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This poem was inspired by the many people,who seem to want and can't find.Ones that have sent me email . Or im me and we have talked. Most say the same thing .Doesn't it make you wonder .What is wrong.
Searching for what you found
How can you feel love so deep
But it all be lies
How could something so precious
Not be real
Make you go to the ends of the earth
What do I do
Give up
For sure won't go back
But won't live in a one sided relationship either
Love is meant to be shared
Not one but two
I can't go on believing
They care when they don't show me nothing
I never felt so alone
Never wanted something so much
But now I guess I face it
Find myself going on
Without love nor will I seek it no more
I will not put my heart or soul into it again
Nor will I believe again
It is to hurtful
I opened my self to a hurt
beyond any other hurt
Never hurt like this
Never will hurt like this again
No wonder the hearts are closed
There is no reason for them to be open
Without communication it is over
There is no reason to fight
No reason to keep up the love
If it is not felt back in return
Its fruitless and makes the soul
Hurt so bad .
Love could be wonderful
But it takes two to make it
One can not do it
I can not make them care for me
I can not make them see I am me
The same one that loved them
And the same one that said they loved
The one they said they couldn't live without
But now they have the chance
Doesn't seem to want it
I can't be done this way
I can't hurt when its fruitless
I didn't go through this pain
To not be loved
Nor will I go back to what was before
I will I guess go on as a pauper to the world
I survive only because
I thought
I had a reason to live
Now why do I go on
What reason is there for me
To get up in the morning
What reason is there for me
To let people read my heart
What reason do I give
For the lies I believe to be truth
Why should I send the false hopes
Out to the world
Let them believe
They is love when they not
I went for it
Now I see that there is no such thing
I was a way of getting by thats all
It hurts cause it was my love
God meant for us to be together
But have they growed cold inside
And can not see it
Im so sorry that my soul mate doesn't love me
God tells me it is real
But I can't make them see it
Nor will I try no more
I have no more heart left to break
I have no will to fight
I fought a hard battle
But I cant keep up
I was to cold for to long
I find what god wanted me to have
But guess it wasn't meant to be
I can't fight no more
Why live with a half
God meant to be whole
I dont want a half
I want a whole
Or nothing
So guess its nothing
How could someone love or say it
Tell you so many wonderful things
But now they could show you and
All of a sudden I am no longer alive
The kisses and hugs are history
The holding hands
The going to sleep cuddled together
Waking up cuddled together
History
We are like to people apart not together
I love you has become distant
No longer said
I feel so uptight
I want to say it
but know it isn't wanted to be heard
So I dont say it
I pour my heart out on paper
It gets me no where
What choice do I have
None
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