Over the past year I have used my website as a means to express myself to the world. Others have used my website for their own plots and reasons. Some for entertainment, some to keep in touch, some for education, others to be nosey. For whatever YOUR reason, I have MY reasons for putting an end to this site. Over the year I have had joy, sorrow, the tragedy and loss of a family friend by the hands of her son, a man that I called a brother and is now mereley a stranger to me; bliss of a beautiful women who puts up with more shit then I can seem to dish, fright of my recent frail health, every emotion a person can experience in life. But of the 600+ people who have visited my site purely by word of mouth, maybe 5 of you have deserved to know of any part of my life, the others can eat shit. My recent health decline has made me re-evaluate my life and realize that such personal aspects should be left for the woman who loves me unconditionally and has stood by my side through everything I have put her through. I do not regret ever putting this site up, but I am ashamed of some of the content that has at times appeared, even if just for a moment. But everything in life is a learning experience. I have learned much more then I can share in just these few lines.. Besides, some things are best left unsaid. And what really needs to be said already has. 
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