My original poetry.

Find my poems here.

There are a few poems that
are here at the moment. More
will be updated soon.

The first poem on the link
below is dedicated to a
special friend of mine,
Chandeep.

Shes been there for me on
countless moments in my
life when I have needed her.
This is my way of saying
thank you.

(Hon, this is for you im s**ry
for saying T***k you. I know you
don't like it. ;1 )

The other poems deal with issues
that we all go through, pain and
suffering and the lose of an
important family member.

She.

She has constantly been there through the laughter and the tears, I want to wish her health, happiness and prosperity and love.

The memories are those that will last a life time but they are not going to stop building, these recollections will grow just like our friendship will to be one that is strong and unforgetting.

I treasure those fun times that we have embraced with laughter that seem to accompany the two of us! Those will be within my heart always and I know that they haven't ceased here.

I'm not gonna let her walk out my life or leave me in her past, I want to be there to see her achieve her goals and dreams, to let her know how proud I really am. Just as I know that she'll be there for me in the same way, no matter what.

But there is one thing I have to do, to let her know what she means to me, to let her know how important she actually means to me, how important she is and her friendship! Thank you for being there when I most needed you, I love you for that! I wish that I can be every bit of the true friend that you deserve.

By Chetana.Copyright 2000.

Its not worth the pain

Here hand over my heart, I have to carry on, I know I'll find my way.I'll keep that memory of what used to be. That love that used to be.

With all my love for you, I can find a way to move on to carry on without you. I just have to keep you far in my memory. Make sure you learn to care for the others well, not like you did me!!!

I know that I can cope without you beside me,I just close my eyes and there you are.Thousands of miles distance is what we need. If not I don't think I could ever leave.

I wanted to give you everything yet I know that I shouldn't now, its changed, we've changed, thus its time to move on. This will be the best for me. FOR ME!!!!!!!

As I close my eyes I can see myself there with you as I used to be, as my heart skips its beat will you not let me leave??? Before I was willing to walk the earth and back again just for you, but I know now that was never, never true.

Forgive yourself, I know that I can and I have learnt that my heart will heal, all in time. Here hand over my heart you?ll find your way. My broken soul is the only thing that I associate with you.

I can't give back that filled with such grieving pain, all caused by you,I?ve found the truth, I have just stopped loving you.

I'm trying to get stronger trying to keep away from this damn agony. So goodbye my sweet love, I have come to say its over.

Written under the alias EMHamilton. Copyright.

February 14th

Feburary 14th 2000. What a cold day. A day that means so much to others. Became significant to me, but for the wrong reasons.

The world came to a stand still for me and my family when the news came. The news that would destroy the future ahead. The plans made soon changed yet everyone goes through this at least once.

What a way for the world to shatter as i know it, People come and go, just going is more painful when you love them so.My grandfather is dead!!

Gone from this world taken while in flight.Feburary 14th will never stay the same again it will always remind me of the night before- when the news came. Heartbreak and tears will constantly come with.