flattered!
Disclaimer:
All publicly recognizable characters and places are the
property
of MGM, World Gekko Corp and Double Secret productions. This
piece
of fan fiction was created for entertainment not monetary
purposes
and no infringement on copyrights or trademarks was intended.
Previously
unrecognized characters and places, and this story, are
copyrighted
to the author. Any similarity to real persons, living or
dead,
is coincidental and not intended by the author.
Status:
Complete. Sort of a companion to
Concatenation, but you don't
need to
read that to read this.
Author's
notes: The disclaimers are longer than the fic! Jack's POV.
Feedback:
Welcomed!
Date:
30-11-2002
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Does
she know that I actually *did* already adore her? Or that when I
said I
didn't want her "like that" that I meant I really did want her
almost
any other way? Or that she saved my
life in Antarctica, not
just by
keeping me warm and talking to me, but because she was *there*?
Does
she know that I missed her when I was gone for three months? So
much. Or that when I kissed the other Samantha, I
desperately wished
it had
been her lips under mine?
Does
she know how much I have grown to hate the word "Sir"? Or that I
agreed
to take that damn Tok'ra because *she* asked?
Does
she have any idea that when I dream, not a nightmare, but a
real
dream, that it's almost always about her?
And if she's not
wearing
that blue dress, or that tank top, then she's usually wearing
white. And walking toward me.
Does
she know that I would give anything not to have had to admit my
feelings
in front of everyone like that? Or that
if there had been
any
other way to get that "thing" out of her - out of the base -
except
by shooting her, I would have done it in a heartbeat?
Does
she know that when I get the chance to rescue her, which isn't as
often
as the other way around, I have to fight every muscle in my body
from
holding her until I'm sure she's all right?
She would kill me
for
that.
Does
she know that when she dates other guys, I really am happy for
her? Mostly.
But that it still doesn't stop me from hating them just
a
little. Yeah, she probably knows that.
She
probably knows almost all of it.
But
what if she doesn't?
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