9/26
- using friend's computer ^_^
- getting a job isn't hard ... there's TONS of openings ... just is SO time consuming ...
- ... it's 12:41 am ... ^_^ and i'm still SO alive!!
- the friend i'm w/has a chinese reader on his computr and can read chinese! Yay!! Cuz i can read and undrstand a bit but not a lot ... and my friend can read and xplain ^_^
- gotta go ...
9/22
- at UCDavis right now ...
- i'm going to be pretty busy so no updates for a while ...
- a job is SOO hard to find!!! especially when i have no previous xperience ...
- ... i'll probably end up wrking at a fast food place ...
- ... and i am SO hungry ... on low budget rabbit food right now ... lettuce, tomatoe and carrots wrapped in corn tortilla w/taco bell sauce ... ... i didn't bring enough money ... O_o ... didn't think a motel would cost that much ... ... and ... can't move into dorm until tomorrow ... ie i'm going to sleep in the parking lot tonight since i don't feel like paying for another night ...
- ... i want food ... FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD FOOD
- hope my friend emails me on how to contact some people she knows at Davis ... i need to know more about Davis ... ... but then i'm meeting my mentor tomorrow ... ...
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9/15
- ok ... left NEW tags up cuz ... no one visits my page ... didn't i write that already? ... oh well ... so braindead ...
- ... ... ... music ... vibrations that cause ... ... have suddenly ceased ... my sistr's CD stopped ... if only i could stick my Gauze CD in ... ... but ... oooooOOOOOOOooooOOOO
- ... i killed the printer printing out ... 28 Dir en Grey and Yoshiki pix ... ...
- ... ... forgot to print that Due le Quartz pix!! oo oh! got to go back to that website ...
- by the way, it's 6 pm ^_^!! ... mabey i'll go on again at night ...
9/14
- ... ... about 6 hrs aftr last entry ... ...
- it's 3 am in the morning and i'm ... getting a headache .. ... but ... headache go away, feel awake ... headache come back, feel tired .. ...
- i decided to kill uploading time by reading translated lyrcs of songs ^_^ LOVE the lyrx!!!
- Esp. Dir en Grey and X Japan!!!!!!!!
- JROCK FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- ... ... i guess i should go sleep now ... ooo ... so dead ... i was forgetting which song's i'd read the lyrcs of ... even though i'd just read them couple minutes ago ... oooo ... ... @_@ sooo dizzzzzy ... ... must sleep ...
- bye bye *+*
9/13
- ... been long time since last update ...
- my srver is finally letting me scan stuff Yippee!!
- ... i didn't get to put the othr 2 bondage people in that group up ... boo hoo hoo ::sniff sniff::
- oh! and in case u didn't know, my site was originally going to be only peoms and novels i'm wrking on ... but eventually i got pushed to put some pix um ...
- and ... this may seem a little odd since i haven't put many original pix up ... but ... i do original more often that fan art ... in fact ... i can barely draw fan art ... well compared to my originals my fan art is nothing ... and i'm not saying that they are Xtremely good because i know a heck of a lot better drawings on other people's sites and many of my friends draw a lot better than me, i just feel more confindent w/my original art than my fan art ... in fact, the only reason i started drawing fan art (i messed up on early tries and gave up) is that i realized that what other people wanted to see
- ... going to try and get some of my novel in ... i wish i had it saved on a floppy disk ... it's so long already ... and ... my last computer crashed w/the file on it ... ... i write it by hand ... cuz i use multiple languages ... but ... typing all that is annoying ... and when i get to the parts w/chinese (i can only pronounce some kanji, and ... um ... if u read my novels u have to read some the Japanese way and some the Chinese way ... good luck!) ... scan ... and try to save as a good size file ...
- i better get going on typing ... ... oooohhhh! ... @_@ ... if you're wondring why i'm complaining about but still deciding on typing out the novel it's cuz a couple friends visited this site and i've been inspired to update it ... finally ...
9/3/00
- ::1 hour after last entry:: ... i wrk on stuff REALLY late at night ...
- ^_^ found free bbs and guestbook w/it ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ a long w/a bunch of other free crap ...
- ... i'm not sure if it linked correctly cuz whenever i edit anything it takes a while for the changes to take place and i don't have the patience to wait a while and lick back ... and if i do try to click back later i ... usually forget ... the frst new one is the guestbook and the second is the bbs
- wow i wrote a lot this time around ...
- right now ... it's about 1:15 am
- it's morning now! ... 9:40 am ... ...
- i ... have insomnia or something ... i went to sleep around 2 and woke up at ... 7:45 and couldn't go back to sleep ... ...
- ... why can't i sleep! ... ... ...
- if you're wondering why i don't modify the main page i ... am planning on sticking a 50 hit pix on it ... and ... ... ... hope i have time to do that ... esp. since i'm going to be in college ... i'm just starting college this year ...
9/2/00
- my server won't let me upload anything!!
- ... ... ... so no new pix ... ... now if i can find that folder with all my poems ... then i'd be able to put them on ...
- ... if you're wondering about that I support Jrock link on my linkx page ... i am a fan of Jrock ... just don't have anything about it on my page cuz i'm a newbie ... at ... so many things including making an hp ... i started othr pages ... then forgot the passwrds ... ... and i'm still learning html ... and ... it doesn't help that i forget as soon as i type it in ...
- ... ... ... ... ... ... ... what else to rant about ...
- i hope more poeple visit this site ... ... and what for? it's not like anyone emails me comments or suggestions ... and ... ... i SO need to find a BBS server ... but i obviously am wasting too much time surfing for anime and jrock ... than looking for stuff for my site ...
- ... ... ... ... so ... ... when everything goes insane ... dilapitation of my mental state ... i wish to scream and shout in craze ... but not right now ... tis not the time to rave ... must wait ... urgently ... for release ... of all ... frustration
- but that will not end it ... nothing can stop the constant throbbing pain ... and eternal angiush which is always there ...
- i can only question ... when i'll be free
- ... if that ever will be ...
- complete liberation is only in death
- whence i shall be in true peace ...
- ... ok ... i don't feel like transferring that to the one of my poetry pages ...
- ::half an hour later::
- i NEED Photoshop!!! Damn it!!! i can't do any graphical thing w/o it!! but my laptop is already randomly downloading temp crap from the net!!!! after being online for an hour or so it crashes!!!! ... from "system low on resources" ... AAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGG!!!!!
- if anyone know's any free BBS places PLEASE email me!!! i searched but ended up on Japanese pages ... and my computer can not read Japanese txt ... and i haven't gone anywhere randomly clicking!!!
- ::15 minutes later::
- oh! ._. ... i've been using BBS instead of Message Board on the searches! >_< ok i feel stupid ... i guess ... i forgot is was called a Message Board ...
