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WEEKLY UPDATE ~ October 11th 2008 If
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Jaye Kaye TV
- ABOUT ME
I live in rural East Anglia, England. I'm not sure how many people know about Jaye Kaye. But as I go out more and more these days, I think a few people have got the message. But most of the time I'm just an ordinary man. I have the usual male interests in things like cars and football (soccer - for US readers). But when I see a beautiful woman I sometimes think "I wonder what I would look like in that skirt?" So I have to let Jaye Kaye out occasionally, and the net was her first home. In fact she never even had a name until I created these web pages.
Like many others I started young. I can remember being dressed up as a girl by my older sister when I was about three or four. I also remember getting quite turned on seeing Bugs Bunny in drag. As a teenager I would put on my sister's dresses when no one was about. I found it tremendously sexually arousing. That's a feeling that has never totally gone away. At first I thought I was the only person in the world to have discovered the excitement of cross-dressing. I could tell no one. I also found that I was also attracted to some images of other cross-dressers, female impersonators, drag queens, or whatever... as well as myself. Not that there were many to be seen in either the press, on television or in the movies then. But I knew I wasn't gay, men just didn't interest me. But what was going on in my mind? I felt isolated and very guilty about what I was feeling and doing. After all, if I was enjoying myself so much, it just had to be terribly sinful, unfortunately religion can be a great burden. It took a long time to realise that there were others like me around, and that what I was doing was not quite as unusual as I had at first thought. Of course, I do not know quite why I am like this, but I've given up trying to find an explanation. If it's in you, it's in you. Once I used to think my desire to cross-dress was a bit of a curse, but now I look on this as a very special gift that I can enjoy, and share, as long as I am not upsetting anyone else. I'm having a great life.
As a slender youth I thought I could look quite stunning. But I have no decent photographic record of those days. You will just have to take my word for it. Unfortunately I am now well past my prime, and time is fast catching up with Jaye Kaye. This makes for more effort to achieve the effect I am looking for - trying to create an image that I would find attractive in a real woman. As regards my pictures, there is, perhaps, more than a touch of the exhibitionist in Jaye. And with the global audience of the web, I can't resist showing off a bit. But I do not see myself as a role model for the transgendered community. If you find some of my images tacky or gratuitous, sorry, but that's me.
If there was the possibility of an instant, painless sex change, reversible at the click of the fingers, it would be an interesting idea, I must admit. Or even better, if I could inhabit the body of a beautiful young women for the weekend, just as easily as hiring a car, that would be rather appealing too. But I know that I am a man and have no wish to live as a woman full time. Being a man is something I'm quite good at, and it's easier than being a woman! That's real hard work. However, I do go out in public as Jaye occasionally. Getting the balance right between trying to look good but not drawing too much attention to oneself is still a difficult balancing act. Going out in public is great fun, and is almost a spiritual, uplifting, experience, too. I'm not too tall, about 5'8", and I'm not that heavily built... but I can't kid myself that I could pass 100%. Actually, I only dress about once or twice a week, which is just about right for me. After all, it's hard work being a woman.
I was a regular at the Karaoke nights at the Fox and Hounds, Little Bromley, Essex until its closure in August 2007.
Although I am still single, I have the love and support of the most wonderful REAL woman I have ever met. I am incredibly fortunate. She appreciates me either as John or Jaye, and considers me to be a sex bomb, which I find hard to believe. I love her. Anyway, if you wish to me, especially if you want to say something nice, please do. With the internet, nobody out there should feel isolated and alone. But please don't be rude. Also note that I can take for ever to respond, so please be patient or else demand an immediate reply!
My Transgender Movie Guide is something I have worked very hard on. Do visit it, if you have time. It's taken a great deal of time to create and I update it as often as I can. I also run some Yahoo! Groups, Just Like A Woman and Just Like A Woman02, which will be updated when I get time! For the really "anorak"y types there's Transgender Movies where information on tg media can be shared. And for those interested in keeping up on transgender friendly venues and events in the East of England there's Foxy Friends UK.
Could you save a life? Go to https://www.uktransplant.org.uk/ukt/default.jsp and sign up.
