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Vast - Vast
Here
Where do I put the shame?
It feels like a broken toy
I can't play with anymore
Where do I put the hate?
To a pixilated screen
I can't watch anymore
All I know is that
I'm here drifting
somewhere in the vast
somewhere in the eternity
and I never want to leave
Where do I put the books
There's so many I could read
but they are all filled with lies
Where do I put the lies
There's so many I could say
but it seems they're in the books
I have faith that you're out there living high
up in the vast
somewhere in eternity
and you're never going to leave
have I been telling
lies to myself?
Hold me now you know
I am so afraid to be at all
Have I been telling lies to myself?
Hold me now you know
I am so afraid to love at all
Where do I put the love?
Where do I put the love?
Touched
Touched, you say that I am too
So much of what you say is true
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I'll never find someone quite like you, like you
The razors and the dying roses
plead I don't leave you alone
The demi-gods and hungry ghosts
God, God knows I'm not at home
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I'll never find someone quite like you again
I looked into your eyes and
saw a world that does not exist
I looked into your eyes and
saw a world I wish I was in
I'll never find someone quite as touched as you
I'll never love someone quite the way that I loved you
Dirty Hole
I saw the grave stones
I saw nine year old boys
Somehow I knw they hated me
You can live as long as you want to live
Lately all I want is to be in your hole
Sleep without a dream
as cold as it seems
It's my destiny
How many men have been
in your sacred hole
(How many dead men God?)
As I spread her thighs
My life flashes before my eyes
Soothing, disturbing
I'm intoxicated with fear
How many men have died?
In your dirty hole
How many men lay dead
from this killing hole
Pretty When You Cry
You're made of my rib or baby
You're made of my sin
and I can't tell where your lust ends
and where your love begins
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you
I didn't want to hurt you
but you're pretty when you cry
and the moon gives me
permission and I enter
through her eyes
She's losing her virginity and
all her will to compromise
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you
I didn't want to hurt you
but you're pretty when you cry
I didn't want to fuck you baby
I didn't want to fuck you
I didn't want to fuck you
but you're pretty when you're mine
I didn't really love you baby
I didn't really love you
I didn't really love you
but I'm pretty when I lie
You hurt me baby
I hurt you baby
If you knew how much I love you
you would run away
but when I treat you bad
it always makes you want to stay
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I'm Dying
Jesus Christ
are you the son of God
I want to know
you ask that I believe
Not one day goes by
that I don't compromise your love
for the cold love of the world
it's killing me through my own evil pride
Not one day goes by that I don't know that I'm dying
Jesus Christ
are you the savior of the world
I want to see but I still believe
Not one day goes by that I don't realize I know
that no one will ever know where the flowers go
when they are gone
Not one day goes by that I don't know that I'm dying.
I want to say you all are too.
Flames
Close your eyes
let me touch you now
let me give you something
that is real
Close the door
leave your fears behind
let me give you
what you're giving me
You are the only thing
that makes me want to live at all
When I am with you
there's no reason to pretend that
when I am with you
I feel the flames again
just put me inside you
I would never ever leave
Just put me inside you
I would never ever leave you
Temptation
I went in the desert
I went searching for the truth
I stumbled across you and I
know you're not the truth
I went in the ocean
I came looking for some love
All I found is that I found
I haven't found enough
I stand alone now
I stand alone
Can you save me from myself
You are my temptation
to do what I know is
you are my temptation
to do what I knew is wrong
What I knew is wrong is you
they've been killing children
and nobody seems to care
They've been laughing at my God
My God wouldn't dare
You are my temptation
Three Doors
They whisper words into my ears
One speaks of truth and
one speaks of fears
My disabilities don't get in my way
I look to the future and live day to day
Three doors to go through
I only want the one that leads to you
They say there's three doors to go through
I only what the one that leads to you
because only one leads to you
and who's to blame?
I could assume the lonliness of my white room
I saw the circles inside the squares
and yes it can be so hard to be aware
[Chorus]
This your only chance at,
immortality, I'll give you strength
but I cannot give you the keys.
The Niles Edge
My name spells joy
I can't remember darkness
Except a dream you saved my life
Do you wonder what you saw
floating softly at the niles edge
wandering eyes
commitments never can last
it feels so cold to know our name
I've never known you and I never will
What difference does indifference take
Do you regret what you saw
floating softly at the niles edge
alone
Do you regret
regret what you did
running softly
softly from the niles edge
alone
Somewhere Else to Be
Every time that I cry out
no one ever comes to me
Every time that I reach out
No one ever rescues me
I wish I could hide from everyone
Is there somewhere else to be
Is there somewhere else to be
Take me in
I want out
That's all I need
I wish I could run from everything
Track 11
Instrumental song, No lyrics.
You
Your dress looks good on you my love
and your house looks like it's heaven
Why are there so many people outside of it
Everything you have will be
You can't take anything with you except the love
the love I have for you
Your eyes look like they're from God
and your face looks like it's from God
Why are you?
Going to be outside eternity
Everything we know will be
[Chorus]
I know you want to
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