"REALITY......" by EMH.


Insecurity is something felt. Have we control over the insecurities that we have? Feelings are something felt, have we control over what we feel? Jealousy is something we dislike but is it our fault that jealousy is felt?

Truth be told, when you realise that someone feels these, it makes you wonder, why? Why did I make them feel this way? It was never our intention! We did not realise that the close bond that is shared between the two of us is such a threat to you.

The friendship that I am part of is a forever thing unlikely to change. We both know that change is inevitable but our friendship has stayed the same this long proving to strengthen and strengthen.

Our everlasting honestly must have its say. Friends are closer but what can be said about our friendship? -A relationship that has been through so much. No one else can share that connection.

People comment on this friendship and see the closeness we share yet to some, intimidation is felt. Some think that we don't share things with others but the truth is we do, just that details are not important to either of us, so they feel that we keep things back.

Yes we are closer than most people are but its not something to feel threatened about. We have history that can not be forgotten something that has aged us in more ways than one.

Our eyes must have been tightly closed because we were blinded by our happiness that the insecurity of others never registered within, until it was bluntly said. Should we change our friendship? Could we? No the answer is simple, NO! It will be and always stay, no! Yet why do we feel like we are both being selfish?

All we ever wanted is for our friendship to be as it always has, to reinforce as we grow. We don't want others to feel vulnerable. We wish that the happiness could be felt instead and that friends would rather be happy that two people have such a close attachment. Threat was never a want.

We are sorry for causing you to feel this way, even though we had no clue. You're our friend regardless of our relationship. That's not gonna change we just wish that you could see beyond the close bond we share. Our relationship means a lot to the both of us.

But your friendship means a great deal too, and we hope that this does not change even though we don't understand fully your reasons for why you feel the way you do. Because without a doubt we cannot change our relationship or the way we are.