firsts
a love story by Dominatrix

 


    Scott pressed the set of keys into his younger brother's palm with a smile.  "You look nervous, Alex."
Alex closed his fingers over the keys and looked at Scott with a sheepish smile.  "Maybe I am, a little."
    "Relax, everything is all set up.  It will be a perfect weekend."
    "It's just that....jeeze Scott, this will be the first time we've had a chance to be alone together.  I mean really alone."
    "You've been alone with women before, Alex."
    "Yeah, but none of them like her."
Scott smiled at the faraway look that came into Alex's eyes at the mere thought of Lorna Dane, remembering a time when the mention of Jean's name had the same effect on him.
    "You're in love with her."
Alex pushed all his breath out slowly, running a hand through his shaggy blonde hair.
    "Yeah."
    "Congratulations." Scott grinned widely.
    "I don't know, Scotty.  We haven't said it to one another yet.  I don't even know if she feels the same way..."
    "You'll know by the end of this weekend."
    "That's what I'm afraid of...."

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    Jean held up a creamy white sundress, smiling at Lorna's ironic choice of attire for her weekend getaway.  Lorna looked up from sorting out her other belongings, her green eyes wide.
    "Do you like the dress?" she asked anxciously.
    "It's pretty.  I bet you look great in it."  Jean folded the dress carefully and laid it back in the other girl's suitcase.
    "Do you think Alex will like it?"
    "Lorna, Alex would think you looked stunning in chartruese burlap."
The green-haired girl laughed nervously in response, bending her head to hide her blush.  Jean tried to ignore all the mental pictures that washed off the girl but some of them were too vividly insistent.  A charming smile and sparkling blue eyes, the way lips parted slightly right before meeting her own.  It was almost enough to bring a blush to Jean's cheeks as well.  She didn't have to be a telepath to see that the girl was deeply in love with Alex Summers, or to notice that she was more than a little flustered.
    "Are you excited about this weekend, Lorna?" she asked.
    "Oh, yes!  I mean, Alex and I haven't really had a lot of time to ourselves... someone is always around here."
    "And Bobby hasn't made it easy for the two of you, I know."
Lorna lowered her lashes and looked away.  Jean could read her regret easily, and her concern.  She knew that Lorna had never meant to hurt Bobby, she just wished that Bobby could believe that too.  Jean had seen the instant attraction between Lorna and Alex and had known, having experienced the same thing with Scott, that no force on earth could stop it.
    "I love Alex."  Lorna said softly.
    "I know." Jean smiled gently and laid a hand on Lorna's shoulder.  In that moment she was assailed by the other girl's thoughts and the reason for her apprehension became clear.
    "It will be your first time." She mummered quietly.
    "Oh, Jean!" Lorna covered her face with her hands, her blush spreading.  Jean wrapped a friendly arm around her and drew her into a tight hug.
    "Now just listen to me..."

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    Alex held the car door open for Lorna and she got out with a grateful smile, standing on her tiptoes to stretch after the long car ride.  Alex caught his arms around her waist and smiled playfully as her arms came to rest around his neck.  They gazed into each other's eyes for several long moments before Alex cleared his throat nervously,
    "So, what do you think about the place?"
Lorna turned her face to look at the little cabin nestled in the wildnerness.  She could see the sparkle of sunlight on lakewater behind the quaint building and smiled.
    "It's beautiful."
Alex reached a hand to tuck an emerald curl behind one of her ears before pressing a kiss to her forehead.
    "I'm glad you like it."  He took one of her hands and led her up the stone path to the front door of the house.  He fumbled a little for the keys in his pocket before finding them and unlocking the door.  They stepped into the cool semi-darkness and he could feel her smile warm the room.  Scott had set up everything as promised right down to the sweet smelling candles just waiting to be lit.
    "You take a look around and I'll get our luggage."  He gave her hand a squeeze before stepping back out into the sunlight.
Lorna walked around the small living room, noting the absence of a television with a smile.  She explored the neat kitchen, found the bathroom and finally came to the last room in the house.  The bedroom was beautiful, french doors opening onto the back porch with a view of the tree-framed lake.  She lay one hand to the smooth surface of the large bed, testing the soft matteress as she imagined putting it to good use.

    Alex quietly set down their luggage and watched Lorna for several moments before coming up behind her and lacing his arms around her waist.  She gave a small start and looked over her shoulder with a soft smile.
    "I didn't hear you come in" she said, pressing her back against the length of his body.
    "You looked deep in thought."  He leaned down and nuzzled her neck lightly with the tip of his nose, placing a kiss in the hollow of her throat.  She turned her face, catching his earlobe between her teeth and gently nibbling on it until he broke away with a deep moan.  Alex longed to continue their seductive play but he also wanted to wait, drawing out the exquisite sensual tension that had building between them since the day they first met.
    "Are you tired?" he asked, a husky catch in his voice.
    "A little," she admitted, "It was a long drive."
    "And I kept you awake with all that conversation." He smiled.
    "I love talking to you, Alex."
He lifted her gently and set her on the edge of the bed.  A curious smile curved her lips as he knelt down, removing one of her shoes and then the other, his fingers lingering over the arches of her feet.
    "Why don't you take a little nap while I take care of some things around here?"
    "What kind of things?" she asked, a small frown furrowing her brow.
    "Well, I wanted to cook you dinner, if you insist on ruining the surprise."
She grinned and lay back onto the bed.  He stood transfixed for several moments by the site of her beautiful face framed by long green curls fanned out on the pillow behind her head.  He finally pulled a light blanket over her, kissing her lips lightly.
    "Sleep well."

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    Lorna woke up just as the sun was painting the lake in the shimmering reds and purples of sunset.  She yawned and stretched with a smile, remembering where she was and who she was with.  Alex.  And only Alex.  No meddling teammates, no telepaths.  Just her and him.  Anticipation curled in her belly and made her pulse flutter.  She could hear Alex, humming in the kitchen as she got out of bed.  She lifted her bag to the bed and opening it, shaking out the long white summer dress she had packed.  She pushed the door shut with a soft magnetic wave, smiling as she peeled off her shorts and shirt.  She discarded her bra as well before pulling the soft material of the dress over her head.  It settled over her generous curves with a whisper, clinging and flowing at the same time.  She moved to the mirror and coaxed her curls into a shining cascade down her back.  When she was satisfied with the results she bent to slip her feet into delicate sandals, fastening the straps with fingers that shook slightly.
    The door opened quietly as she slipped out into the house.  Everywhere she looked candles glowed softly, filling the air with the smell of vanilla and wax.  Alex's deep baritone became louder as she moved towards the kitchen, her heart pounding frightfully.  He looked up at the sound of her step, all the breath leaving his body as he saw her framed in the doorway.
    "You look beautiful" he breathed, feeling suddenly foolish in his cooks apron.  His heart jumped as she smiled, managing somehow to look even more lovely than she had moments before.
    "Dinner smells good."
    "It's...um...it's almost ready" he stammered, unable to tear his eyes away from her.
    "Is there anything I can do to help?"
    "Yes, set the table before I burn everything in my utter distraction."
She turned with a grin, leaving him to put the finishing touches on their meal as she set the candlit table.  Moments later Alex, sans apron, was seated across from her the table full of steaming plates that smelled heavenly.
    "I didn't know you cooked" she said, watching him pour two glasses of blush colored wine.
    "I try to hide the fact that I can cook so I don't end up pulling kitchen duty at Xavier's" he replied with a smile.
They enjoyed the meal among interludes of soft conversation and long silences caught up in each other's eyes.  At last when only empty plates lay between them Alex leaned forward, moved by the sparkle of candlight in Lorna's green eyes.
    "I was so alone until I found you" he managed to whisper.  She reached across the table to take one of his hands, the sentiment ringing deeply in her own soul.  It was one of the things that joined them deeply, both having lost their family early.
    "Now you'll never have to be alone again" she replied, afraid of the intensity of the moment but tingling with a strange elation at the same time.
    "Lorna, I... I..."
    "Yes?" She leaned forward anxciously.
    "I should do the dishes."  He rose quickly, struggling to hide the emotion that had overcome him, the same emotion that threatened him everytime she was near.
She watched him clear the table and move to the kitchen in confusion.  Was something wrong, she wondered.  The it dawned on her with a slow smile.  Alex was as nervous as she was.

    Alex finished the dishes, cursing his nervousness.  He just couldn't think straight when Lorna was in the room.  She stole all reason from him with her gentle smiles and soft gazes.  It was the first time he had ever felt this way about a woman.  He'd had no small amount of experience with women, but she was entirely different.  She enflamed him in ways no other woman could.  He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.  He could still smell the warm scent of her in the room.  He couldn't leave her sitting out there forever while he tried to martial his self-possesion.  He walked back into the living room, the explination on his lips falling into silence as he realized she was gone.  Desperation seized him.  She had left, disgusted with his nervous blundering!  He paced the room frantically, wondering what he should do when the open backdoor caught his eye.  He should go after her, that's what he should do.  He couldn't let her slip away from him.  He rushed onto the back porch, almost tripping over something in his haste.  He looked down to see her sandals in the candlight that had magically appeared on the porch.  His brow furrowed slightly in confusion.
    "Took you long enough."
He jerked his head up to see her, standing barefoot on the soft lawn that sloped down to the shore of the lake.  Fireflies darted around her, creating a soft nimbus of light.  The moon had just appeared over the horizion, causing the white material of her dress to shift over her in silver whispers.  She was smiling at him.
Alex took off his own shoes before stepping off the porch, approching her slowly lest she vanish like a dream.  He stood before her for a long moment, afraid to touch her for the same reason.
    "Dance with me" she whispered, placing one hand on his shoulder.  Music came from the house with a well placed magnetic impulse.  He couldn't help but smile as he gathered her close to him, swaying lightly with the music.  Their movements disturbed clouds of fireflies, the small insects settling lightly on their bare arms before moving away to light the darkness.  The grass was cool on their feet, whispering as they passed over it.  She fit herself to him, laying her cheek to his shoulder as they drifted together through the night.  Alex could find no words to speak.  As if sensing his need she tilted her head up, her eyes drawing his lips to hers in a teasing dance of their own.  The kiss broke the thrall of his nervousness, his body begining to respond where mind could not.  She suckled his lower lip for a long time before joining her tounge with his.  The movement of their dance was forgotten as he pulled her closer, answering her kiss with one of his own.  Their mouths engaged in a gentle war, fingers tangling in the other's hair.  She whispered his name against his lips before slipping lightly from his grasp.  His fingers closed on air as he reached for her, head still spinning.  Soft silk obscured her in a flash of white as she drew the dress over her head and Alex was overwhelmed by the sight of her before him.  Moonlight washed her alabaster curves and gilded the hardening peaks of her dusky nipples.  Slim fingers reached for the buttons of his shirt, sliding them free and letting the material flutter to the ground.  Sensitive fingertips traced the hard planes of his chest, teasing his own nipples and stealing his breath.  She smiled with a hint of mischeviousness before bending to touch the tip of her tounge to one of his hard peaks. He gasped, speech found again,
    "God, Lorna..."
Eyelashes swept his skin as she tilted her head to look up at him with a smile.  He reached one arm around her to cup her deliciously curved backside through the thin material of her panties.  She pressed against his chest, her naked breasts soft against his flesh.  He captured her lips in another kiss, moving as if he were in a dream.  She drew him down towards the grass with her, fingers deftly loosening his jeans at the same time.  He allowed her to undress him, a smile pulling at the corners of his mouth as her eyes widened at the sight between his well muscled legs.  He was fully aroused and knew from experience it was more than enough to cause even the most experienced of women a moment of anxiety.  No reaction could have been more delightful than the silent "O" of Lorna's full lips and the glitter of surprise in her eyes.  She recovered her shock slowly, still unable to look away from his impressive member as she ran strong hands down the muscles of his arms, moving to straddle his lap.  She uttered a small sound of surprise as the tip of his erection brushed against her panties.  In response, she tightened her grip on Alex's shoulders and brought her mouth down on his in another onslaught.  Her body found it's rythym easily, hips grinding against him with slow sensuality.  She trembled with the sensations each contact with his erection caused her.  He moaned deeply, the vibrations spreading throughout her entire body from the door of their kiss.
Alex knew he couldn't take much more, but he wanted this to last forever.  He gently ended the kiss and pushed her body back to lay in the grass like a sparkling jewel in a case of green velvet.  He bent over her, tasting her lips again before moving downwards.  He cupped her breasts reverently, amazed by their perfection.  His thumbs brushed the hard peaks of her nipples, drawing a sweet and breathy moan from her lips.  He leaned in, pulling one nipple into the hot confines of his mouth.  The effect of instantaneous, her body begining to writhe and arch towards him eloquently.  After what seemed like an eternity of sweet torture to Lorna he moved on to worship the other breast, trembling with the every frantic beat of her heart.  He leaned back, gazing into her heavy lidded eyes as his fingers gripped the material of her panties, pulling them down the length of her slender legs and tossing them aside.  She closed her legs against his gaze instinctually, a soft blush flooding the planes of her chest and cheeks.
    "You are so beautiful" he mummured, leaning forward to run his palms down the smooth skin of her thighs.  She relaxed under his touch, her eyes wide now and watching him with breathless anticipation.  He parted her legs gently, moonlight glistening off the moist folds of her sex.  He drew in a sharp breath, never dreaming of such perfection.  His fingers trembled as he traced those folds, illicting a delicious symphony of moans from Lorna.  He lowered his lips to meet her netherlips in the most intimate of kisses, her hips rising sharply in concert with her cry of surprise.  Her shock melted to delight as his tounge moved to taste her before circling the hard bud of her clit.  She never imagined that a feeling like this could exist, her body trembling and thrusting against the probing of his tounge.
Alex drew back after several long moments, plesantly surprised by the strength of her response.  He knew he could wait no longer to be a part of her every sensation.  He brought his hips to nestle between her legs, groaning as the head of his manhood came in contact with the slick folds of her flowering womanhood.  Her hips came up to meet his, burying the tip of his erection in the tight opening of her pussy.  He pushed forward, shuddering as her hot, tight sheath began to close around the length of him.  She moaned shakily, overwhelmed by the sudden fullness, her eyes opening slowly as he stopped his forward progress.  He looked down at her in trembling surprise, his head resting against her unbreached maidenhead.
    "Lorna," he managed to rasp, "I didn't know..."  His body shook with the effort of his restraint.
    "Alex."  She smiled slowly, her eyes bottomless pools of green as she looked up at his shocked expression.
    "I love you" she said simply.
He felt her maidenhead break as he thrust forward.
    "I love you!" he cried with each deepening thrust.  She matched his thrusts, momentairy pain fading into mere memory as her body answered his desire and made it her own.  The moved together, climbing the pinnacles of ecstacy, lost in each other.  He felt the trembling beginings of her orgasm, her muscles grasping him tightly within her secret depths.  He tried to hold back his own pleasure but as her body arched towards a moonlit sky shattered into a million points of starlight by her echoing cry, he spilled himself into her in.  She continued to shake, trapped in the throes of an orgasm that seemed to be fed by his own until it swallowed them both anew.
He came to himself slowly, unaware of how much time had passed as he lay atop her, body tangled in her arms and still buried deep inside her.  Her chest rose with shuddering streadiness under his, her head still tilted back and fixed with an expression of sensual fullfilment.  He smiled at her moan of disapproval as he withdrew from her, shifting his weight from her and wrapping his arms around her.  He was overwhelmed again by the weight of his feeling for her and the magnitude of her gift to him this night, far more precious than he had anticipated.  He held her to him, fingers taming the tangled mass of her curls and picking blades of grass from their soft grasp.  Lips nuzzled her ear before whispering,
    "Thank you."
He drew back to search her face, frowning in surprise before laughter rumbled deep in his chest.  She was sleeping soundly in his arms, lips curved in a delicate smile and sable lashes kissing her cheeks.  With a last chuckle he pressed a soft kiss to her cheek before he decided to join her in slumber, curling around her in the cool grass.
    "I love you" he said before his breath slowed to match hers and sleep claimed him as well.


This story was written in response to those of you who have criticized my lack of taste and to those of you who suspected that I could write no more than "perverted porn-inspired trash".  It is for those of you who have long desired to see Polaris enjoy herself in a more adult fashion within a romantic context but who have refused to take up the pen and do the deed yourself.
I will admit, freely, that this is my first attempt at using sex in a purely romantic context and that it is much harder to write than the "smut" you are used to seeing from me.  Let me know if I'm still falling short of the mark, it is a medium that I plan to explore further in the future and I am not writing merely to please myself here.

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