In one interview Matthew had, he says that he's a wee bit disappointed that he doesn't get to play the lead guy who gets the girl in any of his projects. In one way or another, I wanted to at least give him a chance to be that 'lead guy'. So I present to you all my very own Matthew Lillard Fan Fiction Page which, can hopefully help all aspiring Matthew fans out there to write about the talented actor.
As it is, you can write stories, scripts, poems or whatever you have in mind. These works of art can be about Matthew, any of the characters he's previously played or even a made-up character that you think he'd play well on screen.
Of course since this is a fan fic page, please make sure your story plots are original and not the exact replicate of the movies, TV shows or any other material Matthew has played in. We all wouldn't want to be sued, would we? Plus, keep in mind that this fan site is at least PG so please not too much obscenity and/or gore. Lastly, please send pieces with moderate length so that I can post most of what everyone sends me.
At My End by screamer
(Matthew Lillard as Bryce Willows)
At My End by screamer
(Matthew Lillard as Bryce Willows)
She was my one true love. Mere words could never have justified my deepest longing for her. No true meaning would ever satisfy my want, my need... I love her.
As the days, the hours and the minutes passed by I felt more and more alone, uneasy. There is not one instant when I do not think of her. Her eyes, her lips, her face... I see her everywhere, yet I do not have her.
"Bryce Willows... Bryce Willows?", a sigh of relief I had felt at this time. "Here..." I braced myself for another weary afternoon to come.
As the school bells sounded on, the fury of the students erupted. It was the end of another day... of another year, filled with mischief and distress.
Walked myself down a winding road that lead to a friend's house, and then stopped to wonder of the journey ahead. A journey so vividly displayed. I could never have guessed where it would end 'til now... nowhere. It'll end nowhere... 'It'll end nowhere.'
"Mackenzie... it wasn't meant to be man!" my long-time friend Geoffrey brazed me with the worst fear I could never have imagined. "I know that I'm not a witty, four-eyed brain man, but it doesn't take a smart aleck to figure out that what you've been doing has to stop! You're killing yourself with your misery, not to mention other people who care for you!"
It was right. An ugly fact that I refused to face, an ugly fact I refused to accept. "She's gone man." "What the... here you go again! Just face it..." "She's gone... she left me man! She left me..." "You think I don't know that man! I'm still your pissed-off best friend, remember?!" The mortifying truth can set ones soul ablaze. It can set ones being on a brink of absolute ruin. I let out a sigh. "Oh man! Don't cry! D-d-don't cry man... hey Bryce! Bryce... there'll be others out there."
I lay awake on my bedroom floor thinking of all that had happened to me and Mackenzie. All in dead space I watched my whole life pass by in stillness. There wasn't one instant when I didn't have her beside me. Her loss was acid-like, spilling through my guts, making me feel sick of myself. Making me feel sick of everything that I've been doing.
Day break came. As I woke up to a scorching summer morning I looked out the window for clues as to whether my life had really changed since she left. All remains the same, except... 'I don't have her.'
"Everything has an end Bryce. You know it. I know it. I, I just think we shouldn't... well, I just can't... I, I'm leaving you Bryce. I'm sorry... but I'm leaving you." That was the last from her. 'How dare she do this to me! How dare she leave me like this! How dare she! How dare she!'
It was the friendship we had that made me realize how much I had lost. It was the time spent together, since God knows how long. Need less to say everything was stripped from my being and not one bit was even left. My spirit died. My strength forever lost. It was her who took me up to the top. It was her who shook me up to my limits. I depended on her, yet she left.
All eyes are set on me now. All waiting with wonderment and shame. It was all a distant road I had to battle through, with no shortcuts, no dead ends, just the endless trekking. Sad to say but ill-fated was I in this journey. I lost myself as a passer-by came along. Giving too much of myself in the game and leaving nothing to empower myself for the time ahead. Stupid as it may seem but I trusted. Stupid as it may seem but I gave. Stupid as it may seem... but I loved.
Posted Aug. 1, 2002
Best Friends (slightly based on a true story)
Matthew Lillard as Eugene
What's taking him so long? We were supposed to meet here three hours ago? I hate it when he does this! Oh, I bet he's with a new girl again... what's so hard is I've loved him for the last theree years, but I never really got the chance to say it 'coz we're best friends. Finally, after so long...
"Where've you been man?! You're three hours late, mind you! You've got some explaining to do!"
"Okay, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... it's just that I went and had lunch with, uh, Isabel. Well, she didn't have anyone to eat with after third period so I decided to come with her."
"Oh, yeah, and totally forget about me, huh?"
"I said I was sorry. I"ll make it up to you I promise."
"Well, I'm starving, better make it to me now."
"Okay, let's get some pizza, my treat."
"Oh, you bet!"
Ever since the time he paid a lot of attention to Isabel, Eugene never hangs out with me anymore. He never even goes to class anymore. Damn her! If only I didn't care for how Eugene felt about her I would've killed her by now. Well, I'd probably had given her a few bruises here and there, but alas, I love the guy who's courting her. Heck, I've loved the guy three years ago. Oh, I hate this feeling! I wish I didn't love him this way. It hurts every time he talks about Isabel. In any case, I look better than that chick! Only case is, I'm a bit of a tomboy. So what? I'm still a woman inside, may be even more than Isabel.
Miraculously Eugene made it to class one day. There was a big grin on his face. Oh no! Don't tell me...
"Hey Meagan guess what?" oh no, here he goes again! "Isabel's my girlfriend!" Oh, great... whoopee... well, I had to say something...
"Oh really? Well... how sure are you she wouldn't be like your ex, Melanie? Well hopefully she won't be like her right?"
"Uh, yeah... right... so anyway your gonna be celebrating with me tonight right?" Great, first he stabs me dead with the news then he goes on and runs me down by a damn celebration.
"Yeah, of course I'll celebrate with you tonight."
"I'll pick you up at seven."
So there we were watching what I believed for the moment was our life story - - My Best Friend's Wedding. I couldn't help but picture myself as Julia Roberts. Wait a minute... oh, great, I just wish this wouldn't be a reality for me. I just wish I'll never really actually say 'my best friend's wedding'. Huh... I cried a few times in the theatre and damn it, he didn't even care! It was like he was stoned or something. He even laughed at how shallow I was for crying over some movie.
For the passed days Eugene's been taking care of his studies a bit better and he says he's been having the right inspiration for everything. Why can't I be his inspiration? Oh, just looking at him makes my heart shatter. I mean, Eugene's the perfect guy! He's a scholar, he? varsity captain and he's got great looks to match with his great personality. He's so perfect! But oh well, perfection has always been a great obstacle for me. I used to have a perfect family, well that is 'til my parents died. Now, I have four eleder brothers who take care of me. Not that I get bothered by that but hey, someone's gotta be there for me.
One day while I was walking through the hall way, I saw Eugene from afar with a really bothered aura. He came up to me and said, "I, I... well see Isabel wants me to stop seeing you too often." I felt like my jaw was right down to the floor. "She sorta gets jealous when she sees me with you. So..." I couldn't believe what I was hearing! That girl's weird! Dump here! Now! "So, I guess I won't be seeing you tonight." What?! Talk about replacing me! Me! There was only one thing to say, "I guess so..."
I wasn't able to see Eugene for about three weeks and one day he suddenly pops up and visits me at home. He looked rugged than the last time I saw him. Hey, I know this kind of look. Oh great! They probably...
"We broke up..." I knew it! "I saw her in the pool hall yesterday with a guy he introduced to me as his cousin. I mean what kind of cousin kisses you on the lips?!" Don't say I didn't warn you. "After all I've done for her. To think I even left you because of her. Damn it!" Seeing him this way sends shivers down my spine. Every time I see him after a break up, I just don't know what to say. I never did say anything. Tonight went a little different, too different.
"That's what's wrong with you! You always look the other way when the person who really loves you, well, she's always been beside you!" There I said it... Oh no! What the heck did I say?!
"What did you say?"
"W-want some beer? We, we got loads in the fridge."
"No... I, I mean, what did you mean by that?"
"Mean by what? Your being weird again..."
There I was, on the brink of disaster. Suddenly I was looking at him eye to eye, I never really saw him this way. Hold on! Oh my God, he's coming closer, and he's leaning against me. Oh dear...
"I never really noticed how lovely your eyes were." Oh wow! Then reaches my back, takes off my scrunchy and lets down my hair. "You, you look... your so beautiful, I, I never really looked at you..." For a moment I thought I was dreaming, I believed more so when he suddenly says out of the blue, "I love you." Huh?! Where did that come from? "I always have, I just never wanted to cross the boarder. I valued our friendship, that's why I've dated so many girls, that's why I had so many girlfriends. I wanted to be as far away from you as I could." My heart was melting. I felt like I was sinking to the ground.
I couldn't believe that for a moment my life would be changed this way. Eugene and I have been together ever since. Posted Aug. 2, 2002
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