Stabbing Westward : Ungod
LOST:
lost is all i will be
you are all i will be
wasted broken
promise silent
lies
CONTROL:
so much of you is me i don't know just who i am. now i just can't believe in myself or in anything.
and this is what you take from me (4 times)
I gave you my soul i gave you control of me. now i just can't believe in myself or in anything
and this is what you take from me (4 times)
can't you just believe you are my everything
and this is what you take from me (repeat to the point of stupidity)
NOTHING:
some nights i feel like i have died or something deep inside is dying. i try to understand my crimes
but there's nothing that really matters
i don't want to believe in you i can't believe in you (2 times)
i don't want it i don't need it (3 times)
i don't want it but i can't stop myself
now endless questions fil my head some nights i'm frightened by the answers
no you can't hurt me nothings real no pain you cause can last forever
i don't want to believe in you i can't believe in you (2 times)
i don't want it i don't need it (3 times)
i don't want it but i can't stop myself
one night i swore i'd die for you there's nothing else i'd rather die for but i'll try to live another night
there's to much hate to be forgotten
i don't want to believe in you i can't believe in you (2 times)
i don't want it i don't need it (6 times)
i don't want it but i can't stop myself.
ACF:
you are all i am you are all i ever wnat to be i think of you a solitary cry echoes through my throat and
through my mind i think of you
i think i woke up screaming i had a dream that you still loved me i think i woke up screamnig
i think i woke up screaming again
for hours i'll just stare at my ceiling at nothing at all and think of you
the candlelight through bells make shadows just like roses in my mind and I think of you
i think i woke up screaming i had a dream that you still loved me i think i woke up screaming
i think i woke up screaming again
could this last forever or will i die (2 times)
just can i die
maybe i could try to take a bath or drink a little wine and think of you but probably i'll lie naked on the floor
by candlelight and i'll think of you
i think i woke up screming i had a dream that you still loved me i think i woke up screaming again (2 times)
LIES:
your soul a pit of stone, the depths i wish i could have known. Dangerous black and full of spite thoughts
of you fill my night.But now we lay naked on the floor. I'm lost. I'm drowning in you soul.i was searching
for some answer in your eyes i find malicious laughter and a love that has died
you are haunting my reality your lies are the only truth that i believe.
you are haunting my reality now evey time i think about you i die
hatred runs through me marrow deep i long to tear your eyes out in your sleep. this passion can lead to evil
crimes. do i kill you or do i choose to die. acid burn etched through my brain. someone dies before i go
insane. i was searching for some answer in you eyes i found malicious laughter and a love that has died
you are haunting my reality your lies are the only truth that i believe
you are haunting my reality now every time i think about you i die
lies
soon know you'll be gone i wish to god i could have known. i love you i hate you every night
this longing for your soul has got me scared. but now we lay naked on the floor i'm lost i'm
drowning in your soul. i was searching for some answer in your eyes i find malicious laughter
hate and lies fucking lies
you are haunting my reality your eyes are the only truth that i believe
you are haunting my reality now everytime i die
lies
UNGOD:
you don't understand this I think you never did. silently i search for a reason to exist.
I found a way to feel you I feel so fucking old
You're burning up inside me but I feel so fucking cold
you are clutched tight in my fingers. you caress my skin so light.
you are welling up inside me you have finally freed yourself
you are flowing cross my pale skin you are running down my arm
you are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm (2 times)
you stare at me so silent you stare at me so cold
i think you stare right through me that stare has made me old
i've found a way to feel you I feel so fucking old
you're burning up inside me I feel so fucking cold
you are cluthched tight in my fingers you caress my skin so light
you are welling up inside me you have finally freed yourself
you are flowing cross my pale skin you are running down my arm
you are salty as i taste you i have finally made you warm
take this as an offering take this as a sign
take this as an offering how much can you take from
how much can you take from me.
I sink into this darkness i sink into this cold
this emptiness is calling I've nothing left to lose.
I've found a way to kill you I feel so fucking cold
you're burning up inside me i feel so fucking old
you are clutched tight in my fingers you caress my skin so light.
you were welling up inside me you have finally freed yourself
you are flowing cross my pale skin you are running down my arm
you are salty as I taste you i have finally made you warm.
take this as an offering take this as a sign
take this as an offering
how much can you take from (2 times)
take this as an ofering take this as a sign
take this as an offering
how much can you take from
how much can you take from me.
THROW:
The night is cold as i wander through these streets the air is thick with hints of coming rain
your face flashes through my head i swallow pain. so this is what it feels like to be betrayed
this is what it looks like this is what it feels like this is what it tastes like
this is what you've done to me
this is what it looks like this is what it feels like this is what it tastes like when
you throw this all away silent
you throw this all away laughing
you throw this all away.
the lake is rough as i sit quietly remembering how are life used to be
an angry vacant silence fills my head now all the empty promises are dead
this is what it looks like this is what it feels like
this is what it tastes like this is what you've done to me
this is what it looks like this is what it feels like this is what it tastes like when
you throw this all away silent
you throw this all away laughing
you throw this all away (2 times)
the night is old the sky is gray the tears roll off my face die in the rain
an angry vacant silence fills my head now all the empty promises are dead
this is what it looks like this is what it feels like
this is what it tastes like
this is what you've done to me
this is what it looks like this is what it feels like this is what it tastes like when
you throw this all away silent you throw this all away laughing
you throw this all away (2 times)
you throw this all away silent
you throw this all away laughing
you throw this all away (3 times)
VIOLENT MOOD SWINGS:
you've left me with nothing left but questions
you've left me here not knowing who i am
you've left me so much fucking time to hate you
you left me with no choice but to die
violent mood swings
your voice whispers nearly all the time now
reminding me just how worthless i am
sometimes i just here you laugh forever
i want you the fuck out of my head
violent mood swings
you're inside my pain inside my sorrow
i'd die for one last moment inside you
i miss you so fucking bad i am you
whose god will fucking save me now
violent mood swings
RED ON WHITE:
now i'm so tired so so tired of working this out
gonna give myself up up to the truth of what this is of what i am
take from me all of my blood take from me all of my head
this is the best thing i can do why is it me instead of you
i come down
now this is real i can't go back caught up with everything here tonight
going to fuck myself up
going to throw myself away
going to give this to you give you what i've become
first red on white then red on red
i left my soul back in my bed
this is the best ting i can do why is it me instead of you
i come down
CAN'T HAPPEN HERE:
late last night i tripped in violent shades of green
1000 voiceless faces were chasing me
i ran through air as thick as glue
from a thousand fucking faces that looked like you
through night as black as hate my spirit fled
through branches filled with thorns my eyes bled and bled
how could i ever hope to win this race
when every time i close my eyes i see your face
it just can't happen here (repeat)
