In my dreams I see a golden gate. Covered with roses. At the gate is mom.
She bids me in Tells me I have lived a hard cruel life. God isn't
going to let me feel no more pain. He gave me the gift to see the beauty.
But did not give me someone that would love me The way I love them.
I loved so hard. I hurt so bad. I want to cross through that gate. Only a
few more steps I will be there. But I love so hard If he only knew how much
If only he had loved me the same. We would be showing the world what love
is, But now I'm looking at this beautiful place. Don't have to feel not
wanted here. Don't have someone hurting you. No pain. My love for him
is stronger than my will to die. I keep holding on . I can't Oh God let me
let go . Let me take the step over. Why can't I just cross
