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A Mother's Letter To Her Son


Dear Joe Joe,
I know you are doing fine, because you are in Heaven. I am trying to do the best I can, Joseph it is not easy without you baby, I miss you so much, and I am hurting so bad. I did not expect you to leave us so soon, but to God be the Glory. I know how much you wanted to sing, now I know you are enjoying singing with The Great Heavenly Choir. You remember when you and I talked one night and I told you, God has a Master plan for your life. I did not know this was it. Joseph if we could have saved you from this , we would have, you know we would. Joseph if we could do this all over again we would baby. I want you back so much. I don't know how our lives are going to go on without you, Joseph, but with Gods help we will make it, like you always said, everything is in Gods Hands. Joseph you encouraged me so much, even when I did not feel well and did not want to go to Church, I would look at you go on in spite of how you were feeling, Blessed my heart so good. Joseph we will never forget you , I promise, we will be a family again one day, you are only a step away from us. Joseph I miss seeing your Beautiful smile and I miss seeing you watching " Prince of Belair " , and Jamie Fox Show and Men In Black and listening to all your favorite songs, like Men of Standard, PhaseII, and Brian Wilson's songs. When we play your favorite songs, it hurts so much, but it brings so much closeness between us, Joseph you and I were so close, I miss kissing you, touching and holding your hand and telling you how much I love you . Remember when you and I study the Bible together the week before you passed away, and you told me to keep on reading . I miss seeing you in your wheelchair, and I know you don't have to have that anymore, I didn't care if you were in a wheelchair , I just wanted you in the house. It felt so good when we were all together. Joseph , now it feels so empty without you. Joseph I don't understand why you had to leave us, but you always said you were not afraid of dieing, you were such a courageous child. Joseph, I Love You So Much, but Jesus Loves you too. I'm so sorry I could not help you through all the Prayers, fasting and anointing, please forgive me, if we did not come through for you. Please tell Jesus that for me, we are so sorry, ask Him if it was something we did or didn't do for Him, because we really want to please Him. Joseph , you take you rest now, we will see soon baby, you are always on my mind, I want you to stay there baby. Are you alright? De Quan misses you so much, your baby brother and big sister misses you so much too. Your dad is hurting so much, Joseph we really tried, we wanted you to stay with us here so much, but Jesus wanted you too, and He knows best. Please Joseph, don't forget about us. Joseph , You Will Always Be My Hero!, I Love you with all my heart and I send you kisses and hugs.
Stay Strong, you fought a good fight, you keep the Faith, now it is your time to be Blessed, it's your time!!!!
Love Always and Forever ,
Mom
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Another Letter to My Son
Dear Joseph,
I would like to say Happy 19th Birthday and I'm sending you Lots of Kisses and Hugs. Joseph I Thank God for letting me have you for 18 Wonderful years , I enjoyed taking care of you and having you for my son. God Blessed us with you when He gave you to us. I Love you so much and Miss you terribly. You will Forever be in my heart, I will never forget you . I promise you we will be a family again , baby, your sister wishes you a happy Birthday too , she is hurting so much , she misses you so much too. baby you stay on my mind , night and day. I know you are resting in the Arms of Jesus, He will take good care of you , until i see you again. Joseph, you keep on singing with the Angels , because I know how much you love to sing and you did it very well too. I will never forget the last song you sung for us in Church , " Don't Move The Candle Stick Out of It's Place " , you Blessed my heart so much on that day. Every time I hear your songs I feel so close to you , Baby I Love You So Very Very Much, nothing will ever change that.
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Love Always and Forever , Mom
Pictures Taken on Jo Jo's Birthday with the Special shirts we had made in His Memory






This is a Beautiful poem that Kay Des' Ormeaux wrote , the words in it are so true . Thank You Kay for sharing this poem with us . Please visit her homepage. She has so many Beautiful poems she has written there . The Lord has truly Blessed her with this gift .
This is for you " Sylvia "
God Bless You , Love , JoAnn
~ My Mom Is A Survivor ~
My Mom is a survivor , or so I've heard it said .
But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed .
I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand .
She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand .
But like the sands on the beach that never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mom , who thinks of me each day .
She wears a smile for others... a smile of disguise .
But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes .
My mom tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive .
But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive .
As I watch over my surviving mom... through Heaven's open door .
I try to tell her that Angels protect me forever more .
But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears .
So if you get the chance , go visit her... And show her that you care .
For no matter what she says ... no matter what she feels .
My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~ !

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This is me and my daughter Laronda, when I was 9 months pregnant with Joseph
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Mom , Joseph, and his nephew, De Quan
Sitting and talking before going to Church
2003
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Mom, Joseph and John at Disney World
2001
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Mom, Joseph, and John
2001

The midi you are listening to is ,
" It Is No Secret What God Can Do "
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