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Title:
Cheesecake (1/1)
Author:
Lisa Yaeger
E-mail:
lisayaeger@hotmail.com
Rating:
G
Category:
Romance, Cake
Pairings:
Sam/Jack
Content
Warnings: mild language
Summary:
A piece of cake, enough said
Season/sequel:
Takes place in Season 6
Spoilers:
None really, but Jonas is in it
Status:
Complete
Archive:
SJD & whoever wants to- I'd be flattered
The
ball entering the side pocket of the pool table was the last sound
they
heard as footsteps made their way to the back of the bar where
Jack,
Teal'c and Jonas were sitting. The bar,
which only moments
before
had been bustling with drink orders, men trying pick-up lines
on
women, and the clattering of empty beer bottles, was now dead
silent. Except for the sound of Sam Carter's heels
making their way
to her
friends. Literally every guy in the
place stopped talking and
drinking
as she entered the front door in a short black skirt, high
strappy
heels, and a tight, red V-neck sweater.
Being
in the back corner, the three male members of SG-1 had no idea
what
had caused the disruption in their normally loud and busy hangout
until
she reached them, "Hey." At
her arrival at her chosen
destination,
soft chatter resumed in the bar- no guy there was anxious
to
fight Teal'c, even for a chance at a blue-eyed, blonde with legs
that
went up to-
"MajorCarter." Teal'c was the first to recover from the
sight of his
normally
khaki-clad comrade. He nodded and took
a sip of his ginger
ale.
Jonas's
jaw was still slightly open, but he did manage to say, "Hi
Sam."
"I
thought you had a date tonight."
If Jack was affected by her
presence,
he sure as hell wasn't going to let her see it.
"It
got cut short." Janet had set Sam
up with a doctor- friend of
hers,
but he had been paged to an emergency halfway through the
dessert. Frankly, Sam was relieved. The conversation had been
strained,
and the only thing she could do to keep it from being
terribly
awkward was to smile politely and pretend to listen to his
emergency-room
horror stories. She had spent better
nights lying in
the
infirmary herself.
"Too
bad." Jack resumed his position at
the pool table and eyed his
next
shot. He had been hurt, really hurt,
when he overheard her tell
Jonas
the reason she couldn't join them for pool tonight. Not that he
expected
her to never date again, or to wait for him until this damn
war was
over, but at the same time, he did. He
knew it was unfair,
but
that was how he felt. Not rational, not
logical, not even good
for the
team- or for her- but since when love rational? Since when
did he
admit, even to himself, that this was love?
Damn! He missed
his
shot.
"I
don't want to interrupt your game-"
"Not
at all, Carter. In fact, I think I could use a rematch from last
week." He was going to show her just how unaffected
he was. Of
course
it would help if he could stop staring at her-
"Okay. I'm just going to get a beer, and I'll be
right back."
"Here,
Sam." Jonas offered her his
bottle. "I don't think this stuff
is for
me, and I'd better call it a night anyway." He hadn't been
around
long, but he knew Jack had overheard Sam tell him about her
date,
and he had noticed a change in Jack's attitude ever since. He
was
angry, bitter almost, and certainly not much fun to be around.
"I
will accompany you back to the base JonasQuinn." Also having
enough
of Jack's bad mood, Teal'c thought it wise to let his two
friends
sort things out in relative privacy.
Jack
eyed his 'friends' suspiciously as they left the bar. He began
setting
up the balls.
"Subtle."
Sam whispered under her breath as Teal'c and Jonas walked
off. She wondered how much Jonas knew about this
'relationship' thing
she and
Jack had.
"What
was that, Major?" He could have
sworn she said something, but
the
noise in the bar had long since resumed it's normal noise-level.
"Nothing,
Sir." She was more than a little
concerned that he hadn't
started
calling her by her first name and hadn't asked her to do the
same. It was usually one of the first things he
insisted upon when
they
were on downtime and off-base.
They
played for nearly half-an-hour without speaking a word. She
finished
her beer and he had already gone through two more since she
arrived. Finding false courage in the amount of
alcohol he had
consumed,
combined with the fact that he hadn't missed a shot since
she had
turned the table over to him, he finally asked what was on his
mind
since she had walked in, "What happened?" It was a softer tone
than he
had used all night.
"He
was called away on an emergency of some kind before dessert was
over. A shame, too..." She hoped she could start a little friendly
banter
now that he seemed a little more relaxed.
"Why
was that?" He really hoped it
wasn't because he was a great
conversationalist
or a great kisser, or worse.
"It
was the best cheesecake I think I've ever had." She smiled at him
as he
bent over to make the winning shot of the game.
"Ah. Too bad then. It looks like you've lost twice tonight, Sam."
Her
first name, thank god. "Actually,
only once." She had to make
this
right. He raised an eyebrow in question as they made their way to
the
bar. She knew the drill- loser buys-
and ordered two more beers.
As the bartender placed them on the counter
she answered, "He was
kind of
a dud."
"Oh." If he could have done a cartwheel, he would
have, but a mental
one
would have to do. Almost as soon as he
thought it though, he
realized
how ridiculous he was being. She was an
adult and could make
her own
decisions. He didn't have to like them,
but he was still her
friend and
her CO, and she had had a bad night, "I'm sorry." He was.
If only a little bit.
"That's
okay. It was more of a test run
really." She was hoping he
was
sober enough to catch what she was trying to say without actually
saying
it.
"What
were you testing?" What was she
saying?
"Just
to see if something else was still there." He had to get that.
He did.
"Oh." A huge gulp of beer, "Was it?" Please god.
Her
smile said it all. It was. She had to ask, "Don't you
ever-wonder?"
"Nope." He said it immediately, without thinking and
without
hesitation.
She was
taken aback by his honesty - no games, no sarcasm, "Oh."
"I
was married for a long tine, Sam. I
know I loved Sara, but I also
know
there was something missing. Something
that's not missing
anymore. When that stops, then I guess I'll go -
testing - again.
Until
then, I don't really see the point."
"I
guess I don't have the advantage of that experience." She felt
like
she was half-apologizing. For
what? A date? To her CO?
Absurd! Except that he was also a man. That she had hurt. That she
loved. Now that was absurd- loving her CO. But she did.
"You
were almost married yourself. I'd call
that an experience."
"Maybe. But it wasn't exactly a healthy
relationship. And certainly
not
something I would ever compare this-"
She stopped as he looked
right
into her eyes for the first time that night.
Her eyes, hell.
It was
her heart and soul he saw reflected there.
He had
often wondered just how 'unhealthy' her relationship with Jonas
had
been. But he didn't want to know at the
same time, and there
wasn't
anything he could do about it anyway.
They finished their
beers
in silence.
"Well,
I guess I'd better get home." She
wasn't really looking
forward
to the weekend. Spending it alone,
again, with illicit
thoughts
of her CO wasn't what she considered a great time. Although,
all
things considered, maybe it wasn't so bad.
And it was all she
could
have right now. "I'll drop you
off."
"Is
that your way of telling me I've had too much to drink?" He had,
and he
was glad for the ride home- especially with her.
"Subtle,
huh? She slid off of the barstool and
headed for the door
with
him just behind her.
She
pulled into his drive, and was surprised to feel her own heart
sink at
the realization the night had come to a close, "Just call me
when
you want a ride back to your truck tomorrow."
He
nodded but made no attempt to get out.
He had been thinking about
it the
whole way home, and he just had to say it, "It's none of my
business,
you know. What you do or don't do. I'm sorry if I was an
ass
earlier." He could barely look at
her.
She
knew how much it must have taken for him to say that. Especially
when
she suspected he really felt the opposite, "You're right on both
counts-
it isn't any of your business and you were an ass." She hoped
he was
going to let her get away with that, but she had been thinking
on the
way home, too, "I don't know if I would have handled it as
well,
if you had been the one... eating cheesecake." She lifted her
eyes to
his. "For what it's worth, I can't
imagine I'll be eating
anymore
in the near future."
He
smiled for the first time all day, "Well, if you do decide to try a
piece
again, maybe you could ask me if I wanted some, too."
"I
thought cheesecake was - off limits - to you." Her heart was racing.
"Well,
technically it is. But, I've never been
much for the rules."
They
were skating on thin ice, and he wanted her to know he was
willing
to break it, even if she wasn't.
"I'll
keep that in mind." And she
would. In fact, she suspected she
wouldn't
be able to think about much else.
"Goodnight,
Sam." And with that, he got out of
the car and walked up
to his
door as she pulled away.
***************************************
As she pulled
into the SGC parking lot on Monday morning, she
remembered
that he hadn't called her to take him back to the bar to
get his
truck on Saturday. As she walked to the
elevator she saw it
was
already parked there and wondered how he had gotten it. 'Don't go
back to
that night, Sam!' She had spent the
better part of the
weekend
trying to forget how much she wanted to break the regs. She
made it
to her lab without running into anyone and was glad to lose
herself
in her work. As she cleared an area for
her laptop, she
noticed
a Styrofoam box in the middle of the table.
Smelling
something
sweet, her empty stomach rumbled as she started to open it.
A huge piece of cheesecake. With two forks. She stared for a minute
as she
closed the box back up. She could work
later, she decided, as
she
headed out to his office, cheesecake in hand.
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