Stabbing Westward : Darkest Days

<body topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginheight=0 marginwidth=0> <table cellpadding=0 cellspacing=0 border=0 height="100%"><tr> <td valign="top" width=168 BGCOLOR="#000000" TEXT="#F7F7FF" background="04ea11c3.gif"> <div> <B>Puedes bajarte una canción de ellos </B></div> <div> <A HREF="http://downward.eresmas.com/Why-sw.mp3" TARGET="_top" TITLE="http://downward.eresmas.com/Why-sw.mp3"><U><B>Stabbing Westward - WHY</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id230.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="TraducCión Darkest Days"><U><B>TRADUCCIONES</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> Darkest Days</div> <div> Everything I Touch  (I Break)</div> <div> How Can I Hold on?</div> <div> Drugstore</div> <div> You Complete Me</div> <div> Save Yourself</div> <div> Haunting Me</div> <div> Torn Apart</div> <div> Sometimes It Hurts</div> <div> Drowning</div> <div> Desperate Now</div> <div> Goodbye</div> <div> When I'm Dead</div> <div> The Things I Hate (P.O.M.F.)</div> <div> On your Way  Down</div> <div> Waking Up Beside You</div> <div> Hopeless</div> </td> <td valign="top" BGCOLOR="#000000" TEXT="#F7F7FF"> <div> <A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="tOo fuCkeD uP to CaRe anYmoRe"><U>VOLVER A LA PäGINA prinCIPAL</U></A> . back to the main page</div> <div> <A HREF="id65.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="LetraSLyricS"><U>VOLVER A LYRICS</U></A>. back to the lyrics</div> <div> <IMG SRC="04df4010.gif" border=0 width="500" height="1" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <div> Stabbing Westward : Darkest Days</div> <bR> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> <A HREF="id230.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="TraducCión Darkest Days"><U><B>TRADUCCIONES</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> Darkest Days<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> There are times </div> <div> when I'm just a shell. </div> <div> Where I do not feel </div> <div> anything for anyone. </div> <div> All I feel </div> <div> is hollow and bruised, </div> <div> used up and misused. </div> <div> Forced to be someone </div> <div> I don't want to be. </div> <bR> <div> Have I failed </div> <div> somehow or someway? </div> <div> Will the weight of today </div> <div> finally pull me down to drown </div> <div> in the depths of despair </div> <div> where I am alone </div> <div> except for my rage? </div> <bR> <div> My rage. </div> <div> My pain. </div> <div> I hate my <B>darkest days</B>. </div> <div>  </div> <div> Everything I Touch (I Break)<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> The more I feel, </div> <div> the more I die. </div> <div> Nothing to give. </div> <div> Nothing inside. </div> <bR> <div> <B>Everything I touch</B>, </div> <div> I break. </div> <div> I wanna break you down. </div> <bR> <div> I scratch until... </div> <div> until it bleeds. </div> <div> I do not want. </div> <div> I only need. </div> <bR> <div> <B>Everything I touch</B>, </div> <div> I break. </div> <div> I wanna break you down. </div> <div>  </div> <div> How Can I Hold On?<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> Back when you were my life, </div> <div> you gave me something that I could live for. </div> <div> Now everything's changed </div> <div> and you're gone, </div> <div> but I'm still here waiting. </div> <bR> <div> <B>How can I hold on </B></div> <div> with nothing to hold on to? </div> <div> Why should I hold on </div> <div> when there's nothing to hold on to? </div> <bR> <div> Sex made me feel alive, </div> <div> but now I'm so bored with mindless passion. </div> <div> Drugs were somewhere to hide, </div> <div> but they left me feeling cold and empty. </div> <bR> <div> <B>How can I hold on</B> </div> <div> with nothing to hold on to? </div> <div> Why should i hold on </div> <div> when there's nothing to hold on to? </div> <bR> <div> I thought you were my friend... </div> <div> that you were someone that I could turn to. </div> <div> Now I realise </div> <div> that you were a friend when you needed something. </div> <bR> <div> <B>How can I hold on</B> </div> <div> with nothing to hold on to? </div> <div> Why should I hold on </div> <div> when there's nothing to hold on to? </div> <div>  </div> <div> Drugstore<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> You seduced me, </div> <div> lonely in your hell. </div> <div> Naked, hungry </div> <div> I crawl into your cell. </div> <bR> <div> A virtual <B>drugstore</B> is piled on your bed </div> <div> I can't resist with your tongue inside my head. </div> <bR> <div> How can everything be justified by you? </div> <bR> <div> You get off on watching me bleed. </div> <div> You get off on feeding my disease. </div> <bR> <div> this time will be perfect you explain. </div> <div> Your tongue is as deadly, </div> <div> as a needle through my vein. </div> <bR> <div> How can everything be justified by you? </div> <div> How can my demise be justified by you? </div> <bR> <div> I'm so tired of everything I touch. </div> <div> I'm so tired of needing you so much. </div> <div> How can everything be justified by you? </div> <bR> <div> How can everything be justified by you? </div> <div> How can my demise be justified by you? </div> <div> When did I decide to be crucified by you? </div> <div> How can everything be justified by you? </div> <div>  </div> <div> You Complete Me<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> I am lost </div> <div> in the darkness </div> <div> between two worlds </div> <div> and here I'm struggling. </div> <div> You're the light </div> <div> that I've been seeking </div> <div> 'Cause my whole life </div> <div> there's been something missing. </div> <bR> <div> Only you </div> <div> can make me whole. </div> <div> Just one touch, </div> <div> <B>you complete me</B>. </div> <bR> <div> Rescue me </div> <div> from this black hole. </div> <div> It sucked me in </div> <div> and left me dying. </div> <div> You're the truth </div> <div> that I've been seeking. </div> <div> 'Cause my whole life </div> <div> I've been lying. </div> <bR> <div> Only you </div> <div> can make me whole. </div> <div> Just one touch, </div> <div> <B>you complete me</B>. </div> <bR> <div> God, I pray </div> <div> you find me worthy </div> <div> of the right to stand beside you, </div> <div> and of your truth, </div> <div> and of your passion, </div> <div> and of the right </div> <div> to sleep beside you. </div> <bR> <div> Only you </div> <div> can make me whole. </div> <div> Just one touch, </div> <div> <B>you complete me</B>. </div> <div>  </div> <div> Save Yourself<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> I know your life is empty, </div> <div> And you hate to face this world alone. </div> <div> Your searching for an angel. </div> <div> Someone who can make you whole. </div> <bR> <div> I cannot save you. </div> <div> I can't even save myself. </div> <div> So just <B>save yourself</B>. </div> <bR> <div> I know that you've been damaged. </div> <div> Your soul has suffered such abuse. </div> <div> I am not your saviour. </div> <div> I am just as fucked as you. </div> <bR> <div> I cannot save you. </div> <div> I can't even save myself. </div> <div> So just <B>save yourself</B>. </div> <bR> <div> Please don't take pity on me. </div> <bR> <div> My life has been a nightmare. </div> <div> My soul is fractured to the bone. </div> <div> If I must be lonely, </div> <div> I think I'd rather be alone. </div> <bR> <div> You cannot save me. </div> <div> You can't even save yourself. </div> <div> I cannot save you. </div> <div> I can't even save myself. </div> <div> <B>Save yourself. </B></div> <div> So just <B>save yourself</B>. </div> <bR> <div> Haunting Me<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> Everywhere I go I see your face. </div> <div> And every sound I hear </div> <div> is the sound of your voice. </div> <div> Why are you haunting me? </div> <div> Why can't I let you go? </div> <bR> <div> Why are you <B>haunting me</B>? </div> <bR> <div> Everything about me is a lie. </div> <div> At least it feels that way </div> <div> when I look in your eyes. </div> <div> The truth scares the shit out of me. </div> <div> Whoever said love is real, </div> <div> or love is blind, </div> <div> has never felt the way that I feel. </div> <bR> <div> What does it matter? </div> <div> What's done is done </div> <div> and I should get on with my life. </div> <bR> <div> Why are you <B>haunting me</B>? </div> <bR> <div> I don't know what it is </div> <div> but I can't seem to make myself forget. </div> <div> Was it something that you said? </div> <div> Or is it all the guilt inside my head? </div> <bR> <div> Why are you <B>haunting me</B>? </div> <bR> <div> Torn Apart<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> I know I should have told you. </div> <div> I was so afraid you'd leave. </div> <div> And now there's nothing left to say... </div> <div> Well, nothing that you'd believe. </div> <bR> <div> I never meant to hurt you </div> <div> with the things I couldn't say. </div> <div> I'd promised you tomorrow </div> <div> while denying you today. </div> <bR> <div> <B>These lies have torn my world apart. </B></div> <bR> <div> A darkness grows inside me </div> <div> in fading shades of gray. </div> <div> All the colors of the world </div> <div> are slowly sucked away. </div> <bR> <div> I'm sinking ever deeper </div> <div> to a place that's cold and black. </div> <div> I can't believe I've lost you </div> <div> and you're never coming back. </div> <bR> <div> <B>These lies have torn my world apart. </B></div> <bR> <div> Soon the night will take me </div> <div> and save me from my pain. </div> <div> Cloak me in cold darkness </div> <div> and help me lose your name. </div> <bR> <div> <B>These lies have torn my world apart. </B></div> <bR> <div> Sometimes It Hurts<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> Six o'clock in the morning, </div> <div> my head is ready to explode. </div> <div> I can't believe I made it home alive. </div> <div> I don't remember where I went or </div> <div> what I was drinking. </div> <div> I know it made me sick </div> <div> and i'm not denying that </div> <div> I get this way </div> <div> when I try to get over you. </div> <bR> <div> <B>Sometimes it hurts</B> so much </div> <div> to lose the one you love. </div> <bR> <div> I tried so hard to hate you </div> <div> but it only makes things worse. </div> <div> I only end up hating myself. </div> <div> And as my hatred grows </div> <div> so do the lies. </div> <div> It's hard to face the truth sometimes. </div> <div> God, I feel so useless. </div> <bR> <div> God, I hate myself </div> <div> when I try to get over you. </div> <div> I hate myself. </div> <div> Will I ever get over you? </div> <bR> <div> <B>Sometimes it hurts</B> so much </div> <div> to lose the one you love. </div> <bR> <div> And after all this time you'd think </div> <div> I'd understand the way you feel, </div> <div> but no. </div> <div> I only think about myself. </div> <bR> <div> It ends tonight, here and now. </div> <div> I always knew it would one day. </div> <bR> <div> <B>Sometimes it hurts</B> so much </div> <div> to lose the one you love. </div> <div>  </div> <div> Drowning<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> I'm <B>drowning</B> in my faith. </div> <div> nothing real </div> <div> nothing left </div> <div> nothing </div> <div> abusing myself </div> <div> thinking </div> <div> deeper down </div> <div> silent </div> <div> believing </div> <div> this behind </div> <div> nothing left but me </div> <div> I'm hating myself </div> <div> hating </div> <div> everyone hates </div> <div> my mind </div> <div> Everyone has changed. </div> <div> Eeverything has changed. </div> <div> Everyone has changed </div> <div> but me. </div> <div>  </div> <div> Desperate Now<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> I keep breaking all the promises </div> <div> that I keep making to myself. </div> <div> You'd think, by now, that I'd be over this. </div> <div> Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself. </div> <bR> <div> So why does everything seem <B>desperate now</B>?</div> <div> I should be feeling so alive. </div> <div> But it feels like something's missing. </div> <div> Something's wrong somehow. </div> <div> It feels like something deep inside has died. </div> <bR> <div> So why do I feel <B>desperate now</B>? </div> <div> Why do I feel empty? </div> <div> Why do I feel <B>desperate now</B>? </div> <bR> <div> I keep breaking all the promises </div> <div> that I keep making to myself. </div> <div> But promises mean nothing to me anymore. </div> <div> Circling betrayal, </div> <div> I spiral into hell. </div> <bR> <div> So why do I feel <B>desperate now</B>? </div> <div> Why do I feel empty? </div> <div> Why do I feel <B>desperate now? </B></div> <div>  </div> <div> Goodbye<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> So this is where I say <B>goodbye. </B></div> <div> This is where our story ends. </div> <div> And if there's one thing that I've learned from life, </div> <div> it's that it gets you in the end. </div> <div> And so, goodbye, my friend. </div> <div> <B>Goodbye. </B></div> <div> <B>Goodbye</B>, my friend. </div> <div> <B>Goodbye. </B></div> <div>  </div> <div> When I'm Dead<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> I know the children crying </div> <div> in your bed are not alone. </div> <div> I've cried those tears a thousand times. </div> <div> But those shallow, empty songs about suicide- </div> <div> all patronizing. </div> <div> You've got to learn to face your fears. </div> <div> Do you think I'll feel as lonely </div> <div> <B>when I'm dead</B>? </div> <div> It can silence all the voices in my head. </div> <div> I close my eyes but I can't make it go away. </div> <div> Do you think I'm feeling lonely; </div> <div> can I pray that I'm not lonely; </div> <div> <B>when I'm dead</B>? </div> <bR> <div> When I'm dead. </div> <bR> <div> <B>When I'm dead</B> I won't feel any pain. </div> <div> 'Cause when I'm dead I won't feel any thing. </div> <bR> <div> <B>When I'm dead </B></div> <bR> <div> I know the songs your singing... </div> <div> singing nothing loud and clear. </div> <div> I've heard that song a thousand times. </div> <div> Just shallow, empty lies about suicide- </div> <div> all patronizing. </div> <div> You can never understand what I feel. </div> <div> Do you think I'll feel as lonely </div> <div> <B>when I'm dead</B>? </div> <div> It can silence all the voices in my head. </div> <div> I close my eyes but I can't make it go away. </div> <div> Do you think I'll feel as lonely; </div> <div> can I pray that I'm not lonely; </div> <div> <B>when I'm dead</B>? </div> <bR> <div> <B>When I'm dead. </B></div> <bR> <div> The Thing I Hate (P.O.M.F)<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity </div> <div> Nothing that you hold sacred, </div> <div> Nothing you believe. </div> <div> Life is a contradiction. </div> <div> While you thrive on manipulation </div> <div> I fight to just hold on to what I believe. </div> <bR> <div> I won't become <B>the thing I hate. </B></div> <div> I won't become you. </div> <bR> <div> You treated me like I'm a worthless piece of shit. </div> <div> You think you're in control but you make me sick. </div> <div> I want to watch you suffer </div> <div> the way that you made me suffer. </div> <div> I want to fuck up everything you've ever loved. </div> <bR> <div> I won't become <B>the thing I hate. </B></div> <div> I won't become you. </div> <div>  </div> <div> On Your Way Down<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> I hope I see you <B>on your way down.</B> </div> <div> I hope you break every bone. </div> <div> I hope it kills you <B>on your way down. </B></div> <div> And I hope you die alone. </div> <bR> <div> All of your hate </div> <div> and all of your lies. </div> <div> Will it be worth it? </div> <div> When all of your friends refuse to be alibis, </div> <div> will it be worth it? </div> <bR> <div> I'll see you <B>on your way down </B></div> <bR> <div> It's kinda sad to watch you break down. </div> <div> You greedy fuck, you pissed it all away. </div> <div> So who will catch you <B>on your way down</B>? </div> <div> You've only got yourself to blame. </div> <bR> <div> When all your worst fears materialize, </div> <div> will it be worth it? </div> <div> There's nobody left who cares you're alive. </div> <div> Was it worth it? </div> <bR> <div> I'll see you <B>on your way down. </B></div> <bR> <div> Waking Up Beside You<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> I've been so alone for so long. </div> <div> Forgotten by the world. </div> <div> Forgotten to myself. </div> <div> Your effervescent eyes have awakened me </div> <div> and brushed the dust away. </div> <div> But I knew you'd never stay. </div> <bR> <div> So I memorized the color of your eyes </div> <div> as I lost myself inside you. </div> <div> And I memorized the way our legs entwined </div> <div> as I drifted off beside you. </div> <bR> <div> I miss... </div> <div> God, I miss </div> <div> <B>waking up beside you. </B></div> <bR> <div> At night I cling to you. </div> <div> I'm so afraid... </div> <div> Afraid the day will come </div> <div> when I'll wake and find you gone. </div> <div> But you promised that you'd not abandon me </div> <div> And kissed my fears away. </div> <div> But I woke up to that day. </div> <bR> <div> But I memorized the way our eyes would meet </div> <div> reflected in the bathroom mirror. </div> <div> And I memorized your naked silhouette </div> <div> as you slowly brushed your hair. </div> <bR> <div> I miss... </div> <div> God, I miss </div> <div> <B>waking up beside you. </B></div> <bR> <div> I've been so alone for so long. </div> <div> I forgot how much it hurts </div> <div> to wake up so alone. </div> <bR> <div> And I memorized how warm your body felt </div> <div> as you lay half asleep beside me. </div> <div> And I memorized the way the sunlight filled the room </div> <div> and played upon our bodies. </div> <bR> <div> I miss... </div> <div> God, I miss </div> <div> <B>waking up beside you. </B></div> <bR> <div> HOPELESS<FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#FFFFCC" FACE="Verdana" > </FONT></div> <div> With innocence</div> <div> Stumbling around</div> <div> Holding onto anyone</div> <div> Who'll hold onto you</div> <div> Innocence</div> <div> This hurt again</div> <div> But is it really worth the pain? </div> <div> You are helpless</div> <div> You are selfish</div> <div> You are hollwow inside</div> <div> You are <B>holpeless</B> </div> <div> Innocence</div> <div> Lost along the way</div> <div> To anywhere and anyone</div> <div> Who'll hold onto you</div> <div> Innocene</div> <div> This hurt again</div> <div> But is it really worth the pain? </div> <div> You are helpless</div> <div> You are selfish</div> <div> You are hollow inside</div> <div> You are <B>hopeless</B> </div> <bR> </td> </tr></table></body>