Part Four Natalie's mind was spinning as she went over her dreaded paperwork. Between having off last night and leaving early two nights before that, she was woefully backlogged. She had come in extra early tonight so she could make up for the lost time. To make matters worse, she couldn't get her argument with Lacroix out of her head. She hadn't intended on arguing with the elder vampire when she decided to go confront him, but he'd made her so angry. She had discussed it with Nick when he had come home last night, and he told her about his own visit with his maker. He had been astonished to realize that he understood, and could even relate to Lacroix's feelings. Nick wasn't sure if he had been more surprised by the fact that Lacroix hadn't blocked off his emotions, or that he had voiced them. As Natalie had started to look over the reports, she was startled by the sound of Lacroix's voice. He apologized for his behavior the night before, while somehow keeping his customary pride and dignity intact. She had tried to apologize for her reaction, but he waved it away, explaining that her reaction was justified. He told Natalie that she could only judge him by what she knew of him, and he intended to prove to her that he had indeed changed. She sighed as she picked up the papers she had dropped when Lacroix appeared. Hopefully, she would be able to catch up with these reports. She just had one more thing she had to do first; she picked up the phone and called Marguerite. ******************** *** You take me in No questions asked You strip away the ugliness That surrounds me Are you an angel? Am I already that gone? I only hope that I won't disappoint you When I'm down here on my knees Sweet surrender Is all that I have to give *** Lacroix stood deep in thought, staring out at the water. He had made all the arrangements he could for the moment. Whatever happened next was out of his hands, and he didn't like the feeling one bit. He had left Marguerite alone all evening, and was relieved when he sensed her presence nearby. Marguerite approached Lacroix slowly, still unsure of what she was going to say. After taking her time bathing and getting dressed, she had wandered into the living room to find the coffee table full of gifts. There was a vase filled with a large arrangement of wildflowers, along with another chilled bottle and a note. She had just poured herself a drink and picked up the note when the phone rang. It wasn't until she was getting ready to hang up that she read Lucien's note requesting that she meet him at the lake. A glance at the clock on her way out the door confirmed her suspicion that she was already late. He was truly sorry. Even if she hadn't read it in his blood last night, she could sense it radiating from him now. Marguerite had already forgiven him in her mind, but by the time she'd reached Lacroix's back she'd decided not to give into him so easily. Silently, she rested a hand on his shoulder. He said softly, "I was beginning to think you weren't coming." As he turned to face her, Marguerite said, "I was talking to Natalie. She called to tell me that you came by the morgue to see her. Were you waiting long?" "Not at all," Lacroix replied, "I had some other business that required my attention as well. I was concerned that I would be late myself. I didn't want to leave you waiting; you're angry enough as it is." She sighed, "I'm not angry, Lucien, not anymore." She paused, and Lacroix thought the better of asking if he was forgiven. As much as it pained him, he had decided to let Marguerite take the lead; they would discuss the subject when she wanted to do so. She put her arms around his neck and asked, "Aren't you going to kiss me hello?" Surprised, Lacroix returned her embrace and kissed her. When the kiss was over he murmured, "You look beautiful, mon amour." Marguerite smiled up at him. "Thank you. It's a beautiful dress, Lucien...and so were the flowers. Where are we going this evening?" Lacroix smiled back. "I thought I would take you to the movies, Marguerite. You're always complaining that I don't like to go. I have something of a romantic nature that's much more creative planned for a later date." Her smile turned impish. "I'll look forward to it. It wouldn't have anything to do with the fact that Natalie found out that she and Nicolas mysteriously have an extra day off in a few weeks, would it?" He merely smiled in response. Marguerite took his hand and started to lead him to the car. She was impressed by the fact he was willing to actually go by car instead of using more...supernatural means. It was going to be an interesting night. ******************** Nat sorted through the papers that she'd dropped when Lacroix had come in the room. One of these was the report on the OD they had found in the alley outside Marguerite's store. The tox screen had shown nothing, absolutely nothing. The autopsy had shown that the man had died of a heart attack, which Natalie had assumed was caused by an overdose. He was too young and in relative good health for it to have occurred naturally, and instinctively Natalie suspected foul play. There were other drugs to test for, if you knew to look for them. She picked up the phone to order more tests. ******************** Two weeks later... Lacroix checked his watch as he walked into Fleur-de-lis. They had plenty of time to meet Nicholas and Natalie, but he just *knew* Marguerite was not going to be ready yet. He sighed; this had probably been the most hellish two weeks of his entire life...not that he didn't deserve it, he supposed. While they had been getting along wonderfully in all other areas, Marguerite was still sleeping in the guest bedroom. He was not at all happy about it, and he'd been taking it out on everyone around him. After a week, Miklos politely suggested that he avoid the Raven to keep from scaring any more customers away. He had just convinced himself to press the issue tonight--to hell with his vow to let Marguerite take her time--when he was brought up short by the sound of sound of a child's rapid heartbeat...and laughter. He moved to stand silently in the doorway, watching Marguerite crawl around on the floor with a small child. It went without saying that she was not ready for their evening out, but he remained unmoving in the doorway, unwilling to interrupt. Instead, he studied the child before him. She was an adorable little moppet, with honey blonde hair caught up in two pigtails. She was staring intently at some inexpensive bauble that Marguerite had just placed in her hands. The child held it as carefully as if it were a precious heirloom. Her entire face lit up as Marguerite informed the child that she could keep it. It was then that Marguerite seemed to sense his presence and met his gaze. "Lucien..." she trailed off as she stood up and brushed off her pants. Lacroix watched for a moment before looking down at the tiny form that was now tugging at his pants leg. "Hello." she said shyly. He couldn't help smiling down at the child before replying, "Hello." Her eyes were a deep chocolate brown. She held up the object in her hand. "See what Aunt Maggie gave to me?" Unable to resist, Lacroix knelt down to have a closer look. It was a small marcasite pin; it was fairly old, but certainly not as old as some of the jewelry in the store. He looked at Marguerite as he noted, "It's beautiful." Marguerite smiled as she toyed with one of the girl's pigtails. "Siobhan is Anna's daughter. I told Anna I would watch her for a little bit while she ran an errand. She should be back soon." Anna was the woman who ran Marguerite's store during the day, and Lacroix recalled that she had two children, a boy and a girl. He stood up and said noncommittally, "Really?" She ignored his comment and said, "She's only five, and she really should be getting ready for bed soon. Maybe you'd like to tell Siobhan a story while I get changed?" Siobhan threw her arms around his leg and pleaded, "Oh please, Uncle Lucien!" Lacroix stiffened slightly, but not enough so that the child would notice. "Certainly, child. We'll sit on the couch and I'll tell you a story." he said aloud; through their link he said, "You taught her that on purpose." As Marguerite turned to walk into the bathroom adjoining her office, she tossed back through their link, "Make it a nice story, *Uncle* Lucien." When she emerged from the bathroom, Marguerite found Siobhan curled up on Lacroix's lap. She was sound asleep, and still clutching the brooch tightly. Even though Siobhan's head was resting on his arm, Lacroix looked far more comfortable than he had before. Marguerite was smiling as she whispered, "She's beautiful, isn't she? Admit it, Lucien, she's not so bad." Lacroix only looked at her; his expression clearly indicating that the topic was not up for even a teasing conversation. Lacroix's expression changed as he held her gaze. Marguerite instinctively knew what he wanted; just because she had held herself back from him didn't mean she hadn't missed him. In a husky voice she whispered, "Tonight, Lucien, I promise." She approached him and gave him a kiss. "Thank you for watching Siobhan for me. I really appreciate it," she purred into his ear. Lacroix caught her mouth in a kiss before replying, "I look forward to your show of gratitude, Marguerite." ++++++++++++++++++++ Marguerite sighed as she rested her elbows on the railing. If she leaned over, she could see the water lapping against the boat. She had tired of this quickly enough, and picked up the pendant hanging around her neck in order to study it again. Lucien had given it to her before they had left to meet Nick and Natalie. It was hung from a long gold chain so that when she let go of the disc, it rested in between her breasts. She smiled as she traced the design...around the outer edge was a laurel wreath intertwined with daisies, and inside that was an eagle. Lucien had explained that the eagle was the standard that Roman legions fought under. Marguerite already knew that, but she let him explain it anyway. "I'll show you mine if you show me yours," Nat's teasing voice penetrated the silence. Marguerite turned and smiled at her friend. "You've already seen mine...show me yours." Nat proudly held out a similar pendant, this one in the shape of the shield of Brabant. Marguerite took it in her fingers in order to look at it more closely. It was Brabant's coat of arms, quartered with a caduceus, the symbol of the medical profession. She let go of the shield as she looked up and asked, "Do you know what this symbolizes?" Natalie picked it up and looked at it before replying, "Well, I know what the symbols are, but I'm not sure what they mean on the shield." "Well, a shield was sometimes quartered when two families joined; Lucien is acknowledging your importance in Nick's life. I'm rather impressed. Did Uncle Nick like it?" Nat leaned back against the railing. "He liked it a lot, but I didn't know why until now." ******************** After Natalie left the room, Nick clapped Lacroix on the shoulder in an affectionate gesture. "The shield...it's beautiful. I just wanted you to know how much it means to me. Thank you, Lucien." Uneasy with such a rare display of affection and familiarity from his son, it took Lacroix a moment to reply, "You're quite welcome, Nicholas. I wanted a symbol of Natalie's place in our family...of her importance in your life. Despite recent events, I *have* grown quite fond of her." "I know," Nick said softly after a moment, his voice thick with emotion. Also uneasy with the closeness, he decided to lighten the mood. "So, daisies and laurel leaves intertwined...who's captured whom, Lacroix?" Lacroix smiled mysteriously. "That would depend on with whom you speak." Nick's eyes twinkled. "Well, I think I'd prefer to believe that it's mutual." "As would I, Nicholas." The rest of their talk came easier, and they were in the middle of a friendly debate when Natalie and Marguerite entered the room. Marguerite cleared her throat to get their attention, and she was smiling as the men looked up. She asked, "Are you ready to go, Lucien?" Lacroix stood up and looked at her with a glint in his eye. "If you insist on cutting such a wonderful evening short, Marguerite, I suppose we could leave Nicholas and Natalie alone for the rest of the cruise." After Lacroix and Marguerite had gone, Nick turned to Natalie and looked at her expectantly. "Do you want to tell me what's been bothering you, Nat, or do I have to guess?" Natalie looked surprised. "Bothering me?" "Well, maybe not over the last few days, but for awhile there you were definitely stressing over something. I didn't want to smother you with concern, but I want you to know that you can talk to me if you want. I'm not totally clueless, you know." He smiled softly as he finished. Nat had been very reassured by her conversation with Anastasia, who had arrived about a week before. Anastasia had been childless also, though not for lack of trying. She hadn't given too many details, but Natalie had gotten the feeling that one of the reasons that Anastasia had chosen to come across was her trouble with conceiving and carrying a child to term. "I didn't think you were; I just didn't want you to feel guilty about my worries." Natalie smiled back. "It's just that it was close to the anniversary of Cynthia's murder, and I had to do an autopsy on a little girl. I got to thinking about how I won't ever be able to have children if we never find a cure." "Is that the night Lacroix came to get me?" She nodded. "As I was leaving the morgue, I ran into Sasha and he followed me to the park. I told him that I wanted to be alone, and instead he went and got Maggie. I felt better after I told her about it, but she thought I should talk to Anastasia too." Nick looked confused. "Why?" "Anastasia didn't tell me too much, but she did tell me that she never had a baby either." Nick's eyes grew wide in understanding. "It couldn't have been easy on her, Nat. There was a lot of pressure on a woman to bear children back then; if a woman didn't conceive, she would be put aside." "So she told me. I didn't want to say anything to you, because I didn't want you to blame yourself. I would have like to have children one day, but having children doesn't mean as much to me if that means I can't be with you, Nick." Nick put his arms around Natalie and kissed her. "I'm beginning to understand that now, Nat. But I'm going to be optimistic that we will have children one day." ******************** Two nights later... The moon was bright, full and hung low in the sky. Lacroix watched to reflection of light play along the waves as he waited. After what seemed to be an interminable amount of time, he sensed her approach. He didn't turn right away, pretending to be lost in thought. Marguerite studied her lover as she drew closer. Outwardly he looked relaxed and contemplative, but she could feel a sense of anticipation through their link and it was contagious. Making him wait had only added to the sensations flowing between them; it was all she could do to keep from running to him. When she had left for her store Lacroix had still been in the shower. While Anna took care of the customers during the daylight hours, Marguerite would occasionally keep the store open for those who were...nocturnal by nature. Tonight had been just such an occasion. The customer in question had taken forever to make a selection, but when she'd left her wallet was significantly lighter, having paid a small fortune for a very old earring and necklace set. Lacroix turned to greet her at the last moment; he smiled widely when he saw what Marguerite had chosen to wear. She wore a forest green dress with a short skirt. The color not only complimented her coloring, but also the gift he was finally going to give her. Marguerite returned his smile as she stepped into his arms for a kiss. "Troublesome customer, my dear?" "You might say that, but she left with a smile on her face. I'm guessing you have plans for us this evening? I hope I'm not late." Lacroix's smile turned mysterious. "What I have planned has no timetable, amour. But I did ensure we will have no unwanted interruptions this time." She tilted her head questioningly and waited for him to explain. "Anastasia and Alejandro have gone out for the evening, and I've been assured that Nicholas is occupying Natalie in any spare time they might have." "Well, I'm intrigued. What did you have in mind, Lucien? "The one thing that I definitely wanted to do, mon amour, is give you this..." He pulled a small box out of his pocket and presented it to Marguerite. She opened it up and her eyes widened at the contents. It was a gold ring set with emeralds. Besides the daisy pendant, it was the most precious thing he had ever given her. She took it out of the box to inspect it. Inscribed inside the ring were the words 'sans cesse'...forever. "Oh, Lucien, it's beautiful! Anton made this, didn't he?" Lacroix took the box and ring out of her hands and smiled. "Very astute. He said you would be able to tell that it was his work." He slipped the ring on the ring finger of her left hand. Marguerite held out her hand to study the ring appreciatively. Anton had really outdone himself this time. She had no idea what to say; she never expected anything like this. Lacroix tilted her face up to look into his. "Your eyes glitter more brilliantly than these stones, mon amour. To me, you are far more precious than any jewel...more delicate than any flower..." "Lucien?" She put a finger to his lips to hush him. "Shut up and kiss me." Lacroix smiled as he leaned down to do as he was ordered. ++++++++++++++++++++ The next night... Natalie was up to her elbows in intestines, trying her best not to be aroused at the scent of all the blood. Maybe she should have put this off until after her dinner break, she reflected, but she'd just wanted to get this one over with. The victim was a teen-aged gang-banger, killed in a drive-by shooting. The first few bullets she'd found easily enough, but this last one was giving her a tough time. She couldn't figure out where this ever-elusive bullet had hidden itself, but when she found it... "Boo!" Someone grabbed Nat from behind, and she instinctively turned to the person, vamped out. It all happened so quickly that she couldn't control herself. In the few precious seconds it had taken her to regain control, she realized that it was Nick's partner, Eric. He was clearly terrified, and was backing away towards the door. As their eyes met, Eric turned around and took off. Eric turned and ran. He didn't know what it was he just saw, but he didn't want to stick around and find out. There was something definitely wrong with his partner's wife. After he'd startled her, she'd turned around and hissed at him. Her eyes glowed with some kind of greenish-gold light, like a cat's. She'd had fangs...and they looked sharp. He felt his arm hook around something, and he came to a dead stop. Oh God! He looked up from the floor to stare into the green eyes of Marguerite de Louvain. She looked concerned. "Eric? Is everything okay?" Marguerite listened as Eric started to babble about fangs and glowing eyes. She very calmly dragged him back to the morgue as he spoke. He was so upset that he didn't even notice where they were going at first. Once they reached the door, she saw the realization hit his face and he began to struggle. No match for the petite vampire, she pushed him through the doorway gently with one hand and drew the door shut with the other. Natalie was backing away from the doorway; she must have been in the process of going after Eric. Completely terrified now, Eric just kept saying the word 'no' over and over. Natalie looked almost as equally scared. "You're going to have to handle this, Natalie. He can't be allowed to run around with this knowledge." Nat shook her head forcefully. "No...no! I won't kill him. I can't! Please, Maggie!" Marguerite sighed, "Well, being I'm not very hungry myself, how about you try making him forget first?" Natalie slumped against an examination table and closed her eyes in relief. "I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking." Marguerite turned to her uncle's incoherent partner. He had quieted down somewhat, and was staring at Natalie with a wary expression on his face. She shifted her hand from his wrist to grip his hand, and she squeezed it reassuringly. Through her link with Natalie she said, "Concentrate on his heartbeat, Natalie, and stare into his eyes." Natalie did as she was told and was rewarded for her efforts as Eric relaxed. His eyes glazed over and she felt his will bend to hers. "Now what?" she whispered. "Well, you tell him to forget, and then you give him a memory to take its place. Do you think he's squeamish?" Marguerite grinned wickedly. "He is now." Nat started into Eric's eyes. "You didn't see anything before, Eric. You came into the morgue, and when you saw me working on the body with all the blood, you passed out." Eric mumbled, "Came into the morgue, all that blood." and then he passed out. Marguerite caught him and eased him into a chair. "Nat, maybe you should clean up a little? He won't be out for long." She gestured to the blood covered gloves on Natalie's hands. "Ugh, I almost forgot." Nat quickly shed the gloves and tossed them into the trash. "Do you think it worked?" "We're going to find out soon enough, I think he's waking up." Eric put a hand to his head as he came around. "What happened?" Nat leaned over him. "You fainted. It's a good think Maggie came by to visit too, I don't think I could've gotten you into that chair by myself. Are you okay?" "I think so...I guess all that blood was too much for me. I came by to get the lab report on the John Doe from the alleyway. Captain Reese gave the case to us." "Nick mentioned it; I have it right here." She picked a file up off of her desk and handed it to him. "Someone shot him up with epinephrine, which caused his heart attack. I think they were counting on the marks on his body to cover up the injection site, but it was the only recent one." He stood up on slightly unsteady legs. Marguerite asked, "Are you sure you're all right, Eric? You look a little pale." "I'm okay, Daisy. Thanks. I think I just need some fresh air, I have a little headache." ******************** Joe Reese was on the phone with his wife, Denise. He was trying to focus on the conversation, but his mind was in overdrive, trying to piece together solutions to the department's problems as well as Denise's concerns about their daughters. After several more minutes of internal struggling he told his wife he had to go, but promised to be home early. He rubbed at his temples as he contemplated trying to coax a cup of water out of the cooler, but decided that coffee might be more what he needed. The Captain sat back in his chair and looked out of his window at the department. As his eyes scanned the room beyond his office, they rested on the desks of his two 'star' detectives. He smiled when he realized that Knight was actually doing paperwork; D'Angelo must be a good influence on him. Knight had settled down considerably over the last year and a half. After Tracy Vetter had gotten shot, Joe had been worried about Knight's emotional state. Knight was a damn good cop, no doubt about that, but he'd lost two partners in a short span of time. He'd been sure that Nick would try to resign again, and was pleasantly surprised when all he'd asked for was a leave of absence. Of course, the reason wasn't pleasant at all...Natalie Lambert had been ill and needed months off to recover. The medication she'd been on left her sensitive to sunlight, so when she came back it was to the night shift. There had been no reason for her to work any day shifts, really; no one else seemed to want to work nights. Their engagement was no surprise to anyone, but the appearance of Nick's niece was. Nick had told everyone that he'd had no family...and as far as he knew, that was true. His sister had eloped and run away when Nick was very young, and he never saw her again. Marguerite, his sister's only child, had tracked him down after she was told about her mother's family. Joe Reese shook his head as the phone jarred him out of his thoughts. Going home early was looking better all the time. ***** Eric's head shot up as he felt something bounce off the top of his head, out of the corner of his eye he could see a crumpled piece of paper lying on the floor. His hazel eyes narrowed suspiciously at his partner, who was trying hard not to laugh as he studied the form in front of him. "Bored, Knight?" Nick looked up, his eyes twinkling in amusement. "Why would I be bored, Eric?" Eric threw his pen down on the desk. "You know, some day I'm gonna catch you doing that." He picked up his mug and sniffed at the contents cautiously before taking an experimental sip. "Doing what?" Nick smiled as his partner made a face similar to the one that Nick himself made after tasting one of Nat's protein shakes. The mug went back to its home on Eric's desk. "This coffee is terrible! Hey, partner, how about we take a break and grab a bite to eat...or do you have other plans?" "As a matter of fact, I'm supposed to meet Nat in a little while. Maybe next time?" Nick put the papers he'd been working on into a folder and threw them into a drawer. "Sure, whenever you want, Nick, just say the word. I'm just gonna clean up here and then I'm leaving too." Eric shook his head as his partner threw back a 'thank you' on his way out the door. As if he'd ever get a chance to see what Nick liked to eat; his partner shared all his meals with Natalie. The report was quickly finished and printed out. His desk was as clean as it was ever going to get, and he hastily walked through the department in an effort to get away before the Captain could think of something else for him to do. On his way out, he nearly a collided with woman. He took a closer look to discover that she was young--not more that nineteen or twenty--and very nervous. She shied away when he put a hand out to try and steady her. "Do you need help, miss? My name is Detective D'Angelo." The young woman closed her eyes and took a deep breath. When she opened them, she said, "Yes, I could use some help. I need to speak to someone about a friend of mine. He's missing...and...and I'm so worried." Eric took her by the arm and led her to his desk. "I'm a homicide detective, but I'll do what I can to help you. Miss...Miss?" "Emma Fuller." She sat down in the chair he offered her and smiled weakly. "Okay, Ms. Fuller." He took out a pad and started to make a few notations. "When did you last see your friend?" Emma started to fidget nervously. "A little over two weeks ago. I, uh...he's a recovering drug user, and at first I was afraid that maybe he'd started to use again. But no one's seen him, not even his...'old' friends. I'm worried that something terrible has happened, Detective." "Do you have a picture of him? The more recent it is, the better." She pulled her wallet out of her pocketbook and looked through it for a minute until she came up with a small photo. She handed it to him. "This was taken about a month ago, in one of those photo booths, you know? Matt loves to pose for pictures." Eric stared at the picture in amazement; the face was very familiar to him. As a matter of fact, it was a case that Captain Reese had handed over to Eric and Nick after Roberts had gotten himself suspended after harassing one too many women, and Jonas couldn't handle the caseload by himself. Coincidentally enough, it was the body they found in the alley near Marguerite de Louvain's store. Natalie hadn't found a trace of illegal drugs in him. As a matter of fact, after the autopsy she'd run more detailed tests and found that he'd been injected with epinephrine, which caused a heart attack. Until now, they'd had absolutely nothing to go on. Still staring at the photo, he asked, "You said his name was Matt?" Ms. Fuller nodded. "Matthew Peters. He's been clean for a long time, Detective. We've become very close since he's been in recovery; he has no real family and he's my best friend. We tell each other everything. I can't believe he'd just run away." "I don't think he did..." He drew a deep breath as he tried to find the words to tell this woman that her friend would never be coming home. "Ms. Fuller, I need you to come with me. I'm afraid I know where your friend is." End Part Four