About Me

<body topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginheight=0 marginwidth=0> <table cellpadding=0 cellspacing=0 border=0><tr> <td valign="top" colspan=2 height=100 BGCOLOR="#CCCCFF" TEXT="#080000" bgproperties="fixed" background="04400640egdysm.jpg"> <div> <FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000066" FACE="Arial" ><B>Ana Angels</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000099" FACE="Arial" ><B> </B></FONT><B>    |     </B><A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Ana Angels"><U><B>home</B></U></A></div> <div> <B>About Me</B>   |   <A HREF="id19.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Tips And Tricks"><U>Tips And Tricks</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id20.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="BMI (body mass index)"><U>BMI (body mass index)</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id22.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Exercise and Meal Plans"><U>Exercise and Meal Plans</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id23.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Thinspiration"><U>Thinspiration</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id24.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Writings"><U>Writings</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id25.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="What NEVER To Do"><U>What NEVER To Do</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id26.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="If You Hate Me..."><U>If You Hate Me...</U></A>   |   <A HREF="id27.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Letter from Ana"><U>Letter from Ana</U></A></div> <div> </div> </td> </tr><tr> <td valign="top" width=200 BGCOLOR="#0000BF" TEXT="#F7F7FF"> <bR> </td> <td valign="top" height=380 BGCOLOR="#FFFFFF" TEXT="#080000"> <div> <I>About Me</I></div> <div> (Stats are at the bottom)</div> <bR> <div> <TABLE BORDER="0" CELLPADDING="1" CELLSPACING="1" WIDTH="312" BORDERCOLORLIGHT="#C0C0C0" BORDERCOLORDARK="#808080" FRAME="VOID" RULES="NONE" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" > <tR> <tD VALIGN=CENTER HEIGHT= 1136 WIDTH="308"><div> I can't say I've had a hard life, but simply different.</div> <div> My parents were always saying I was fat and that my clothes were way to tight. However, I was completely normal, if not underweight to start with.</div> <div> I became bulimic when I was around 11. I can never really remember when the first time I threw up was. I know I was considering it way before 11 though.</div> <bR> <div> I was raped right after I turned 13. I never ever told anyone. The guy raped me a few more times. I told him to please leave me the fuck alone. He stalked me for 5 months until he finally gave up. During that time period I grew very depressed. I started cutting many times a day. I would burn myself with matches, lighters, anything I could get ahold of.</div> <div> I met this other guy a few weeks before I turned 14.</div> <div> I started dating him. I thought I loved him.</div> <div> I started having sex with him.</div> <div> I got pregnant. I never told. I had a miscarrige. He never knew.</div> <div> He stopped calling me in July. We would have been going out for 2 years this November. He only hit me once, but he was always saying I was worth nothing more than my mouth and my pussy.</div> <div> I seem to attract people like that. I don't know why. It's like I'm too fat to get anyone good for me.</div> <bR> <div> I'm trying to renew my self a little bit.  I started teaching Yoga last year. I stopped this year to take dance. As of now I'm loving dance as much as I can. I take Ballet and Lyrical. Next year I'll be en pointe in ballet. I'm so happy!</div> <div> I've somewhat given up on going so fast with guys and actually having a boyfriend. I'd rather have a boytoy. lol...  There is this guy that has the great body I'm in love with. He's like 21 or something though. He likes me too, but I can't go anywhere with anyone that's older than 18 (parents rule). C'est La Vie I suppose...</div> <bR> <div> Right now my stats are:</div> <div> Age: 15 (almost 16)</div> <div> Weight: 109</div> <div> Height: 5'5"</div> <div> BMI: 18</div> <div> Body Fat %: 13.4</div> <bR> <div> Goals:</div> <div> Weight: 90</div> <div> BMI: 15</div> <div> Body fat %: 11</div> </tD> </tR> </TABLE></div> <bR> <div> <TABLE BORDER="0" CELLPADDING="1" CELLSPACING="1" WIDTH="323" BORDERCOLORLIGHT="#C0C0C0" BORDERCOLORDARK="#808080" FRAME="VOID" RULES="NONE" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" > <tR> <tD VALIGN=CENTER HEIGHT= 19 WIDTH="319"><IMG BORDER="0" SRC="1x1.gif" HEIGHT="19" ALIGN="bottom" WIDTH="319" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></tD> </tR> </TABLE></div> <bR> <bR> </td> </tr></table></body>