I  Wonder

I held it in for so long, not telling you
A fear of rejection clear in my head
Why did I tell you now???
I wonder

I was safe when you didn't know
Now im exposed, waiting to bleed
But still your an aching need
I wonder

Why did I not just admire you from afar
Now this rejection, im sure will scar
You melt me
I wonder

What is this effect you have on me???
The way you took my breath away
The way you cause butterflies with that voice
I wonder

By Mary



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