Midi Playing ~When Tears Go By ~

I’m Hurting So Much

Not one can say your name,
Without causing tears to flow..
The ache under my breast
is cause for concern, I know.
But tell me, what can I do
To stop the ache when I think of you.
I  try so hard to busy myself 
and not to think of you..
But there are so many reminders
I find thats hard to do.
I will get through this, for i have to,,
There are times when I doubt it,
and I cry out to the lord, for help
If for nothing else, but this moment.
The death of a child is so intense, 
The loss of two, makes no sense.
When both of them, are alive and well
They have abandoned me, in this hell.
I cannot ask they suffer as I,
because I wish them only happiness.
I wish now I had been like my mate,
Let them go and face their fate.
But my love for them both, is so strong
I think, how can they do me so wrong.
I asked very little, and thats what i got
Someday, they will know i loved them a lot.
Oh and don't feel bad if someday is to late,
For I will be there to greet you at the gate.
~~ Marilyn Searles ~~
 ©1998

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Pain makes you a stronger person
Love Jen 
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