Freak Show 

Lived too long now you've come to take me to, a place where I can die
Lost my soul lost my confidence in me, can't be something but I'll try
Lived too long and waited to just drown, in my self pity I keep falling down

(chorus) Want to be your soldier, want to be your slave
I have no pride in myself, that's how I behave

Only book that I own is called "How To Lose", pick a chapter I know them all just choose
Lived too long and waited to find, a place where I can die
Lost my soul lost my confidence in me, give me something but I'll try

(chorus)

Have no pride in myself, that's how I behave
I can't find, I can't find, I can't find, I can't find
Wait

No more maybes, your baby's got rabies
Sitting on a ball, in the middle of the Andies

Yeah, I'm a freak, of nature
Yeah, I'm a freak
If only I could be a cool as you
As cool as you

(chorus) Body and soul, I'm a freak, I'm a freak
Body and soul, I'm a freak, I'm a freak

I don't really know, how to put on a cool show
as boring as they come, just tell me where to go

If only I could be as cool as you, as cool as you
As cool as you, as cool as you

(chorus x2)

Freak. Freak. Freak.

Need to ask a question, calling out my name
Nothing seems to bother, wish had a clue
C'mon abuse me more I like it

Well I don't think you like me, well I hate you as well
No one seems to like you, wish I couldn't tell

(chorus) C'mon, abuse me more I like it, c'mon keep talking 'cos it's true
C'mon, abuse me more I like it, c'mon keep talking 'cos it's true

Throw the sailors overboard, throw the sailors overboad
Throw the sailors overboard, overboard

(chorus)

Throw the sailors overboard (x7)
overboard

Gonna be a liar? Lie to me (x4)
Yeah
Gonna be a liar? Lie to me (x4)

Gonna be a while? Lie to me (x3)
Gonna be while?
Lie to me (x7)

You've never wanted to know me before, little or no, association
Leave me alone, I wanna live, stop sucking the blood right outta me

Couldn't care, less if I, died right now, who am I
I dunno, you tell me, you seem to know everything else

Need a pathway, need a guide, comtemplating suicide
Wish I could, be like you, you say you care but do you?
Do you? Do you?

Waterfall, I can lose line
Waterfall, I can lose line
Burn!

Need a change, not to imitate, but to irritate, all the ones who hate
I may be late, always seem to get the wrong date well I, guess it's fate

I live in a cemetery, full of good will and integrity you see
I have no specialty
Here's you warning, I'll give you click click boom

(chorus) I live in a cemetery, I need a change not to imitate but to irritate
I live in a cemetery, I need a change not to imitate but to irritate
(repeat)
I live in a cemetery

Could've been like before
Could've had to lock the door

(chorus) Make your mind, let the door, let the door swing
Only one, to let the door

Wanted to pretend he's dead
Didn't have to pretend

(chorus)

All this and more, makes no sense to me
All this and more, makes me drown

Let me know if it's alright
Let me know if you just might

(chorus)

All this and more, makes no sense to me (x3)
All this and more, makes me drown

Addiction's held you back, but you don't care
'Cos your on a high again, and it's not fair
Comsuming alcohol while I gotta drive
Take a hit from the drugs you stole, and try to survive

Since your life was over you, haven't yet been sober
You, you have held me back so long
Everything you do is wrong

(chorus) Now I gotta dump you, continue my life too
I tried to help you, don't care what you do

Your state of mind's improved, but we're still apart
I visited, you'd moved, don't know where to start
You're lifes an open cold sore, got to get out the cream
Now I'm thinking positive, but I know it's a dream

Since your life was over you, haven't yet been sober
You, you have held me back so long, everything you do is wrong

(chorus)

You died yesterday (x4)

I wanted to be friends with her too, so my relationship coud be the same as yours
I hated everyone just like you, hating you should be introduced as a new law

(chorus) Take the time, to learn to hate, come and join the mass debate
Take the time, take the time, it's an uphill you gotta climb

You betrayed all the trust I gave you, now I need therapy to hate a little more
You connot help me to forgive you, the drugs have given you all kinds of different sores
Oh.... Oh.....

I hated everyone just like you, hating you should be introduced as a new law

(chorus)

As you pump blood into your bloodstream, I sit observing in disgust
Hoping that you will finally come clean, so I don't have to use this gun

Take the time to learn to hate, come and join the mass debate
Take the time, take the time, it's all up, it's all up, it's all uphill

Sinking through dark black holes it's never gonna end
Open gash in my ribcage it's never gonna mend
Take another picture off the wall
Sinking deeper everytime I fall

Each day ends quicker and my mind gets slower too
As my life just fades away I wouldn't have a clue
Take another drawer out from the shelf
I'm too weak to do it by myself

Though you had the world at your feet you could see it, I was blind
Had the perfect job called life you didn't like it you resigned

Brain's a square of grass gowing on petrol and chlorine
Mmmmmm

With pertol and chlorine, you could see it I was blind
Had the perfect job called life you didn't like it, you resigned
With petrol and chlorine, you know just what I mean
With petrol and chlorine, you know just what I mean

Drained as drained can be, life is gone from me
Drained if drained is free, if only I could breathe

(chorus) Smelling dead roses
Smelling dead roses

Take you mind with you, there's no room for two
I can't handle both, handle both of you

(chorus)

But I won't fall down, no I won't fall down
But I won't fall down, 'cos I won't fall down

(chorus)

But I won't fall down, no I won't fall down
But I won't fall down, 'cos I won't fall down

Laying lost and wounded, just myself to blame
Have no life and, being hand-fed pain

(chorus) Head's a crying wasteland, filled with shame
Cried for help before and, nobody came

His father beats him, no hesitation
Face left dripping, in humiliation

(chorus)

Ohhhhh

As he lies wounded, his father turns to clay
A frozen statue, can't walk away

(chorus)

To see what I can lose again, for being the victim
Ohhhhh, Ohhhh, Ohhhhhh, Ohhhhhhh, Ohhhhh, Woah ohhhh, Ohhhhh

Welcome to the closing, if not for love what for?
It's easy to be taken, but to say

Come again, leave again
waste of time, come again

(chorus) I'm alone while you're having fun
You had faith while I feel none
Sleep til late, to waste half the day, but I'm happy to live this way

And I know that you can't see my pain
But you know that I can see, your pain

Come again, leave again
Waste of time, come again

(chorus)

Me and shame, are the same, me and shame, take the blame
Me and pain, are the same, me and shame, take the blame

Come again, leave again
Waste of time, come again

(chorus)

Welcome to the closing