Java

I think I'm going into java and I feel it feels me

beyond the face of mine
calls a voice of storm
turning me over the deadline
I know all about the world of needs
bleeding on its knees

it took all my pains
threw them into an empty hole
I got a chance to reach the change
in a land of free soul
I can sense here the scream of dying sky
and I'm falling high

I'm watching a melting sunrise
and I'm looking at stars falling down on me
they're burning my heart like they're burning my faith
(it's) a place for mind to escape

until the morning dawn
I must believe in fate
I'm a newborn been born just too late
the wind blows my mind
I can touch here the scream of the dying sky
and I'm falling high

I'm watching...

I've achieved the java
finally got it right
I've achieved the java
yeah I've got it right
I've achieved the java
java, java

I see the light thru my hand
and I feel the peace holding on the key
the ground is falling everywhere I stand
devil smiles around me
but still I'm watching a melting sunrise
and I'm looking at stars falling down on me
they're burning my heart like they're burning my faith and
hey, (it's) a place for mind to escape

* Nykyään tämän biisin nimi on bändin tapaan Jayva eli kaikki javat on korvattu jayvalla...

Even smiling makes my face hurt

I've been waiting
I've been waiting for you
this is your grave
I have made it for you

I call your name on the phone
I know you're there not alone
you're breathing in my ear
someone is kissing your tears
you wanted me to do as I see the best for me
so I've already told, how I sold you, my love,
to save my own

all this longing I feel for you
it's not truly me, it's not truly 'cause of you
that obsession in my head
oh, can't be me 'cause it´s always been you

don't ask me to answer that I heard
'cause even smiling makes my face hurt

once is enough but you've done it twice
you didn't take my advice
you know only victims will hear the recall
well, victims aren't we all

don't ask me to leave all that is mine
'cause you're the all I don't want to resign
I didn't mean the things to go so far
But now it's too late to change what we are

I call your name on the phone
I know you're there not alone
you're breathing in my ear
someone is kissing your tears
you wanted me to do as I see the best for me
so I've already told, how I sold you, my love,
to save my own

see us, see us, see us weep

Just

why are these days so hard for me
and why are these nights so hard to sleep
I don't need you anymore
I don't need your stupid provides about my life
I don't need you to explain
'cause I know you would lie again

go ahead
break my heart and just be proud
go ahead
I'm not a stone, I'm not that hard
just slam the door
and I won't even notice when your gone

I don't know who I'm going to blame
I don't know why i didn't do as you told
I don't know should I feel any shame
if this is all my own fault
and myself, I forgot
but it never was enough
for your claims
and what about my life that I respected
broke down only for you
and you never even expected

just treat me like this
just treat me like a child
you know I fear bliss
you know I fear it with you

sum it up, sum it up, sum it up

I feel that I really want you back
'cause I feel so empty
I just want to
see you, hold you
and tell you how much you ment to me
but now it seems like you don't agree

'cause you treat me like this
you still treat me like a child
you know I fear bliss
you know I fear it

when you're gone
and I'm on my own
on my own
on my own
I was the one who failed
so, please go, please go
go home

I've been better

sitting on a tree of knowledge
watching the world go by
thinking of you on the edge
I wish you'd just fall and die

oh can't you see
life has moved ahead
you cannot know me
'cause we´ve never met
the way tou were tore us apart
now in front of your savage god you're bare

but I don´t care
if you leave right today
oh why should I care
you´ll be gone anyway

nothing's that easy, I taught you so
you're supposed to thank me but how could you know
open your eyes, you're able to see
just turn your back, don't look back at me

I have suffered enough
I won't give in anymore
your touch is too rough
your voice too cold behind the door
I've been better before
you gave me this distress inside
don't make it worse, don't try to ignore

'cause I feel sore
it's time to pay your debt
you just brake your core you
lose more than you get

maybe I never really warned you
oh, maybe I didn´t know how to
hardly I ever found the right way
I was afraid

and you wondered why
I won´t leave you tight
you won't find the answer if you don't try

but I don´t care
if you leave right today
oh why should I care
you´ll be gone anyway
too long, too long you've been here
I have nothing to bare
You can't live forever in me