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his white boy weenie peenie, is a shriveled little thingie!And then he thinks he can own me? I am supposed to do his bidding? CRAP!!
The normal white wife was deceieved by her effeminate husband into thinking their marriage was okay. She was even proud of this pale husband's intelligence, his nerdy kookiness, but wondered why something always seemed just slightly amiss in the sex department. He seemed low on the arousal, dependent on artificial stimui, and very meagre on the sperm trickle. Only much later did she realize his porn adutery, his sick, sick pervertedness. She got so she hated his puny appetite, his unresponsive little pecker that he had to pump up for a half hour before he could do anything.
She was in a state of physical desperation. Then, quite by accident, a series of fortuitous circumstances thrust her into the embraces of a gorgeous, super masculine Negro stallion, and he -- unlike her pale husband -- did not flee from her. For the first time in her life she found out what it was like to be all woman and fully alive. She realized that at some level she had always felt (with her husband) that she was in competition with him. Her intelligent husband had brain smarts, but emotional weakness, immaturity, softness ... almost feminity. In fact, she realized her white husband actually had an outright "pretty" bottom.
But with this find stud of a Negro lover, she suddenly felt released from the "sickness" of a perverse relationship. Instead of feeling dirty, she felt ravished, transformed, and cleansed. Instead of a competition who was most feminine, she felt a soaring sexuality and complementarity. For once she was with a REAL man, and for once she truy felt all woman. He did not have to "prepare" himself with porn or artificial stimulation. He took one look at her luscious legs in smooth nylon hose, he took one look at her exquisite needle narrow high heels, and instantly his "flattery" was the wordless, sincere kind that trumped every doubt. Suddenly his huge appreciation for her stuck out in a way as to validate everything about her own feminity, her personality. She felt desired for her daintiness, her pamperedness, her delicacy, her classy sophistication.
Sex with this deep black Negro "thug" turned out to be such a transformative experience. She felt like she had just received the most thorough, soul-cleansing therapy a woman (or girl) could receive. Was he All Man? (he Was!) Or an animal? (he Was!) Or was he perhaps some kind of awesome god? (he Was that, too!)
In that first encounter she recognized as (in her words) REAL, she felt as if she learned more about herself and her white husband than in the entire three and a half years of their marriage. She felt like she could have read a dozen books, and not learned as much as in that wonderful ravishing fulfillment with the 'other' man who taught her what she really wanted --- to find out she was normal, and all woman.