4. headphones. hello. im never alone. ever. i try to get away from it all. away from everything. alone. its impossible. i put on my headphones to get away from everyone. the music drowns out the sound of words, keys, tears. i turn the music louder. i know someone is trying to talk to me. i ignore them. this is my time. the strings spiral inside my head, the music soothes my brain. thousands of miles from home, i sit with music in my head. people around me carry on, as if nothing has changed. looking up, i see they are all there. music is my only retreat from them, my only time alone. i close my eyes. for those seconds i am alone. away from everything. i never want this music to end, but i know it has to. |